It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

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• All my bones, they are gone, gone, gone... by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers, Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  08 Nov 2025

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  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn’t Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Horror
  • Psychological Horror
  • Cosmic Horror
  • Eldritch
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Loss of Identity
  • Loss of Control
  • Song: Only Skin (Joanna Newsome)

  Summary

  He clutched at the robes, fear jackhammering in his throat as It held him like one would Its terrified pet, shushing him gently as It rocked him back and forth.

  Series

  • Part 1 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

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  504

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

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• And all these words are sweet and meaningless by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers, Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  09 Nov 2025

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  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & The King In Yellow (The King In Yellow)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn’t Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Torture
  • Psychological Horror
  • Psychological Torture
  • Cosmic Horror
  • Eldritch Horror
  • Eldritch
  • Madness
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Horror
  • Loss of Control
  • Loss of Identity
  • Song: Metaphor (The Crane Wives)

  Summary

  It began to make small tears in his brain, to delve deeper and deeper, and he began to thrash violently, scream ripping from his throat anew. The infinity permeated him down to his muscles, and it wanted his bones.

  Series

  • Part 2 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

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  659

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  37

  Kudos:

  182

  Bookmarks:

  14

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• I will only break your pretty things, I will only wring you dry of everything by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers, Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  11 Nov 2025

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  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & The King In Yellow (The King In Yellow)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn’t Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Psychological Trauma
  • Repression
  • Cosmic Horror
  • Eldritch
  • Eldritch Horror
  • Horror
  • Psychological Horror
  • Aftermath of Torture
  • Past Torture
  • Madness
  • Insanity
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Loss of Identity
  • Loss of Control
  • Identity Issues
  • Song: Tongues & Teeth (The Crane Wives)

  Summary

  “Good job.” It murmured in Its infinite, everything voice. The one that no longer promised pain but promised reality. “You withstood them without trouble. They came close to you.” It muttered, like that was a comfort.

  Series

  • Part 3 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

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  Comments:

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  198

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• Why don't I say it then, I WANT YOU ALL THE TIME. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers, Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  30 Nov 2025

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  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & The King In Yellow (The King In Yellow)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Eldritch
  • Eldritch Horror
  • Past Torture
  • Implied/Referenced Torture
  • Aftermath of Torture
  • Cosmic Horror
  • Psychological Trauma
  • Insanity
  • Madness
  • Identity Issues
  • Loss of Control
  • Loss of Identity
  • Mild Hurt/Comfort
  • HA BET YOU WERENT EXPECTING THAT TAG
  • Song: Pork Soda (Glass Animals)

  Summary

  Words stuck to his throat as his head tilted, slowly, like a challenge. He could feel and know and hear and see the amusement that dripped from It, knowing him thoroughly and fully and truly and feeling every expression and emotion snapping into a dizzying clarity as he watched the disturbed faces around them.

  Series

  • Part 4 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  958

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  20

  Kudos:

  123

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• IMMA PUT YOUR LIGHTS OUT (OOO!) IMMA ROCK YOUR BODY! (BABY!) TIL YOU CRY THOSE EYES OUT! (HOO!) by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers, Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  01 Dec 2025

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Original Characters
  • Nothing | the nothing being
  • I bet thats an unexpected tag from me huh?
  • Song: Fighting with the Melody (Jimmy Urine)
  • Eldritch
  • Eldritch Horror
  • Cosmic Horror
  • Crying
  • Insanity
  • Madness
  • Mental Instability
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Mental Breakdown
  • Mild Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst
  • Repression
  • Identity Issues
  • Loss of Identity
  • Identity
  • Loss of Control
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • (mildly)
  • Mentioned Avery Settles
  • Mentioned The Green Infinity

  Summary

  His eyes unfocused, his gaze unsteady, his body trembling, he sat with the weight of infinity resting on his shoulder, a horrific face mere inches from his own.

  Series

  • Part 5 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

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  1,115

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  42

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  96

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• And of your eyes, Begonia skies, like a sleepyhead, sleepyhead by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  01 Dec 2025

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Original Character(s)
  • Avery Settles & Nothing | the nothing being
  • Original Characters
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Nothing | the nothing being
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • (extremely)
  • Non-Graphic Violence
  • Amnesia
  • Temporary Amnesia
  • Minor Character Death
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Temporary Character Death
  • Sharing a Body
  • Body Horror
  • Loss of Identity
  • Loss of Control
  • Identity Issues
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Unspecified Personality Disorder
  • Mentioned Avery Settles
  • Mentioned The Green Infinity

  Summary

  Syfuady
  Ooismoo
  Unuu
  Ds?
  I
  N
  G

   

  The shadows had eyes.

  That was what she had not understood. What it had come to become.

  Series

  • Part 6 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

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• Come forth and kill me, bow down and worship me! Take your time, all we have is ETERNITY! by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  02 Dec 2025

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • Madness
  • Insanity
  • Healing
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Identity Issues
  • Loss of Control
  • Repression
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Trust
  • Trust Issues
  • Armor
  • Eldritch
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Not rlly relevant yet(hes too dissasociated for his stims to come through
  • ik that happens from experience) but will be heavily referenced later
  • Eventual Romance
  • Slow Burn
  • Song: Scapegoat (GHOST)

  Summary

  Is It trying to gain distance from me? And more pressingly, does It not wish for my presence any longer?

  Series

  • Part 7 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

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  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  26

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  96

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  789

• I didn't know her, couldn't hold her, bones didn't settle in. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Worship
  • Its down bad yall
  • Eldritch
  • Falling In Love
  • Eventual Romance
  • Mild Hurt/Comfort
  • Light Angst
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Song: Pitchfork Kids (AJR)
  • Cuddling & Snuggling
  • mildly
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • Reincarnation
  • Post-War
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Madness
  • Insanity
  • Healing
  • Identity Issues
  • Implied/Referenced Character Death
  • Canonical Character Death

  Summary

  -.-. . -. - ..- .-. .. . ... / ..- -. ..-. --- .-.. -.. . -.. / .. -. / - .... . .. .-. / . -.-- . ... --..-- / -.-. . -. - ..- .-. .. . ... / .. - / .... .- -.. / .-. . ..-. ..- ... . -.. / - --- / . -. ...- .. ... .. --- -. / ..-. --- .-. / ..-. . .- .-. / - .... . -.-- / .-- --- ..- .-.. -.. / -. . ...- . .-. / .... .- .--. .--. . -. .-.-.- / -.-. . -. - ..- .-. .. . ... / .. - / -. --- .-- / .-. . ..-. ..- ... . -.. / - --- / . -. ...- .. ... .. --- -. --..-- / ... --- / .. - / -.-. --- ..- .-.. -.. / . -. .--- --- -.-- / - .... . -- / .. -. / - .... . / .-- .... --- .-.. . -. . ... ... / --- ..-. / - .... . / -- --- -- . -. - ... / .- -. -.. / -. --- - / .- ... / - .... .. -. --. ... / .. - / . -..- .--. . -.-. - . -.. .-.-.-

  Series

  • Part 8 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

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  505

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

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  3

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• Attention whore with too much pride, there's no one I wouldn't fight. I don't like confrontation but I'm staring at the sun, I won't quit until my eyes go red, I'll finish what's begun. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Insanity
  • Madness
  • Healing
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Identity Issues
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Denial of Feelings
  • Twisted and Fluffy Feelings
  • Song: Unsweetened Lemonade (Amélie Farren)
  • Confusion
  • Worship
  • Insecurity
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Sensory Seeking Behavior
  • I DO THAT WDYM THATS NOT A TAG
  • Eldritch
  • Stockholm Syndrome
  • Mild...
  • Bigotry & Prejudice
  • Only mentioned breifly tho dw
  • for der's backstory

  Summary

  No, currently, his brain was doing backflips in a way that was decidedly not the absent thoughts he had come to have over the last centuries.

  Series

  • Part 9 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  801

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  14

  Kudos:

  88

  Bookmarks:

  1

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  722

• Now your mind is free, this is ecstasy by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  05 Dec 2025

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Play Fighting
  • Bet thats a bit unexpected LMAO
  • Developing Relationship
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Eldritch
  • Fluff
  • Shapeshifting
  • Only Hastur tho dw
  • Romance
  • Eventual Romance
  • Slow Burn
  • Comfort
  • Comfort No Hurt
  • EVEN MORE UNEXPECTED HUH LMAOO
  • Silly before the storm
  • Falling In Love
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Idiots in Love
  • Love
  • Dorks in Love
  • Romantic Fluff
  • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
  • Silly
  • Song: ECSTASY (Odetari)

  Summary

  Well. Time to run, he supposed.

  Series

  • Part 10 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

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  1/1

  Comments:

  33

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  107

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  6

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• In a room full of people, I look for you. Would you avoid me, or would you look for me too? Tell me, is our story through? Or do our hearts still beat in tune? by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Other(s)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Original Characters
  • Eldritch
  • Madness
  • Insanity
  • Love
  • Idiots in Love
  • Dorks in Love
  • Eventual Romance
  • Slow Burn
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Arguing
  • Communication Failure
  • Nonverbal Communication
  • Lack of Communication
  • Miscommunication
  • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
  • Implied/Referenced Underage Sex
  • it sounds worse than it is i swear
  • Anger
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Needs a Hug (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Trans d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Guilt
  • Heavy Angst
  • Angst and Tragedy
  • Song: 12 to 12 (sombr)
  • Mentioned Eva | The offered bride

  Summary

  This is stupid, Derlord couldn’t help but think as he stared at the mortals trying to bargain with his King.

  Series

  • Part 11 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  640

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  31

  Kudos:

  81

  Bookmarks:

  3

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  816

• You thought that it would wash away the bitter taste of my fury, and all of the messes you made. Yeah, you think that you got away. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  06 Dec 2025

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Angst
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Hurt
  • Emotional Hurt
  • Heavy Angst
  • Angst and Feels
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Eventual Romance
  • Slow Burn
  • Anger
  • Lack of Communication
  • Communication Failure
  • Miscommunication
  • Arguing
  • Bad Decisions
  • Poetry
  • maybe???
  • Does it count as poetry???
  • Guilt
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Song: Can't Catch Me Now (Olivia Rodrigo)

  Summary

  Derlord hurled the book across the room, the quill snapped in half in his left hand, his dominant hand.

  Series

  • Part 12 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  400

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  30

  Kudos:

  67

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  619

• She's mad, at least that's what they say. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  06 Dec 2025

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Arguing
  • Lack of Communication
  • Communication Failure
  • Nonverbal Communication
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Angst and Feels
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Cold
  • Anger
  • Running Away
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Everyone Has Issues
  • Relationship Problems
  • Relationship Issues
  • Regret
  • Guilt
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Needs a Hug (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Song: Devil Town (Cavetown)

  Summary

  Deft hands clasped a bag around strong shoulders.

   

  URTN ACKB TNRU KABC NRUT BKCA

  Series

  • Part 13 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

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  English

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  160

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  31

  Kudos:

  64

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  544

• Where have you gone now? Off with someone new? If you really love me, let me be your fool. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Angst and Feels
  • Miscommunication
  • Lack of Communication
  • Communication Failure
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Needs a Hug (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Arguing
  • Anger
  • Regret
  • Guilt
  • Survivor Guilt
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • YOU HEAR THAT? I REGRET NONE OF THIS TORTURE
  • none of it
  • (Copium)
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Slow Burn
  • Eventual Romance
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Relationship Issues
  • Relationship Problems

  Summary

  Forty-seven days.

  Series

  • Part 14 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  202

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  23

  Kudos:

  58

  Hits:

  570

• I don't know what to do without you, I don't know where to put my hands. I've trying to lay my head down, but I'm writing this at THREE AM. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  • Complete Work

  06 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Horses
  • Horseback Riding
  • Running Away
  • Feelings Realization
  • On Hastur's end
  • Denial of Feelings
  • On Der's end
  • Abandonment
  • Abandonment Issues
  • Worship
  • Body Worship
  • Just a couple hints of it
  • for now
  • Angst
  • Heavy Angst
  • Angst and Feels
  • Angst and Romance
  • Angst and Tragedy
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Arguing
  • Devotion
  • Anger
  • Betrayal
  • Guilt
  • Regret
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Reincarnation
  • mild description of gore
  • Hastur is having the feels okay?
  • Also why isnt that a tag
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Needs a Hug (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Everyone Needs A Hug
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Self-Worth Issues
  • Everyone Has Issues
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Relationship Issues
  • Hastur especially
  • and theyre being brushed over for this fic
  • I am so sorry
  • But also not
  • Relationship Problems
  • Interspecies Relationship(s)
  • Eventual Romance
  • Slow Burn
  • Tragic Romance
  • Interspecies Romance
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Song: Francis Forever (Mitski)

  Summary

  .. - / .-- .- ... / -.. . ... .--. . .-. .- - . / ..-. --- .-. / .. - ... / -.- -. .. --. .... - / - --- / -.-. --- -- . / .... --- -- . .-.-.- / - --- / ... .--. . .- -.- / - --- / .. - .-.-.- / -... ..- - / .... . / -. . . -.. . -.. / - .. -- . --..-- / .- -. -.. / .. - / .-- .- ... / - .. -- . / .. - / .-- --- ..- .-.. -.. / --. .. ...- . / .... .. -- .-.-.- 

  Series

  • Part 15 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  336

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  74

  Kudos:

  74

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  630

• I still remember I was scared to take a breath, didn't want you to move. by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
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  • Complete Work

  07 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Light Angst
  • Healing
  • Communication
  • Nonverbal Communication
  • Miscommunication
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Interspecies Relationship(s)
  • Relationship Issues
  • Relationship Problems
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Guilt
  • Poetry
  • ???? Again
  • Bad Poetry
  • Denial of Feelings
  • Denial
  • Self-Denial
  • Slow Burn
  • Eventual Romance
  • Song: back to friends (sombr)

  Summary

  He ignored his mind, nagging him to check the meaning of the flower. It was irrelevant. He chose the flower for its beauty, not its descriptors.

  Series

  • Part 16 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  375

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  42

  Kudos:

  73

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  622

• I need him so much that it hurts, I wish he didn't have to go to work by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  09 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Maroon (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Goldilocks (It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.)
  • Reconciliation
  • Crying
  • Angst
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Angst and Feels
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Healing
  • Romance
  • Interspecies Romance
  • Angst and Romance
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Love
  • Idiots in Love
  • Dorks in Love
  • Love Confessions
  • SURPRISING HUH?
  • dw theyre too dense to act on it for a bit... we get a lil bit of awkwardness before... romance✨️
  • Eldritch
  • Forehead Kisses
  • Ish.... its on the hair but ITS TOO CUTE NOT TO MENTION
  • Apologies
  • Guilt
  • Regret
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Survivor Guilt
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • Communication
  • Miscommunication
  • Nonverbal Communication
  • Mind Meld
  • Oopsies did I not add that tag yet?
  • why isnt that a tag
  • song: he's my man (luvcat)

  Summary

  Derlord stared resolutely at Goldilocks face, running a hand along her neck as she butted her nose into him over the fence of her new home.

  Series

  • Part 17 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  693

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  56

  Kudos:

  97

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  609

• But your voice was too loud by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

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  • Complete Work

  09 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Marcus | The military leader
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist) & Marcus | The military leader
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Marcus | The military leader
  • Awkward Conversations
  • Romance
  • Interspecies Romance
  • Tragic Romance
  • Awkward Romance
  • Negotiations
  • Idiots in Love
  • Love
  • Dorks in Love
  • Worship
  • Eldritch
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Song: Kids (MGMT)

  Summary

  Surprisingly, they spoke a language he understood, but they weren’t from his world.

  Series

  • Part 18 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  719

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  28

  Kudos:

  80

  Bookmarks:

  3

  Hits:

  444

• But when he loves me I feel like I'm floating by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

  • Not Rated
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  • Complete Work

  09 Dec 2025

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  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Love
  • Idiots in Love
  • Dorks in Love
  • Fluff
  • Domestic Fluff
  • Romance
  • Interspecies Romance
  • Painting
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Stars
  • Talking
  • Eldritch
  • Song: Cloud 9 (Beach Bunny)

  Series

  • Part 19 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  516

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  23

  Kudos:

  58

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  386

• So I'll tell you what I want if, you tell me what you want by Arsonisticbird

  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game), The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers  

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  • Complete Work

  09 Dec 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • d3rlord3 & The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3/The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow (The King in Yellow)
  • Song: She Wants Me (To Be Loved) (The Happy Fits)
  • Romance
  • Interspecies Romance
  • Love
  • Idiots in Love
  • Dorks in Love
  • Doomed Relationship
  • Fluff
  • Tooth-Rotting Fluff
  • Domestic Fluff
  • Insane d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Autistic d3rlord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • d3rlord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Pet Names

  Summary

  Here he had been, peacefully reading a book on the hand-built cabins found littered across his own world… and then, this oversized bird comes in and smothers him.

  Series

  • Part 20 of It tears my skin from my muscle from my bones and all I know is dont. Turn. Left.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  448

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  19

  Kudos:

  73

  Hits:

  440

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