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    Shane was feeling weird about wanting the men he hooked up with to hold and kiss him afterward. It felt like a lot to ask of someone he'd probably never see again. His hookups were most often one-offs; Ethan, the guy from this afternoon, was a rare exception. He wondered if it meant he was abnormal, but Rose reassured him that when he was that naturally submissive to his partners, it was very common to want some aftercare. Physical touch was just his preferred way of getting that.

    or: Shane loves giving up control during sex, but can't get anyone to give him the amount of aftercare he needs. Hot, sexy drummer Ilya to the rescue.

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    Shane agrees to go clubbing exactly once.

    His only rules:
    • Three hours.
    • No flirting.
    • No men.

    Unfortunately for Shane, nobody informed Ilya Rozanov about those rules.

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    Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.

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  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Ilya Rozanov, unaware that his Spotify account is public, makes a series of playlists about his mysterious 'Jane', seemingly documenting different periods of their relationship. Fans online find the playlists, then the internet does what the internet does.

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    Shane Hollander arrives in Vegas with a question he hasn’t spoken out loud.

    It isn’t complicated, exactly. It’s just the kind of question that requires honesty he isn’t sure he’s ready for - about what he and Ilya Rozanov have been doing for the past few years, about what six months of silence after Sochi actually meant, and about whether any of it is worth staying close to or whether he finally needs to go.

    He gets his answer in a locked bathroom at the NHL Awards.

    Ilya spends the summer convinced that Shane is fine. Upset? Yes. Angry? Definitely. But Shane always felt things fiercely despite what everyone said about him when he had his back turned. He’d calm down over the summer and then he’d be there like he always had been. He fills the silence with discipline and routine and the comfortable certainty that later is still available to him.

    He’s wrong.

    By the time Ilya understands what he actually lost, Shane is already gone; and Ilya is left trying to find a way back to someone who closed the door long before Ilya had ever thought to just walk through it.

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