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Arthur knew something was wrong when Merlin didn't show up for work.

Now, to be perfectly clear, Merlin not showing up to work wasn't worrying. There were times where he didn't see Merlin for days and the man gave absolutely no explanation as to where he was or what he was doing while Gaius only gave half-hearted excuses in his defense. So, yeah. When Merlin didn't show up Arthur only groaned and summoned the next available servant.

The issue was that Merlin didn't show today. Right now. This moment.

It wasn't... Well, listen. Merlin wasn't exactly... He just always was there when Arthur actually needed him. Not to wash his clothes or clean the floor or anything like that. But when Arthur truly needed someone to bounce ideas off of or...You know, ask opinions (not that Merlin's opinion mattered, but whatever) or those sorts of things then Merlin would always be there like he knew Arthur's mind was reeling.

Except someone had just tried to murder Arthur and he wasn't there.

Not that Merlin was supposed to do anything about someone trying to murder Arthur. It was just that... The man in question who had tried to carry out the assassination said he did so for his family. His daughter. His wife. His son. The people he loved so they could live in a world that wasn't full of hatred and fear. Arthur could honestly say he was more shaken by that than the knife that had been at his throat. Already people were doubting what kind of ruler he would be? They saw hatred and fear in him? He didn't understand.

Merlin might have had his rare bouts of wisdom to impart on him except he was gone and Arthur was very, very annoyed by that fact.

So without a servant to badger for answers, Arthur decided to go down to the dungeons to ask the man himself. Maybe there was a misunderstanding. Or maybe... Maybe this was about the druid raid he had led years ago. His skin prickled at the memory, a sense of overwhelming pressure hitting his chest as screams filled his mind - clouding his vision as he forced himself down the stairs.

"...this isn't working."

Arthur paused. His father's voice echoed through the dungeon, though it seemed to be coming from the opposite end of the cells rather than where their one prisoner was being kept. He glanced over, head tilted as he furrowed his brows a bit.

"I told you so... Uh, your majesty."

Wait. That was Merlin's voice. Arthur blinked and shuffled closer down. He shouldn't be surprised by the fact Merlin was in the dungeons. Still there was a... A note in his voice that sounded far too tired. Almost as if he were in pain.

"What spell have you cast?" His father demanded and Arthur leaned over to see Merlin hanging from chains looking incredibly dismayed at a bloodied knife of the floor. "I command you to lift this sorcery!" He hissed and Merlin groaned, letting his head fall back on the wall as he narrowed his eyes. Even from where he was standing, Arthur could see the redness of his wrists as the cuffs seemed to rub his skin raw. Merlin didn't seem too bothered by it though. On the contrary, his entire being seemed focused on the king.

"I can't."

"I command you to!"

"I - my king." Merlin frowned with a small huff. "I don't really think I can die. Believe me, I'm confused too." He said and Arthur closed his eyes. What had this idiot gotten himself into now? Was he drunk? Oh, God. He was probably drunk and -

"I know you're a sorcerer," Uther said and Arthur's previous thoughts seemed to freeze. "I saw you save my son this morning. Your eyes were gold and the knife moved."

"You're welcome." Merlin said wryly and Uther picked up the knife again before holding it against his neck. Arthur immediately went to intervene, but as always, Merlin kept talking. "You are condemning me for saving his life? I have my reasons for wanting Arthur alive-"

"Manipulative reasons, no doubt. I'm sure you want to persuade him to allow magic into this kingdom and watch it crumble. To allow evil in Arthur's heart and the heart of Camelot." Uther hissed, pressing the knife more into his throat "Even now. You say you can't die after he has risked his life in the past for you-"

"I had no idea I would recover without the stupid flower!" Merlin snapped and lifted his jaw up in an attempt ease the pressure of the knife. "I told you, this wasn't my doing! I thought I was a mortal man right up until you stabbed me." He said. Arthur blinked. This... Was a dream, right? Maybe he had been killed and was in the midst of his mind concocting some strange dream as he slipped from this realm. Merlin wasn't a sorcerer. He definitely would die if stabbed. Arthur was pretty sure he might die if the wind blew too hard.

"There's a way to kill you," His father sniffed "I'm sure of it."

"Well, you are welcomed to try but I need to continue protecting your son."

"He does not need your protection!"

"I beg to differ. Do you really think he fought all those magical monsters by himself?" Merlin demanded with hardened eyes "Or that he miraculously recovered from the Questing Beast without magic's aid?" He asked and then a snide smile hinted at his lips. "Listen, if I really wanted Camelot to fall into chaos I wouldn't have killed your lovely troll wife and broken the spell she enchanted you with-"

"You did that?!"

"I literally just told you that I was the one who fixed it!" Merlin shouted back and kicked the wall behind him in frustration. "I wish you could kill me. This is incredibly irritating."

"How dare you?"

"It's like talking to a wall!"

"I'll cut out your tongue-"

"At this rate, it'll probably grow back tomorrow." Merlin threw back. Uther's fists clenched. "What are you going to do? Kill me?" He asked. Arthur could not believe his mind was making him watch this nonsense before he died. For a couple seconds the only sound was his father pacing up and down the length of the cell while Merlin watched with critical eyes. "Your majesty... I... I know you don't think you can trust me, but whatever my motivations are I really do wish to keep Arthur safe. Perhaps you can allow me to carry out my duties to him while figuring out how to kill me?" He asked, voice tentative.

"You think I would trust you with my son's life?"

"I have saved him so many times. Are you even aware of how much stupid stuff he does?"

"Insult the royal family one more time-"

"He wasn't going to elope with Sophia. She was a sidhe. Her and her father were going to use his soul as a trade for immortality. I convinced Arthur that he tried to elope with her and that I knocked him out with a piece of wood." Merlin told him flatly. There was a horribly awkward pause.

"...he believed that you knocked him out with a piece of wood?"

"Yep." Merlin said popping the p. More silence.

"Ah. I see."

...Was Arthur's mind insulting him right now? He pinched himself and to his alarm there was actual pain. Deciding the best way to figure out what was actually going on he went ahead and shuffled forward, but stopped again when he saw Uther watching Merlin with consideration.

"You are close to Gaius and the serving girl...Guinevere?" He began and Merlin's eyes narrowed. "Until I can find a way to kill you, I will allow you to serve my son as long as you know that if he is harmed... or has any inkling of what you truly are then I will slaughter them before finding anyone you have ever cared about and making sure you can watch them die as well." He said. Arthur stepped back. From somewhere behind he thought he heard movement and swung around, but saw nothing. Huh. He really was on edge. Slowly, he turned back to his father's voice. "And I mean, if I see even the slightest hint that you have corrupted or harmed him in any way-"

"Oh, wow, sire. Do you want me to use my magic to keep Arthur alive? What an idea!" Merlin drawled out. Uther took a step away from him and immediately Merlin paled. "Wait, wait, wait! I'm sorry. Don't hurt them!" He said a little desperately. "Yes. Yes, I'll keep my magic a secret and Arthur safe. I've been doing that." He scowled. Uther turned back towards him. "Please. You can kill me as soon as you figure out how. Just let me keep him safe." He said and his voice had a wavering note towards the end that made Arthur feel a tad bit guilty even if this was a very strange dream.

There were a solid ten beats of silence.

"Very well." Uther's voice said. Arthur backed into an adjoining cell, unwilling to let himself be caught even in fictional circumstances...Which these were definitely fictional circumstances because there was no way his father would allow a self-confessed sorcerer go in any scenario. "But I warn you... You may not be able to die yet, but I can make you wish you were."

"Not going to lie...Sometimes I'm already there." Merlin muttered and yanked at his chains. "Are you going to let me out then?"

"You're a sorcerer. Use your villainous magic." His father said and Arthur hid in the shadows as he watched Uther exit the cell, walking by to the front of the dungeons as Merlin's sigh echoed around the cells.

"I'm beginning to see how you and Arthur are related."

The next morning, Arthur woke to Merlin serving him breakfast.

Right. Definitely a dream then. Good. He maybe needed to lay off the mead.

The rest of the day was fairly normal up until Merlin decided to waltz off again. He had been in the midst of hunting him down when he caught sight of Merlin rounding the corner. Finally. He was about to shout for him when he noticed where the servant was heading.

"Ah, fuck no." He muttered and moved closer as he watched Merlin slip into his father’s chambers. No. This was just a coincidence, right? Right.

Arthur stepped in front of his father's door and stared. He looked down the hallway. Right. Left. No guards... This was ridiculous. Arthur wasn't going to humor this. Merlin obviously was seeing his father over... A matter... Like, um... Maybe he would just listen for a few moments. To ease his mind. Nothing more. Hating himself and Merlin for putting him in this position, he leaned forward next to the oak wood of the king's room.

"...trying to kill him." Merlin’s voice was saying when Arthur pressed his ear against the door. "Which isn’t a surprise-"

"Since sorcerers are evil, yes." His father agreed. There was a pause.

"I was going to say since you keep trying to kill them and their children, but sure. Because we’re all evil works too." Merlin responded. There was some clattering and the sound of papers shuffling. "That was sarcasm. I feel the need to clarify that we are not all evil." Merlin added and there was a heavy sigh that Arthur could picture very clearly in his mind. Uther had sighed that way a lot when Arthur came inside with torn clothes and covered in mud after picking a thousand fights with a hundred other squires. It was the one where he would wrinkle his nose in distaste before looking up at the ceiling and counting to himself quietly under his breath.

"Two days ago you were skittish," He answered, voice thick with disapproval "Riddled with fear to say the least... I suppose that was part of the facade you used to fool us all? And now I must be subjected to this tongue and cheek?" He asked. Arthur rolled his eyes. Aw, if only. Arthur had been subjected to the tongue and cheek much longer than two days... Though his father brought up a good point. Merlin sounded more... Irritated. Dry. Definitely not quaking with fear like he usually was. A soft laugh followed.

"Not really. I was - am - terrified quite often. Though now that you know the truth...Well, it seems like the scariest part of it all has passed. I can speak freely."

"You cannot speak freely. You can follow orders or watch your friends die." Uther said sharply and even if he couldn't see Merlin's face, he imagined it was very, very annoyed. "Just... Kill this sorcerer before he becomes a problem."

"Kill him? But we don't even-"

"Did I ask for a response?" Uther snapped and Arthur stepped away, unable to listen to much more. Maybe... There was an explanation for this. A perfectly logical reason for... Everything. Maybe sorcerer was a code word. For what? He had no idea. Maybe... Hm. Well. He would think on it more. Right now he had to leave before Merlin exited and caught him listening. Or anyone else, really. It wouldn't do well for people to think their prince lurked outside his father's door.

Especially since there was a passageway he could use.

Castles were riddled with secret entrances and escapes and mazes within the walls, of course. Arthur was convinced he was really the only one who knew them all. The one connected to his father's room was thought to be sealed shut. Uther had declared he would never need a secret escape because he would fight his way out the front door rather than run like a coward. Arthur thought that was all fine and well, but... Kept it unsealed... Just in case he needed to wound his father's pride and drag him out of the castle in case of an emergency.

And you know what? Eavesdropping too. He would admit that. Who wouldn't eavesdrop at something as bewildering as this?

"I didn't kill him." Merlin said and Arthur leaned forward to see through a thin crack between the wall and door of the passageway which sat behind his father's wardrobe. Merlin was standing in front of a crackling fire, eyes matching the intensity of the hearth as he looked at where the king was sipping wine. "He only wanted to kill Arthur because he blamed him for your mistakes. We talked and he saw the error of his ways and left." He said simply.

Arthur waited for Uther's ire to rise - frustration and anger bubbling for a moment only for Arthur to see it suddenly die down.

"Wine?" He asked, holding up a cup. Merlin stared.

"Is it poisoned?" He asked, taking the offered cup from the king's hand. Uther took another sip of his own wine before giving a small shrug. Merlin sighed and to Arthur's absolute horror, knocked it back. "What did you use?"

"Hemlock."

"Good choice. Don't feel anything though." Merlin said and gestured to the chair next to the king. "May I?"

"If you must," Uther muttered and put his drink down. "You realize the sorcerer will come after me now? Or was that your plan all along?" He asked, looking vaguely curious as he narrowed his eyes at Merlin.

"No... I told him I was planning on killing you. It will be awhile before he realizes I was lying."

"Are you?"

"What? Planning to kill you?" Merlin snorted and looked him up and down. "No. I don't like murdering people." He said and tapped the rim of his glass thoughtfully. Arthur felt more annoyance rise when he took another sip of the poisoned wine and licked his lips. "Besides, Arthur loves you too much. It would break his heart to see you die."

"He'll have to eventually."

"Yeah, but I'd like to postpone that." Merlin said, "Besides... I know he's going to be a fantastic king. I truly believe that. But... I'm not sure he's ready yet."

"No?" His father asked, raising a brow "Tell me, servant. What would you know of what it takes to lead a kingdom?"

Merlin took another pull of poison before looking Uther with consideration for a moment before nodding.

"Not much, my lord... But, personally, I would prefer it if my king knew how to put on both socks by himself."

Arthur had to cover his mouth to keep from gasping in betrayal. That wasn't... He didn't... That wasn't fair! Arthur very well knew how to put on his own bloody socks! Merlin just... May have convinced him that there was a specific sock to go on the right foot and the left foot. Which was a treasonous thing to do really and Arthur would have had him in the stocks for hours if it weren't for the fact he didn't want to confess to anyone that Arthur had a few hours of confusion over the matter.

"Hm." His father frowned and tapped his glass for a few moments. "I suppose that is a fair request." He finally said after a couple moments of displeased silence. "He really is quite clever in other ways. Don't think you'll be able to so easily manipulate him with your magical agenda."

Seriously? Arthur shook his head. This could not really be happening, could it? No. Absolutely not.

"I would never manipulate him to free me." Merlin said and put down the cup "I finished the whole thing. Feel a bit tired... Maybe if I go to sleep I'll just die." He suggested and Uther waved his hand dismissively.

"Go then. Hopefully tonight will be your last. If not, report back to the chambers tomorrow night so we may discuss more."

Arthur was kind of wishing he had some Hemlock to drink.

"...why do you need this again?" Merlin asked as he dumped the tonics onto Arthur's bed with a frown. "You have people to test your food, Arthur. Nobody is going to poison you." He said. Arthur waved him away as he looked at the antidotes carefully before opening one of his drawers to keep them in. Merlin apparently seemed immune to Hemlock but that wouldn't stop Arthur from being prepared with an antidote in case he wasn't immune to any other poison.

He thought this was clever at the time. Later that night... Not so much.

"It doesn't even hurt?"

"No," Merlin said and took his hand out of the fire. "Just feels...Warm." He shrugged helplessly as Arthur tugged at his hair in frustration. "Maybe I need to keep it in longer. You talk and I'll sit here and listen." He said and casually put his hand back in the fireplace of his father's room. Arthur hated this. He absolutely hated this but unless Merlin gave a real sign of pain, he was going to remain hidden.

"I think Lady Neville is after Arthur. The way she looks at him unsettles me... She might wanted him dead."

"Oh, definitely not. She's in love with Arthur." Merlin snorted with a shake of his head "I thought the same. I went through her chambers and there were...Maybe ten love letters stashed away. None of them sent, obviously, but it is a little ridiculous considering she's almost a hundred." He said as Uther gawked. Merlin smiled brightly. "I thought you might not believe me so... I brought them over." He added and using his non-occupied-by-fire hand, brought out several pieces of parchment. "I think you'll find them quite the read." He said. Uther pursed his lips, but opened one up to begin reading. After a few minutes his eyes widened. 

"She wants to do what?"

"Yep. With extra butter."

"That isn't sanitary." He muttered and put a hand over his chest. "Dear God."

"You got to the part with quills, haven't you?" Merlin asked and clicked his tongue. "Quite frankly, I think it would have been better if she had been out to kill him." Merlin mused and chuckled at Uther's face. "Do you want me to find a way to get her out of the castle?"

"As...A king, I see no crime to warrant such a thing, but...As a father..." He put down the letter and stared at Merlin. "There are ten of these?"

"She's really creepy, your majesty." Merlin said solemnly and lifted one of the letters. "This one also features Morgana."

"...I don't care what you have to do. Get your hand out of that fire and find a way to make her leave this kingdom."

Arthur was pretty sure that he had just...Hit his head really hard. Like. Really, really, really hard. He thought this often, but right now especially.

Merlin and Uther were glowering at one another. There was a threat in the air, he was sure, but it was hard to figure out exactly what it was. Even Morgana seemed baffled as she looked between where Merlin was about to refill Arthur's goblet and where Uther was pointing his fork at him. It looked like there was a silent conversation happening, but even with Arthur's secret snooping there was no way to really translate it. Finally, Merlin seemed to break and went over to refill Uther's glass first.

There was an awkward beat of silence in which Uther took a few sips of the wine before looking at the glass and giving a satisfied nod. Merlin's jaw clenched slightly before stomped back over to Arthur to pour wine in Arthur's glass.

"Did...You think Merlin was going to poison Arthur?" Morgana asked slowly. Uther took a napkin and dabbed at his lips before clearing his throat.

"No."

"But you just-"

"The boy may be an idiot, but he is quite loyal. I would never think such a thing." Uther said and Merlin smiled very sweetly back.

"Such compliments, sire."

"But we should send him to the stocks," Uther said, meeting Merlin's gaze so that the smile slipped back into a scowl. "Just in case."

"For what?" Arthur asked and immediately regretted it. Why was he still trying to understand this dynamic? It was obviously something unable to be understood by the mere human. Morgana seemed to second this question as she nodded a bit. However, neither answered. Merlin simply went on serving and his father continued the meal as if Arthur hadn't asked a very good question. Morgana opened her mouth but Arthur just shook his head. He wasn't ready for whatever responses they might come up with.

Tragically, this strange trend continued.

"What the Hell happened to you?" Arthur asked, a little panicked as he grabbed Merlin's arm and spun him around. He must have visited his father again. But when? He had been watching them both. Merlin glanced down at the blood on his shirt and winced.

"I...Um. Good question. Very good, my lord." He said and nodded. "And I have an answer for you."

"Great. What is it?" Arthur asked. He was vaguely aware that he really shouldn't corner Merlin like this given that if he really did break under the pressure then people's lives could be at risk. Still, he wasn't asking for the complete truth. Just enough to explain why Merlin was drenched in a horribly large amount of blood with an axe in hand. God, had his father asked him to kill someone again? Except Merlin wouldn't ever kill anyone with an axe. How could he-

"Your majesty!" Merlin called, looking incredibly relieved when Uther appeared (from the same direction Merlin had just come from). "Hi. Um, so-"

"What the Hell happened to you?" Uther demanded, echoing Arthur's previous question. Merlin rose his eyebrows at him and gave a very subtle gesture as he held both his hands out in what Arthur could make out as a sort of come-on-and-work-with-me movement. The king seemed to register this because he clicked his tongue in heavy disapproval. "When I asked you to behead that boar, I expected you to make less of a mess." He added in feigned disapproval.

"Behead?" Arthur repeated, voice going high as he spun to look back at Merlin. Dear fucking God. Before he could consider what that could really mean, Merlin held up his hands.

"My lord, with all due respect, it wasn't quite my fault-"

"I believe it was. You can't get a clean cut when the boar is moving around." 

"I don't think having a clean cut was this issue, your majesty."

"Also, it's hard to focus when the boar won't stop talking-"

"Maybe the boar was nervous! Maybe I was inconsiderate in just saying 'Hey, boar! Let's behead you today!' without giving the boar much of a warning. Maybe the boar had been in the middle of doing something. I don't know the boar's life, sire." Merlin snapped and Uther stared at him. "Um. Sorry. I am just-"

"Merlin isn't a butcher, father." Arthur interrupted before Merlin could say anything else stupid. "Why would you enlist him this?"

Uther lifted a finger, pinning him with a hard look.

"He should learn." He said firmly "I don't want our servants lacking in areas. Butchering is...Going to be an important part of serving in the future, I'm sure of it."

"Cenred's servants butcher his meat for him." Merlin added helpfully. Arthur closed his eyes. Leveling his father with a cool look, he grabbed Merlin's arm and pushed him away with several terse pleasantries.

"No beheading boars," He said sharply and when Merlin opened his mouth shook his head. "No. Not ever again. No beheading anything. Ever. I forbid it. You tell my father I said that." He added fiercely. Merlin sighed. "I mean it. He tells you to do that again and you come to me." He said. A strange look crossed Merlin's face and for a second Arthur worried he had caught on. Then gave a slow nod.

"Of course, my lord. No more beheading boars."

Arthur wasn't cut out for this sort of thing.

"We need to talk."

"We do not." Uther said and stopped walking to look at Merlin thoughtfully "Maybe we should consider feeding you to an animal."

"Alright, we can plan that for tomorrow." Merlin said - way too amendable in Arthur’s opinion. "But there is really something we should discuss." He said and Uther rolled his eyes as he flicked through various forms before fixing Merlin with an expectant stare.

"Did you stop those blue fairies from trying to kill my son?"

"Sidhe and yes. I told Arthur they were birds and for some reason he believed me." Merlin said and Arthur clicked his tongue. He had most certainly not, but that wasn’t the point. "Listen, there...Is delicate matter at hand." He continued and bit his lip. "There is someone else with magic in the castle. Someone like me." He said and Uther signed a form.

"Kill them then."

"Yeah...No. This person doesn’t even know they have magic. And I won’t hurt them." Merlin said, wringing his hands. "Listen, I know your stance and I know I won’t ever change your mind. But this person...I worry if they keep seeing how you treat magical creatures they’ll grow bitter and turn against you as well." Merlin said, voice reasonable and almost soothing. It did nothing to erase the furrowed brows and nervous tap of his foot as he spoke. "It is important they don’t."

"Why?" Uther frowned, finally putting his quill down “It they’re dangerous just strike them when they are weakest."

”It’s more complicated than that." Merlin said and Arthur tilted his head. This was news to him...He had been watching Merlin pretty carefully too. It seemed strange he somehow missed him consorting with a magical being within the castle. "You don’t want to hurt this person."

"Are they more powerful than you?"

"I don’t think so, but I meant you don’t want to hurt them because...You like this person." Merlin said slowly.

"I can assure you that I don’t like anybody that much."

"Hilarious, but I need you to be serious.”

”I wasn’t joking," Uther sighed and tilted his head at Merlin “You really believe I would be upset at this person’s death? I’ve already lost Ygraine. Nothing can be as devastating."

”What about Arthur?” Merlin immediately argued.

"Is it Arthur?"

"...yes." Merlin said and Arthur gaped. What? He had magic? Since fucking when? He looked down at his hands, horrified and a little betrayed that Merlin had ratted him out. “No." The servant corrected himself. Oh thank God. "But what if he did? What would you do?"

"I suppose I would have to accept magic and stop killing your people."

"Really?”

”No. That time I was joking.” He said blandly. Arthur didn’t need to spy in order to picture Merlin’s disgruntled face. “It isn’t Arthur so why does it matter?" He asked. Merlin ran a hand over his face before shaking his head.

"It...Does. I just...Am trying to save some heartbreak here. This person is scared. They don’t know what’s happening and they definitely aren’t evil. If you could just show minimum tolerance. Perhaps turn the witch hunter away for once. Or don’t accept a bounty hunter. It might buy us some time."

"Or you can kill them because I’m ordering you to."

”You don’t want that!” Merlin pressed and closed his eyes. "Think of it this way. You would be creating a very dangerous enemy for Arthur in the future. I’m not killing this person. You would regret it if I did."

Fascinating. Arthur tried to think of who it could be. Maybe Gaius? He used to be a sorcerer. Seems like a likely candidate. But Merlin said the person didn’t know...Maybe it really was him. 

"Magic does not make you any less stupid," Uther insisted stubbornly. Merlin stayed silent. "You truly believe I would care, don’t you?" He asked, mystified. "Kill the person. Dismissed." He said and Merlin shook his head as he stood up, taking a step towards the door. "Wait."

Merlin froze, a glint of hope in his eyes as he looked back while Arthur debated on how close he should hover from the door. Uther was staring at the table, his face a mask of something hard and uncertain.

"...magic. It...it can be passed down. Father to son? Mother to daughter?" He asked, voice slow and thick with askance. Merlin looked genuinely puzzled by the question.

"I can’t be sure. My father had magic so it doesn’t seem unreasonable he shrugged. I think Nimueh and Morgause were both taught."

”No, Morgause was born with it too..." Uther murmured and shock hinted at Merlin’s features "It was why I sent her away." He said and closed his eyes. "I will...I will turn the witch hunter away. For now." He said, voice quiet. "Please...Try to fix her."

What? Morgause? What were they talking about? He felt as though he had missed part of the conversation.

"Nothing is wrong with her." Merlin snapped and Arthur really hoped he didn’t mean Morgause. There were several things wrong with her. Uther said nothing.

"You’re sure...You know she...That she’s...?" He began, stumbling over the words with a sloppiness that Arthur hadn't ever quite heard from the man before. Merlin pursed his lips, straightening his shoulders as he studied the other man. 

"I won’t admit to anything about anyone specifically. But...I won’t see her harmed for something she has no control over." He said, voice hardening. Uther buried his face in his hands, taking long and labored breaths. Silence followed and Arthur almost considered backing away but the sound of soft footsteps somewhere further away kept him from moving. Finally, his father spoke again.

"Protect her." He whispered "And I can turn a blind eye."

Merlin gave a smile. It wasn’t kind. If anything it looked bitter and sarcastic, sitting on his face almost mockingly as he shook his head.

"It’s shame that for her...You won’t do more."

It wasn’t everyday you got to listen to your father and servant slowly and utterly lose their faith in you over getting hit in the head. Arthur supposed he should be honored to be privy to such insight, but right now it was just annoying.

"...how are we going to explain how he healed overnight?"

"I heal him all the time and he never asks questions. If he does just say it was his royal blood or whatever."

"He isn’t that gullible."

"I truly wish I was lying when I say...He has been on the verge of death and doesn’t ask why he is better hours later. The man thinks he indestructible." Merlin’s voice said and he felt hands running over the back of his throbbing skull. "The real problem is covering up how his opponent died."

"Just say Arthur killed him."

"But Arthur didn’t kill him," Merlin said, carding long fingers through Arthur’s hair. It felt kind of nice. It felt even nicer when there was a burst of warmth and the pounding in his head disappeared leaving him feeling more alert and with a sense of clarity of how insulting this conversation was. "He would remember killing someone."

"You just said he was gullible," His father responded warily. Arthur inwardly sighed. He hated them both. "Besides, I convinced him that he ate all the pie while sleeping for three years in a row. I can convince him he stabbed a man in defense right before he fell unconscious."

Merlin’s hand left him.

"You what?"

"Arthur was nine. I was trying to get him to eat less sweets so I told him he ate them while he slept."

...Arthur was going to remember that. Lying bastard. That had been a stressful time in his young life.

"Amazing. Not the same as convincing him killed someone, but amazing." Merlin said and ran a thumb over Arthur’s cheek. “Alright, he’s healed. I can’t say when he’s going to wake up though. You should leave just in case." He said and because Arthur wasn’t a saint, he decided to startle them both by giving a small groan as he moved.

"That was quick," His father’s voice muttered "I will leave him in your care. Come visit later tonight. I have a poisoned knife to try. Since poison nor stabbing seems to work, perhaps combining them will."

"Aw, how thoughtful. I’ll see you then, sire." Merlin threw back and Arthur had to fight hard not to let his lips twitch as he heard his father swear under his breath before a door slammed. "Look at that, Arthur. I think I’m growing on him." Merlin snorted and there was the sound of a chair scraping up next to the bed. "Now stop being such a clotpole and wake up before he decides to try and behead me again."

"I fucking defended you..."

"Don't speak to me like that you insolent-"

"He should have killed you!" Merlin shouted and spun around. Arthur shrunk from where he was outside the throne room where Merlin had ushered him outside after convincing him Morgause's words were nothing but lies... Really though... Morgause appeared to be the only honest person in his life. It left a bitter taste in his mouth as he tried to process it all. Morgana had came by moments ago and all he could think about was that she was probably lying to him too as he sent her away. His hand was on his sword, but he had no idea who he intended to use it against. His traitorous father or his lying, treacherous bastard of a servant. "You... You..." Merlin said, shaking his a finger in front of the king with tears in his eyes. "You have no idea..." He whispered and clenched the hand in front of his face in a fist before pressing it to his forehead with long, steadying breaths. "I have watched you slaughter people. My people. Innocent people. Because of a death that was your fault!" He managed, voice shaking. No, trembling. There was a layer of emotion there that even as Arthur sat in a plethora of pain and confusion that he found he could not match. Uther's breath caught. 

"Ygraine was not my fault-"

"You asked Nimueh for a child!" Merlin shouted "She told you it would cost a life. You didn't care then. You only cared when it was her life. If it had been anyone else's...If it had been a random peasant or Hell, I bet even if it had been Arthur's you would have never waged this war. All this time... I thought you at least had seen some evil magic to base this rage off of, but the truth is... You just can't accept that you killed your own wife out of greed." He hissed. Arthur flinched. Greed. Right... He was sure Merlin hadn't meant it like that, but... Well. Perhaps that was what his existence was. Greed. Nothing needed. Nothing important. Just a son to a man who truly didn't need one.

He waited. No doubt Merlin's rage would evict an equally angry response. Still, there was only silence that had him peering more inside to find his father pale with his sword suddenly lowering to the floor.

"If that's what you believe... Why didn't you let him kill me?" He asked, voice breathless. Like he had ran a thousand miles to ask such a question. Merlin bit his lip and looked away, obviously fighting tears. "You must know on some level that magic is-"

"No!" Merlin yelled back, cutting him off "I didn't let him kill you because he would have never forgiven himself. Because you're his father and his rule should not be founded on patricide. Because... I don't know! Because apparently I care for him more than I care for my own people. For myself. For my freedom. Apparently, there doesn't need to be any justice for all the innocent lives you took because Arthur is far more important to me and I don't understand why." He ranted, pacing back and forth before kicking a chair. "Damnit!" He shouted and curled his hands into hair. "I ruined it... I ruined my chance at..." He said and took a shuddering breath.

Uther said nothing. His face was blank. Arthur felt another wave of hatred come over him. He probably felt nothing. Seeing Merlin struggle must seem like nothing after watching hundreds scream while being burned a pyre for committing no crime. Part of him wanted to storm back in and finish the job he had started, but...

"You are no different than me."

Merlin turned to shake his head at the king in confusion, disgust hinting at his eyes.

"You told me yourself...You killed Nimueh, didn't you? Because you traded a life for my son's. And when you didn't like the life chosen you got angry."

"I had bargained my own life for Arthur's-"

"So did I!" Uther shouted back and Merlin took a step back, eyes widening. "I had told Nimueh to give my life. Ygraine just wanted a child. That's all she ever wanted. It was never about having an heir. I just wanted her to have what the world had wrongly denied her. And still, the precious magic you defend took her life instead of mine. I wasn't meant to raise a child. I was never meant to be a father! I was meant to rule and my wife was meant to rule as regent before Arthur. And it still. Choose. Her." He whispered through gritted teeth. "You killed Nimeuh to keep magic from taking Gaius or your mother. I never got that chance. And what if you hadn't? What if they had died instead? How would you regard your religion then?" He asked. Merlin looked as if he had been hit. Arthur supposed he felt the same. 

Finally, Uther sat down in one of the chairs. He slumped into it as he buried his face into his hands as his sword clattered to the floor. Merlin only watched before slowly walking over and pulling out a chair to sit down himself.

"I was so angry," Merlin whispered and looked up again "I didn't even regret killing her back then. The more I look back on it though... It was wrong. I was wrong. And if my mother and Gaius died... It would have been my fault. My choice that killed them. And... I think I'm wrong now. Arthur should know the truth. I shouldn't try to manipulate his choices. I clearly don't know better." He laughed, slightly hysterical. "I just don't know what to do."

Uther gave a slight smile, thick with something akin to regret.

"Neither do I." He said and looked at his hands. "Magic has caused such evil in this world... Though, I suppose between you and Arthur... Perhaps there is some balance that they speak of." He said and got up, moving towards the other exit.

Arthur stepped away. He didn't think either would speak again. Something told him there was nothing more to say.

"Well, I'm not sure what you want me to do about it!"

"Don't release the dragon!"

"He won't help us if I don't release him and it's not like I have a plethora of magical resources at my disposal. Thanks for that. Couldn't you have left one or two magic books?"

...Not again. Arthur inwardly sighed as he slowly took three steps back. The conversation was sloppier than usual. While Merlin and his father usually discussed magic and various ways to murder Merlin by the fire of his chambers, now they were merely out in the gardens arguing in hushed whispers. Arthur looked around before giving a small sigh and climbing his way up and hiding within the leaves as he looked down at the pair.

"Well, we aren’t letting him out." Uther said, crossing his arms over his chest. "Perhaps we can find...Another sorcerer. Or you can bring me back that sword-"

"That is Arthur’s sword and I have told you a thousand times you are not to use it again." Merlin interrupted, putting up both hands as if to physically stop the king from running after whatever sword Arthur apparently owned. "And what other sorcerer do you suggest? You’ve killed them all!"

"You’ve killed quite a few yourself." Uther muttered and started pacing up and down the cobbled pathway, tapping a finger to his nose in thought. "Maybe we should just kill the dragon."

"The solution cannot just be murder all the time."

"Its worked fine until you came along!" Uther threw back and held up his hands “Fine. Fine, I know of one other person who can resolve this. A dragonlord." He sighed and Merlin stared blankly. "...A dragonlord." Uther repeated as if expecting a much bigger reaction. Merlin only blinked a few times in response. Uther held out both hands as his face seemed to tighten with Merlin's lack of reaction.

"Yeah...Don’t know what that is." Merlin told him irritably and Uther let his mouth part slightly.

"But you’re a sorcerer. How do you not know what a dragonlord is?" He asked, tapping his feet as he pulled back to look Merlin up and down with unrelenting eyes of judgement. Merlin's scowl deepened as his brows furrowed together.

"Funny you should ask... So it all started with this king who decided it would be great to kill people with magical knowledge and burn any books or -"

"Point taken," Uther said with a wave of his hand "Dragonlords can control dragons. Obviously. Use some common sense."

"I’ll try my best, sire. I’m going to use it right now and assume you killed them all?" He asked, folding his arms over his chest. Uther opened his mouth before snapping it back shut as he regarded Merlin with slightly narrowed eyes. Tragically, Merlin used the lack of response to continue on his quest to be the stupidest man who had ever lived. "Because that definitely checks out, my lord. You decided to let a dragon live underneath your castle in chains but killed all of the people who control dragons-"

"There’s one left, you-" Uther defended immediately and Merlin scoffed.

"That you allowed to live or escaped?" He asked, way too innocently. Arthur closed his eyes. Even if he couldn’t die, Merlin was definitely going to get a knife in his throat any second now. Uther pointed a finger at him.

"Stop." He said simply - in the same tone you might use to control a dog. Merlin made a face but didn’t respond. "His name is Balinor. Gaius will know more of him. Go after the man and-"

It was at that moment, Arthur’s footing came loose on the branch, jolting it. Fuck. He froze, internally pleading they didn’t notice anything.

"Did you hear that?"

"Did I - of course I heard that!" Uther whispered and cleared his throat. "Who goes there?" He asked, voice getting a bit louder. Arthur held his breath - not daring to move. Just as he thought they might just end up frozen like this forever there was a snapping of a stick somewhere further down the path that sent Uther and Merlin both whirling in the other direction. After a few minutes of what felt like a horribly tense standoff, Merlin broke the silence.

"Maybe it was a rabbit."

"...when you find Balinor see if he can perhaps kill you with magic."

Arthur ended up going to find Balinor.

It wasn't easy. He had caught Merlin sneaking out and the idiot made up some awful lie about herb gathering before giving a less awful lie about there being a dragon beneath the castle that he thought a dragonlord should banish. It wasn't actually a lie at all technically... But Merlin left out the bit with his father being the one to order him find Balinor and the fact they were involved in this magical nonsense. Either way. It really sucked that the man died on their quest and Arthur was a little worried about how his father might react. Which was why he was sitting in the damned passageway again, waiting for Merlin to deliver the bad news while he snacked on some grapes he had stolen from the kitchen.

"It’s done."

Well. That was not to be expected. Had Merlin somehow brought Balinor back to life?

"Balinor killed it? Where is he?" Uther asked, standing up from his desk to glance around like Merlin might be hiding the man somewhere. Merlin said nothing, face blank as he stared at seemingly nothing in front of him. "What’s wrong with you?" Uther asked impatiently as he snapped his fingers in front of his eyes.

"It isn’t dead. I told him to leave Camelot without harming anyone and released him." Merlin said and sat down at the table. Uther spluttered.

"You - you believe he would listen to you? How foolish-"

"Balinor was my father. He died after Arthur and I found him and passed his powers to me." Merlin interrupted. Arthur choked on his grape. Which really wasn’t ideal since he made a horribly loud coughing noise before managing to spit it out and missed most of his father’s reaction to that. Good God. Arthur’s mind flashed back to his previous words to Merlin on the matter of Balinor’s death. Damnit. For the love of damnit. The love of fucking damnit. He had meant to try and tell Merlin that he shouldn’t waste his time caring about people who couldn’t care for him but as it turns out his little speech earlier was probably just an insult to his dead father.

...Great. Arthur was officially the worst.

"I see." His father was saying and to Arthur’s surprise, sat down as well. "You know, before I tried to kill him, Balinor was a friend." He said conversationally and Merlin’s eyes snapped up. "I should have guessed you were related. Balinor was incredibly foolish and irritating...Also, horribly brash. He would get blood all over my castle after wrestling some dragon or trying to tame wyvern. It was awful." He groused. Merlin hesitated. Arthur watched his face as he seemed to look at Uther with wary consideration before gnawing at his lip.

"Um...What other things did he do?" He asked. Uther rolled his eyes and poured a glass of wine (along with two bottles of poison obviously) and slid it to Merlin.

"He kept saving my life. It was terrible. I didn’t need him to save my life, but I think he liked the attention. I would be minding my own business and he would suddenly appear and disrespect my name by swatting away a bee and claiming it was out to kill me. As if I could be taken down by a mere insect." He sniffed and a hint of a smile touched Merlin’s face.

"I’ve seen people die from bee stings."

"Weak people, maybe. Is that how your father died?"

"You are absolutely terrible at comforting people. Are you aware of this?"

"Yes."

"Hi, your majesty. I may or may not have something to do with your son having donkey ears." Merlin's voice called.

Arthur fucking knew it. It was why he had forced himself into this goddamn passageway for over three hours. He was just waiting for the weasel to confess to the chaos been running amok. Sure enough, Merlin continued.

"In all fairness...I did not give him the donkey ears. The goblin did. I just refuse to take them off... But I cured your baldness and everything else."

"How did this goblin even get out of the castle?" His father asked, voice laced with irritation. Silence followed. "Am I right to assume this is just the latest of your attacks against Camelot under the guise of being a fool?" He snapped out.

"Um...Well, this time I might have really been a fool. I hadn’t meant to let him out." Merlin muttered and there was a thunk as he placed something on the ground between them. "Here. I’m not really sure what to do with him." He said and nudged the box with his toe. Uther took a step away from it with similar askance. From his hiding spot, Arthur frowned a sudden flicker of movement from underneath his father's door... They should really be more careful. He had overheard plenty of their conversations just by pressed his ear to the wood. Anyone else could do the same. Luckily, he couldn't make out anymore movement so they were probably safe.

"We could...Throw it in a lake?"

"That seems cruel."

"No, letting my son parade around with donkey ears seems cruel."

"It’s hilarious and you know it." Merlin snorted and when Uther glared rolled his eyes. "I’m going to change him back soon. Though, just to remind you, remember the time he saved me against your orders? And Gwen’s?" He asked with a mere shrug. Arthur had no idea why he was bringing this up until he saw his father pause.

"...you can wait until tomorrow."

If Arthur knew he wouldn’t bray, he would definitely be cursing under his breath right now. Now all he could do is utilize these ridiculous ears of his to continue listening to these traitors who claimed to have his best interests at heart.

"I can just keep him under my bed until we find a reasonable place to put him." Merlin signed and clicked his tongue. "We’ll need to disguise the box though." He murmured to himself, voice lowering. Arthur frowned as he leaned in closer, trying to peer inside through the sliver between the wall and hiding spot. He could see his father glaring down - face red and eyes narrowed as he looked at Merlin with clear distaste.

"Once this over, sorcerer...I’ll burn you."

"You’ve already tried that," Merlin’s voice answered and Arthur had to bite his fist to keep from making any noise. “You need to accept you can’t kill me… Hand me that blanket, please.”

“I’m sure there must be some method… Beheading?”

“No, we tried that.”

“Hanging?”

“I just sort of... Swung there, remember?”

There was another pause.

“I should have made you keep that dragon below the castle so I could feed you to it.”

“Kilgharrah? He won’t eat me, but if you want to torture me than making me listen to his nonsense for an hour might do it.” Merlin said and there was a soft sigh from the other end of the room. “I’m glad you agreed to help me though. Usually I have to do the grunt work of saving Arthur myself.”

“I can’t wait to kill you.” 

"I really thought that would work."

"Well, on the bright side we now know I can breathe underwater." Merlin said with a slight cough as he used a tower to dry himself off. Arthur was trying to focus on not freaking out after watching Merlin disappear in a tub full of water for twenty minutes. The only reason he had known Merlin was fine was because he would periodically lifted his hand above the water to give Uther a thumbs up. "Anyways, I deeply resent the fact you banished Gwaine."

"I'm not lifting the banishment because another criminal supports him!"

"He was defending me!"

"Why would I want anyone to defend you?" Uther reasoned. Merlin opened his mouth for a moment before frowning.

"Touché, but... Arthur likes him - and I have reason to believe he is of noble birth!" He added, tossing the towel to the side. "He could be a decent knight. One who would be loyal to your son."

"All the knights are loyal to my son." Uther scoffed and snapped his fingers to point to the water on the floor. Merlin, being an idiot and defiant as ever let his eyes glow gold so that the water immediately evaporated. Uther's face darkened.

"Perhaps, but Arthur should be able to choose some of his own. Not just from the nobles you send him to test, but actually choose as people." Merlin said and plucked an apple from the king's table. "I think if Gwaine had stayed Arthur would have suggested knighting him. The fact that he doesn't like you could actually be good too. It would help separate your rule from his own."

"I am hoping he might rule in the same way." Uther said wryly and Merlin made a face. "He won't free your people. Nor should they be freed." He added, sitting in his armchair, putting a finger to his temple. Merlin watched him with eerily thoughtful eyes before slowly walking over to place more wood in the fire they so often liked to occupy. "I know you think you're doing the right thing. You may think I can't see that, but I can."

"Funny," Merlin said and leaned back, pressing his head against the stone next to the fireplace with a small shake of his head. "I was going to say the same thing to you." He said. Arthur gave a sharp intake at that - waiting for his father to spit back venom and anger at such a statement. He wondered if he could get to Gaius and Gwen in before the guards could. Uther only hummed noncommittally as he closed his eyes in what might have been exhaustion. "Why don't you want Arthur to know about me?" Merlin asked, brows crinkling together. "You could tell him the truth. I would still protect him. Hey, maybe the two of you could have some father-son bonding time trying to both figure out ways to kill me." He mused and Uther's eyes flicked him over. Arthur didn't think he was going to answer. His father never answered those kinds of things.

"Sometimes," He finally said, making Arthur jump "I worry that out of everyone in this castle...You very well might be his only friend. I'm not sure I am prepared to take that from him quite yet." He said, voice quiet and with...Well... Arthur could have sworn it was defeat, but it couldn't be. His father had never sounded defeated a day in his life. Merlin blinked. For a moment they went silent. Arthur wasn't sure why he stayed. Or why Uther let him. It was a strange... Heavy feeling that Arthur couldn't quite identify.

"He could have more." Merlin finally said and gave a weak smile. "Just saying. Gwaine doesn't know about my magic."

Uther scoffed and gave a small sigh.

"I...Maybe consider it...If he truly is of noble blood," Uther tacked on quickly with narrowed eyes. "And he'll be another I'll kill. If things ever go awry between you and mean." He warned and a smile slowly spread across Merlin's face.

"Are you saying things are not awry between you and mean now?" He asked innocently and with Uther glowered, rose his hands. "Alright, fine. Let me get some rope and we can try hanging me again."

Arthur thought this was kind of over the top, but whatever. He loved his father. He cared about Merlin. He kind of wished they would both stop trying to protect them because it was making his life so much harder.

"What was that?" He asked, forced to play dumb as if he hadn’t see Merlin openly use magic when he walked in the room. His father was there with a sword out and blood on his face. The pair looked at one another.

"I...Thought since your servant keeps going on expeditions with you it would be helpful for him to learn how to use a sword." He said and Arthur bit his lip. The room was a disaster and Merlin didn’t even have a sword...But he couldn’t call them out on it!

"Oh," he said instead and cursed whatever deity out there that hated him so much. "An excellent idea, father. Thank you."

They both stared at him as if he was stupid...Which they might legitimately think at this point. Arthur knew he sure would. Deciding it was best just to vacate the premise, he gave his father some pleasantries before exiting with a long sigh and pressing up against the door.

"He...Bought that." Merlin said, shock mixed in with utter exasperation and a hint of outrage. "You’re covered in blood and he bought that." He spluttered. There was a slight groan from his father.

"Perhaps...I should have him visit Gaius." He said slowly and heaved a horribly long breath. "Just to be sure you are truly the only one with a mental affliction."

"I’ve been telling you that he’s been acting stupider as of late. Maybe he’s in love or something." Merlin snorted and there was a clatter from somewhere in the room "Or maybe he’s just taking a break from thinking."

"He does get knocked out a lot... What does a Gaius say about repeated head trauma?"

"Fuck both of you." Arthur whispered and turned away to fume in private.

Arthur was pretty sure this old man was Merlin.

Dragoon the Great had become a regular in Camelot. Anytime there was a magical problem the man appeared. Rogue sorcerer? Boom. Dragoon. Magical beast? Bam. Dragoon. Sometimes Dragoon just appeared for no reason at all.

Quite honestly, Arthur wouldn't have suspected Merlin at all if it weren't for the fact that Arthur was beginning to think his lucid dreams of his servant being a sorcerer and conspiring with his father weren't really dreams at all...And the fact Uther and Dragoon just... Had a weird relationship.

"You live like this?" Dragoon asked as he leaned over. "Dear...God. I ache all over. Sire, how are you ruling while in such much pain?"

"I - Now wait a moment," Uther frowned, having been in the middle of getting the guards. "I am clearly much younger than you." He said. Dragoon paused in the midst of his grumbling to look at him.

"Ah...Well, perhaps young king...It is not so clear."

Oh boy.

"How dare you? You come here, into my home with your heart full of evil and insult me?" The king asked, voice rising with irritation. "Keep in mind I have ways of destroying you without even raising my blade." He warned. Dragoon huffed. 

"If you accepted magic I could make you look younger."

"SILENCE!" He yelled and Arthur just put a hand over his mouth as he watched. He wasn't entirely sure of their plan. Arthur got the feeling Merlin was either supposed to sneak something into or out of the castle but it was hard to say. Dragoon seemed to be enjoying himself either way. After disappearing into smoke, knocking over some tables, chasing the cook with a stick, and calling Arthur a rather impressive and extensive list of names, he grabbed Uther and held a a knife to his throat.

"HE HAS THE KING!"

"Don't move!" Dragoon warned "There is poison on this knife! A nick will kill him..." He said and pulled Uther closer to the doorway. The guards came closer as knights crowded around with Arthur out front. He probably should look more panicked by the fact his father was being held hostage, but he was more or less concerned by the fact someone might actually attack them.

"Leave me! Protect Arthur!" Uther ordered and looked up stoically at the sky "Magic took my wife...And now it will take me. Remember that Arthur." He said and Dragoon stopped in the dramatics to look down at him.

"...really? That's cheating." He turned to Arthur. "I'm going to kill your father with this knife. Not magic. I don't use magic for evil."

"You are kidnapping the king right now!" Uther argued and Dragoon huffed.

"You ignorant fool of a king! You and your son... You never listen, do you? I said that I don't use magic for evil. Not that I don't commit evil acts. I am just strictly anti-magic when I do them."

"You're anti-magic? But I saw you cast a spell!"

"No- no, listen. I use magic only for good things. When I do bad things I don't use magic." Dragoon said and scowled at them. "Everyone got that? I won't be using magic to kill the king-"

"Sound like something a lying magic-user would say. Don't trust him, Arthur."

"I - no, sire. Arthur. Please. Magic is not why I'm killing him." Dragoon said, giving a small huff of irritation. Arthur grimaced. Idiot.

"Then why are you killing him?" Arthur couldn't help but ask. Hey, he was only human. He wanted to thrive a little bit in the chaos and maybe give himself some more time to figure out what the actual Hell they were trying to do here. Uther looked up innocently at where Dragoon had frozen. He looked down at Uther before slowly letting an almost feral smile cross his face which definitely looked more terrifying with the long, white beard.

"I am killing him because...Of the bees." He decided with a nod. Arthur rose an eyebrow before turning to look at his knights who had also frozen in bewilderment at such an answer. Uther blinked and tried to turn around to look at Dragoon, but didn’t succeed with the knife at his throat. "He is seeking to kill all of the bees because of the time they almost killed him."

"What?”

"YES!" Dragoon shouted "Has your king not told you of the time he almost died at the stinger of a swarm of bees? And now he swore his vengeance. I will not have it."

Arthur had a feeling this had something to do with the previous conversation when Merlin’s father died.

"Bees cannot kill me-" His father was already objecting and Dragoon scoffed.

"Lies."

"I’ll have you burned for such slander!" Uther growled. Dragon merely shrugged and continued dragging him away. When they eventually disappeared, Arthur simply walked to his father’s room and leaned against the door.

"Okay. Good. I think that gave Morgana enough time to leave the castle without the guards noticing." Merlin’s voice said and Arthur sighed.

"Bees?! What the hell is wrong with you. Give me that sword. I’m going to see if stabbing works when you’re old."

"Yeah, yeah. Just put something on the floor so I don’t bleed too much. By the way, I’m really proud that you’ve agreed to this." Merlin there was the sound of something thumping to the ground. "Morgana should have a better handle on her power after the druids teach her."

"And you will tell me where they are afterwards so that I will kill them...Why do you bleed so much?" His father sighed and Arthur tried to see through the crack. He couldn’t make out more than the outline of them both. Merlin was looking vaguely dismayed as he yanked a sword out of his stomach.

"It’s because my heart has to work twice as hard in your presence given that you don’t have one - and I’m not telling you where the druids are." He said and wiped the sword off. Uther growled. "And do you really want to kill your best physician over it? It will take forever to find someone as skilled and talented and Gaius and you know it. And if you kill Gwen then Morgana will surely turn against you." He pointed out. Uther grabbed the sword from Merlin’s throat to point it at his throat.

"You think you have me at a stalemate, but I can still go to Ealdor and drag your mother into this -"

"Morgana will never forgive you if she found out you killed my mother...And you have no public reason for such a thing either." Merlin reminded him calmly. "Hey, while I’m still Dragoon could I scare Lord Edgar? He was so rude to Arthur." He added thoughtfully. Uther paused in his hisses and mutterings to make a face at Lord Edgar’s name.

"He was...Very disrespectful," He said slowly and narrowed his eyes "Scare how?"

”I can pretend to put a curse on him that would make him lose his hair?"

"...you can go ahead and make him actually lose his hair." He said and Arthur rolled his eyes as he stepped back from the doorway. In the distance people were still panicking at the king’s abrupt disappearance, but Arthur for the feeling Lord Edgar was in the most danger at the moment. 

It wasn't often that Arthur's uncle came to visit... But dear God when he did...

His father never liked Agravaine. Merlin had never been a fan of him either. Now that the two were apparently a united front? He should have expected this.

"Stop it." He gritted out and turned to glare at the pair. Morgana was no help either as she watched with thinly veiled amusement as both Uther and Merlin started snickering again. "How old are you?" He whispered and tried his best to subtly hit Merlin. "Father, please."

It would be Merlin who - despite being a motherfucking sorcerer - would reduce a renowned and highly feared king to such juvenile antics.

"Arthur, please." Uther said, holding up his hands as Merlin refilled his wine. "We are just making conversations. Even the simplest of servants can at times have moments of perception it appears." He said, ignoring as Merlin rolled his eyes. At one point, he might have been killed for that action alone...If he could die anyways. "Lord Agravaine, would you like to hear the joke?" He asked innocently, redirecting the conversation to where Arthur's poor uncle was gaping in half-outrage and half-confusion.

"Um...Yes, sire." He said, a bit cautiously and Merlin just...Left the room. He put the jug down and left. However, leaving did nothing to hide his laughter which was slightly hysterical. Agravaine blinked - clearly waiting for some sort of consequence. Arthur grimaced. Right. He would have to be the adult here. Before he could answer, Agravaine sighed and put down his fork. "Something tells me that I am the joke." He said dryly. His father only offered a wry smile as he took a sip from his goblet to his what could have been laughter.

"Why?" Arthur asked later after Agravaine left. "Why do you two feel the need to torment him?"

This was the wrong thing to ask. Apparently both had answers ready to go.

"His hair."

"His attitude."

"His face."

"His clothes."

"His personality."

"His name."

"His -" Merlin started, but paused when Arthur rose both his hands for silence. He turned to look at Uther who nodded. "Voice." He finished and Arthur shook his head as he gave his father a frustrated look.

"What's wrong with his voice?" He demanded and immediately swallowed back his regret when his servant and father exchanged thoughtful looks. "Wait. Don't-"

"Too low."

"And creepy."

"The way he pronounces your name is very...Unnecessarily aggressive."

"Right?"  Merlin asked, throwing up a hand in agreement. "Also, he can't say the word 'chivalry' right and I don't think it's a coincidence." He added pointing a finger at Arthur. Uther gave a low hum as he nodded. Arthur hated everything that had led him here. Before he could voice how annoyed he was, his father turned back to Merlin.

"Stocks."

"What?" Merlin frowned, turning baffled eyes onto the king with a hint of betrayal. "I didn't do-"

"You insulted a member of the royal family. You. A lowly servant. You think you can criticize someone so highly esteemed?" He asked with a shake of his head. "Disgraceful. You're lucky I don't have you banished." He added. Arthur closed his eyes as Merlin began to splutter incoherently,

"You agree! I - Oh, whatever." He muttered and held out his hands as the guards shuffled forward to clap chains on him. Arthur stepped to the side, letting them pass before fixing his father with a small shake of the head.

"You know, Arthur. You should thank me for making him your servant. He is very perceptive." He noted. Arthur looked at the ceiling. It was times like these that he wished very dearly that he could tell him that he knew the truth about Merlin.

"I'll try to listen to him more." Arthur said, forcing the words through gritted teeth. He tried to tell himself this was good practice for being king. Kings should have patience...And boy was Arthur learning to be patient. He was the most goddamn patient man in the entire world.

"Good God, no." Uther frowned as he brushed by. "That boy is an idiot."

They were betting on him now.

The fucking nerve of them both was unreal.

"I’m telling you. He is not going to notice. He never does."

"He will in an hour."

"An hour? You have very little faith in your son." Merlin scoffed and Arthur looked at the ceiling. He was just...So...Annoyed. "If he doesn’t notice in the first five seconds of seeing the room then he won’t notice ever." Merlin continued. Arthur bit the inside of his cheek. He had admittedly been quite blind to Merlin’s magic in the beginning but he deserved some credit. He wasn’t hopeless.

"...two hours."

"Fine. If he notices within two hours you can try beheading me again. If he doesn’t then I get a day off of you trying to kill me."

Goddamnit. Arthur did not appreciate this. Gathering all of his patience as they finalized their stupid bet, Arthur stepped back and finally knocked on his father’s door.

"Enter!"

Schooling his expression, Arthur opened the door and walked inside. It was hard work not to notice the dead pixie hidden underneath the bed throughout the entire meeting with his father, but Merlin did deserve some reprieve from his father’s malicious efforts.

"Goddamnit." His father muttered when they thought Arthur had left. Merlin chortled merrily beside him.

"Our future ruler. He can hear the difference between a deer and a fox running, but can’t smell a dead body two feet away. Beautiful."

"Maybe he’s just used to smelling you." 

They were both assholes.

Son of the Year Award: Arthur Pendragon

Best Friend/Master/Confusing but Intense Relationship with Servant of the Year Award: Arthur fucking Pendragon

He deserved it, okay? He really did. Because he really, really, really wanted to relish in this moment. To laugh in both his father and Merlin's face and say 'you really thought I was that stupid, huh?' while revealing the fact he had known about their not-so-clandestine meetings involving magic and murder by the moonlight. Only, as he looked at them both he felt his willpower crumble slightly.

"...so we felt you both should know the truth." Merlin finished, voice quiet as he stared at his feet. Arthur turned to where Morgana's eyes was flicking between Uther and Merlin before slowly nodding. His father, for is part, did look almost apologetic as he stared a straight ahead without meeting their eyes.

"So," Morgana began and she lifted a hand to gesture between the two of them "To clarify... Merlin is a sorcerer and you've been trying to kill him for years unsuccessfully. And the pair of you have been colluding to keep Arthur safe and help me control my powers." She said and both nodded. "Why have you decided to tell us now?" She asked, tilting her head with a puzzled look. Merlin huffed.

"Because someone has finally accepted that he can't kill me," He said with a scowl in Arthur's direction "And instead of saying 'thank you, Merlin. You've been really helpful is saving Camelot' he decided Arthur needs to know about my depravity. We were doing such a great job keeping a low profile too." He added under his breath. "Now you get to hate us both because he doesn't want to die without you being aware of horrifying, evil magic." He said and Uther gave him a horribly cold look before turning to where Morgana and Arthur were standing.

"...Yes, that's essentially it." He admitted and a hint of a smile touched Morgana's lips. "And it isn't that I think neither of you would have been able to catch him eventually!" He added, almost hastily. "He is incredibly shifty and a master of secrecy and deception. It was only my years of hunting sorcerers that I was even made aware of his trickery." He sighed. Arthur bit his lip. This was why he couldn't say anything. They both seemed so bloody proud of themselves for keeping it all under wraps. In fact, Arthur was pretty sure that they might have even gotten to sort of (but not really) like one another through this. He didn't want to spoil it by saying he had known all along. 

Uther looked at Morgana. "And...We will find a solution to fix you." He added to her. Arthur had to resist the urge to wince at her expression.

"There is nothing wrong with you." Merlin jumped in. "And I'm so sorry I couldn't help you more. It took me a month to convince him that the druids would even help you. Maybe now I can-"

"You are not teaching her magic." Uther snapped and Merlin closed his eyes for a moment as he gritted his teeth and giving a small grimace.

"We'll talk later." He said and just as the king spun around to maybe try and kill him again, Arthur cleared his throat.

"This is just...So much to take in. Merlin is a sorcerer. You've been consorting with magic... I really think I need a minute." He said, placing a hand over his chest. The words weren't really said with much conviction...Which was why it was so frustrating that the pair both hung their heads with mutters of understanding and apologies. He watched, wondering how dumb they truly thought he was as they both left the room to give him space.

"You knew too, didn't you?" Morgana asked. Arthur choked on nothing.

"You did?"

"Of course, I did." Morgana rolled her eyes. "I was in the dungeons the first time Uther tried to kill him."

"We really need to put a stop to that by the way." Arthur frowned offhandedly, looking at where they exited. "My entire room is full of supplies in case my father is actually successful. It looks like Gaius' chambers." He said with a shake of his head. "I don't understand. You've known the whole time?" He said, returning to the original topic. Morgana shrugged.

"They aren't very discreet." She said and fixed Arthur with fond eyes "I'm a little impressed, Arthur. I would have thought you would confront them the first time they insulted you."

"Yeah...Well it hasn't been easy." He grumbled, rubbing the back of his head with a roll of his eyes. Morgana chuckled.

"Oh, I'm sure. It must have been hard hearing Merlin going on and on about how you can't notice him flirting to save your life." She said, picking up a goblet of wine to sip from. Arthur paused. Wait... What? "Or your father - while entirely resistant to the idea of that of course - admitting that he didn't understand why you didn't get the hint when the rest of the kingdom has." She clicked her tongue. Wait. What?

"Merlin has been flirting with me?" He asked, trying to piece that together. When had that conversation taken place? Morgana looked at him - face completely deadpan as she took another sip from her goblet. "For how long?" He demanded. Morgana rolled her eyes.

"They were right about you." She muttered and turned to exit the room. "I'm going to find Merlin to ask about repressing my magic." She called over her shoulder sarcastically. Arthur stared after her - world completely rocked by this revelation.

Huh. Maybe he wasn't that observant after all.