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    But feeling human wasn’t painful when it was with Satoru. Because the way Satoru pressed his palm to Suguru’s cheek and the way he sang off-key in the shower and the way he whispered jokes to him before they fell asleep was far, far from painful. Because the way Satoru loved Suguru was the most beautifully human thing Suguru would ever experience.

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  2. Rec 9

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    The memories were flashing in, now. Bleeding through Remus’ mind. Some kind of cruel montage, a shove in the face of all those mental photographs he had once cherished and loved. An eleven year old Sirius Black, grinning at him dopily, eyes sparkling and unwavering, trained on his face, not his scars. Sirius Black, pestering him, asking incessant questions about his records, uncaring of Remus’ stutter, that he could barely string a coherent sentence out. Sirius Black the dog, running circles around their dorm, jumping up and licking a dumbfounded, awe-struck Remus. Both canines, he had said. You lot don’t get Moony like I do. Sirius Black with his dark hair fanned out on the carpet, another record spinning and emanating throughout their room. He’d turn his head to Remus, and crack a smile. Not those wide, ear-splitting grins. Not those knife-edge flashes of teeth. But a small, quiet one, eyelashes fluttering, pupils large. The backs of their hands almost touching. Sirius almost blushing, turning away in an uncharacteristic bout of shyness. It was a joke. All of it. A joke.

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    The summer after the prank, Remus’ perspective.

    Anti-JKR.

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  3. Public Bookmark 25

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    Remus loves the astronomy tower, particularly being alone in it. But in the weeks after the prank, Sirius has been showing up there unannounced and leaving just as quick.

    And despite all the thinking he gets done in the tower, Remus just can’t figure out why.

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  4. Rec 14

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    Sirius the day after the prank
    Sirius alone in the room of requirement made into a single dorm
    Sirius disowned, friendless and it is
    All His Fault

    And Remus won’t even look at him. The day before, they had been laughing together, loving one another, and suddenly nothing.

    How can we go back to being friends? How can we repair this relationship?

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    11 May 2026

  5. Rec 1

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    “Remus! I need to shower, hurry up!”

     

    The shout was a hammer blow against the porcelain. Sirius’s voice, sharp and annoyingly present, pierced the watery veil, a sound that cut through the haze of near-unconsciousness. Fear, not of death, but of discovery, of the shame of being caught in this ultimate vulnerability, was sharp and sudden. It snapped Remus out of the trance, shattering the fragile peace he had begun to find. He burst to the surface, a desperate, animalistic lunge, gasping for the air he had so willfully rejected.

     

    NOT FOR THE FEINT OF HEART

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