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  1. Public Bookmark 5

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    After waking up with no memory of the night before, John Marston finds a note in his own handwriting: "You are his target."

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    25 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    John Marston has not returned from an earlier scouting trip. Arthur Morgan and Javier Escuella ride out into the snow to look for him.

     

    (or, Enter, Pursued by a Memory from Javier’s perspective, featuring his extended cut dialogue.)

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  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Huh.” He plucks the little thing from its stem, real careful, turning it between thumb and forefinger to inspect its petals. “It's a forget-me-not.”

    He turns to look up at Javier, who's raising an eyebrow back at him.
    John stands from the ground, tiny flower in hand, and presses it to the lapel of Javier's jacket with a chuckle.
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    A series of flowery vignettes spanning from 1898 to 1916, set in the universe of my fic Silver-Toed Boots and Kerosene.

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    23 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    All of these are different kinds of love, feel different in his heart, taste different on his tongue when he says it.

    His love for Javier is different, too.

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    A canon compliant Jovier tragedy with mild smut and not so mild angst. No happy endings here! mwah

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    23 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 35

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    He reckons he feels nearly as lost as John does, and twice as lonely.
    They've both lost the family they had in the gang, but John still has his actual family. John's got somethin' left to cling to, a woman and a son who love him, and what's Javier got left? Who's around to love him?
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    This is an alternate ending where Javier follows Arthur and John instead of Dutch at Beaver Hollow.
    It's intended to be read as a part two/alt ending to my other Jovier fic 'I'll eat you whole, I love you so', but can be read alone with the caveat that the relationship between John and Javier is many years established by now. And also very emotionally constipated and full of so many misunderstandings it's probably a world record. It's written in the same format with multiple POVs.
    Enjoy!

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    23 Aug 2026