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1. Always Stuck in a Losing Battle by bugsaredible

   Fandoms: XLOV (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   31 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Chen Kuanjui | Rui/Kim Jinhyung | Hyun
   • Chen Kuanjui | Rui
   • Kim Jinhyung | Hyun
   • Wu Muti
   • Kato Haru (XLOV)
   • Background & Cameo Characters
   • Major Character Injury
   • Character Death
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Alternate Universe
   • Alternate Universe - Car Racing
   • Car Accidents
   • Street Racing
   • Alcohol
   • References to Drugs
   • Genderqueer Character
   • Partying
   • Eventual Smut
   • Guilt
   • Religious Guilt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • I'm Sorry
   • Work In Progress

   Summary

   Hyun has a hate/love relationship with a fellow race competitor. Only when Wumuti forces Hyun into the same room as Rui does the (one way) hate/love lose the hate. The further their relationship progresses the harder it gets for Hyun to keep a wall up - a space between themself and Rui, which they know will strike them hard in the back later on at a point where it’ll hurt them more than death itself.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,819

   Chapters:

   4/?

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