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“I do not know how much longer I can take this all.” Jannik just cries into the phone, he is unable to apologise for waking Mark up or to explain himself. He hardly ever cries, but right now it is just too much and everything runs free. He cannot take this anymore.
“What do you mean?” Mark asks and yawns.
“Carlos” Jannik breaths.
“What happened?” Mark asks and this time you can hear the care and worry in his voice instead of the sleep.
“I … I visited him for his birthday and it was great. It is just … I know we are just friends, but I cannot stand this anymore … Mark, it just … it hurts, you know?” Jannik whispers. How do you describe to someone else that you spend the last few years living with heartache and that now it is just getting too much?
“Jannik, you need to tell Carlos. This is eating you up.” Mark says softly.
“I cannot!” Jannik whispers. “It would be unfair and selfish. He is my best friend and he has a boyfriend."Or: Carlos and Jannik are footballers. When Carlos and Jannik first meet at practice in 2017 neither of them expected how things would develope between them... if only Carlos would not keep a horrible secret from everyone, including Jannik.