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A not-insignificant part of his heart yearns to shake Akira awake, perhaps to encourage an encore of last night’s events or perhaps just to see if the light catches in his eyes the same way it illuminates the dust motes floating in the air between them. The stronger, more persistent fear of rejection that he can’t quite ignore—even after Akira finally admitted just how badly Goro is wanted—tells him not to bother. Most strangely, a part of him that still feels unfamiliar, and which is even more rarely listened to, focuses on just how relaxed Akira looks and says let him rest. It’s easiest to lean into those impulses, and so he pulls himself from Akira’s bed and into his bathroom to take a well-needed shower.
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When Ann decides to learn photography, she recruits Ryuji as her model and agrees to follow along with all of his plans for the week. Between gardening, fishing, boxing, and more, she gets to see all the sides of her old friend and capture them on camera.
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To anyone else, Akira might look normal. Fine, even. But there's a closeness developed through physical proximity, and Morgana's spent long enough attached at Akira's hip to recognize the heartbreak in his face after Akechi leaves.
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Goro spends the evening before signing his own death certificate listening to tinny jazz music and sipping on a drink that's too cold to really enjoy in the February air, and all he can focus on is the relaxed slant of Akira's shoulders.
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a stitch away from making it / a scar away from falling apart by jortsbian for butiamhome
Fandoms: IT (Movies - Muschietti)
31 Oct 2023
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Eddie wasn't sure what he expected the afterlife to look like, but he was sorely disappointed.
At one point, after the pain radiating from his chest eclipsed the sound of Richie hurling insults at the clown but before his vision truly faded, Eddie had thought to himself I don't want this to be all I get. He deserved—better.
(Or: Eddie is far too stubborn to let death stop him from getting what he wants.)
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Once, Falin had been terribly jealous of the intense focus Marcille reserved for her research, the ancient magics. Falin had wanted Marcille to look at her like that, like she was the only thing in the room. She feels that intensity now, as Marcille examines her arms and legs, the softest parts of her. Falin tries to remember the feeling.
or: the many ways to share mana
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26 Mar 2024
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I’m hungry, Falin says one day, so Senshi cooks her a feast. The meat sits heavy in her stomach, the sauce sweet yet savory, but it’s not filling. I’m hungry, Falin says, so they try to figure out what type of diet she needs: heavy in protein, near raw, a meal fit more for a beast than a girl. Marcille watches as they make meal after meal, yet Falin still hungers. Marcille watches and hungers herself.
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17 Feb 2024
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“Nobody seems to know what to do with you. When I received the call, the warden seemed bewildered that you were even here at all.” It was a phone call that Naoto would not soon forget—the chilling way that the warden seemed to continually forget what he was asking mid-sentence, unable to latch onto Akechi’s name as if his existence was something contingent on his direct and immediate presence.
Akechi bared his teeth, eyes in shadow. “Nobody has ever known what to do with me,” he said, voice dripping acid.
“Then, this should be refreshing for you,” he said, delighting in the way that Akechi’s gaze sharpened as Naoto plucked a nonexistent piece of lint from his coat. “You’re coming with me. To Inaba.”
At the end of P5R, the world forgets Akechi.
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30 Dec 2023
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Tag, you're it!
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"Then what brought you out here?" asks Lala. "To pay a premium for sparkling water?"
"Oh, you know," says the uptight boy, lip curling. "Life. Love. The sort of thing you hear a lot, I imagine."
There's something wrong with Goro. He doesn't care if Ren wears a dress, yet every time Ren puts one on, it feels like the world is ending all over again. For his boyfriend's sake, Goro needs to fix what's broken inside him, even if that requires drastic measures; even if it forces him to talk about his issues with a stranger. Or, worse, talk about them with Ren.