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1. The desired, the damned (you were designed just for me) by Pirol

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   04 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Grigori Rozanov
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Sasha | Ilya Rozanov's Coach's Son
   • Hayden Pike
   • Cliff Marlow
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hurt Ilya Rozanov
   • Bottom Ilya Rozanov
   • Top Shane Hollander
   • Self-Harm
   • Miscommunication
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • But Ilya doesn't understand it
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Autistic Ilya Rozanov
   • Confident Shane Hollander
   • reverse au
   • basically their personalities are reversed
   • everything else stays the same
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Something bad happened in Russia
   • Anxious Ilya Rozanov
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • Ilya plays for Montreal
   • Shane plays for Boston Raiders

   Summary

   Being an autistic Russian boy was a problem. Ilya’s English was bad; his social skills were even worse. There was a constant, lingering feeling of never fitting in—neither with his family nor with the other players. Rozanov was good on ice, but not confident enough to believe it.

   And then there was this boy. Bold. Charismatic. Always watching him.

   Shane Hollander never looked away. He got under Ilya’s skin so deeply Rozanov couldn’t get him out of his head.

   (OR: Reverse AU! shy Rozanov × confident Hollander)

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