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lay me down on the altar, and forever’s what i’ll vow by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“Am I too boring for you?”
He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.
Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.
“What.”
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10 May 2026
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"What if Neil hid his phone where his kidnappers wouldn't find it? What if he called Andrew while on his way to Baltimore? What if Andrew had to listen, heart tearing in two, to Neil's journey into his father's basement?"
Andrew fishes his phone from his pocket, chest emptying itself of air when he sees Neil’s name flash across the display. His hands are shaking as he hits return call, shaking like they haven’t done since he went off his meds, and in many ways the lurch of loss in his gut feels like another kind of withdrawal.
He thinks the call is about to time out, when, suddenly, connection.
“Neil,” says Andrew, and it sounds dangerously close to a prayer.
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Bookmarked by sigmund11
03 Apr 2026
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When Neil gets kidnapped after the Binghampton game, he lets Lola and Romero torture him. He lets Patrick lead his father into the room. He lets his legs and body get threatened. But when it comes to his teammates? Nobody threatens them. Nobody.
or, Neil grabs the axe.
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01 Apr 2026
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Neil Josten just surprised Andrew with a goddamn tongue piercing, and now Andrew has to wait six weeks for it to heal. It shouldn't be a problem...shouldn't being the key word here. Because Andrew has found that nothing is ever so simple when Neil Josten is involved.
AKA the fic where Neil Josten teases his boyfriend mercilessly for weeks before blowing his...mind. 😉
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Bookmarked by sigmund11
27 Mar 2026
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I can't make you love me (if you don't) by djhedy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Jan 2020
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Andrew realises he’s faced with two choices: hold onto this or let it go forever.
And he hates that.
Almost as much as he hates Neil.
He watches as Neil turns away, walks up the length of the room once, stops, looks back. “It’s ok,” he says, his voice drained of any emotion, face set. Sure. Resigned. “You always said this was nothing.”
Andrew nods. Remembers there’s a cigarette dangling between his fingers, so brings it back up to his lips, holds it there, doesn’t even bother breathing in.
“Ok,” Neil says again, and leaves the room.
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before andrew graduates, neil asks him to make a choice.Bookmarked by sigmund11
27 Mar 2026