Life Worth Missing
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Why has constructing sentences become like pulling teeth? by Kob4lt
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
08 May 2026
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What if Mapicc and Jumper find out about all the secrets Spoke is hiding? And what if it goes terribly, horribly wrong?
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- Part 1 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 3 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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Losing yourself over and over again is no fun. You can't grow accustomed to insanity, to the pain of your autonomy being ripped away. Spoke knows this very, very well.
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- Part 2 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 8 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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I'm coming up short in a life worth nothing by Kob4lt
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
18 May 2026
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Maybe it’s for the best. Maybe he was never fit to be a hero or anyone at all. Maybe he was meant to greet the void with open arms when it called to him under bedrock, when purple spirals had reached out and whispered to him that it was pointless to try to be anything other than what people told you you were.
Because once they saw you as someone, it was so difficult to change their views.
And maybe Ash had really truly been right in telling him that they were alike.
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Spoke gets put into a cell with Mapicc after Jamato sends him through the portal. He thinks he's lost everything, but there's still more to lose.
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- Part 3 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 6 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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"Spoke," Mapicc, beautiful, gracious Mapicc says to undeserving Spoke. "I don't accept your apology, I can't forgive you just yet—" Spoke nods, swallowing down more tears, too choked up to say anything. "—but we're friends, yeah?"
Spoke nods again, his claws sneaking under his sleeves to pick at the itchy patch of skin on his arm. Mapicc, without looking, holds his hand in between his own, clasps them together. "Friends hear each other out."
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An alternate happy ending for my previous fic of Mapicc and Spoke in the Null prison because you guys really needed it apparently...
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- Part 4 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 7 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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It's for your own good, (It's for the neighborhood) by Kob4lt
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
29 May 2026
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Mapicc was right. Spoke was insane. He was crazy. He needed to be put down like a foaming dog in the street with a loaded gun. And if Mapicc, beautiful, light-catching Mapicc wasn't there to aim the cold metal at Spoke's heart, Spoke could do it himself.
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What if Spoke kills himself in the Maze?
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- Part 5 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 10 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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Mapicc does not want to be a dog, but nature guides him back to nature as his eyes catch on the blood next to the silky string of cobwebs. Mapicc is his own independent person, but he follows the smear of blood across stone, a fucked up trail of breadcrumbs to…
To…
Mapicc halts in his tracks as he sees a figure— Spoke, so says his heart who knows the arc of the tufted tail, who knows the rainbow bandana and the clawed hands and the hoodie.
Spoke, lying eerily still on the floor, red unfurling around him like the petals of a rose.
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Alternate ending to my previous fic where Spoke kills himself in the Maze where Mapicc finds Spoke dead!
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- Part 6 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 13 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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His beloved best friend, alive, standing in front of him, alive, alive, alive, alive, alive in a way that makes Spoke's mind repeat the words over and over and over again until it no longer feels real.
Mapicc is standing in front of him, sun catching behind his horns, warm glow on the edges of the folds of his clothing, painted noble reds and soft eyes and soft smile and warm hands and warm, warm, warm.
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Spoke and Mapicc reunite and actually get to talk!
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- Part 11 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
- Part 7 of Life Worth Missing
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I wanted to know / whoever I was, I was / alive / for a little while by Kob4lt
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
24 Jun 2026
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No one is born on this server.
That doesn't mean players don't enter, they have for years, but no one is actually born here, and a lot of people aren't born at all.
Spoke is The exception.
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Spoke, death, and rebirth.
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- Part 8 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 15 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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"It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye"
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A devious duo fic inspired by The Little Prince, about friends, love, and wonder.
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- Part 9 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 18 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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It starts with love (and it ends with you !!! ) by Kob4lt
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
25 Jul 2026
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Spoke has some... unhealthy coping mechanisms. Mapicc finds this out.
TW for self-harm and stuff! Not explicit but be aware
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- Part 10 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 19 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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two best friends lwky kinda codependent try not to beat up a stupid old lady by Kob4lt
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
30 Jul 2026
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Spoke and Mapicc try to take a nice trip to a local coffee shop and are stopped by the devil herself (exaggerating)
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- Part 11 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 20 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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"Do you want to be powerful Spoke?" Jamato is saying, and he should probably tune into this even if it is a little weird that Jamato is just letting Spoke have this after everything. After leaving him and taking away his exploits and no goodbye. After beating him into the ground and deciding that Spoke still has more bones left to break, more blood to shed, more tears to give.
Spoke is cautious. He isn't stupid. Jamato probably has something, definitely does, but he won't know unless he listens.
"If you want power, you'll have to give something up. Ash did. Wifies did. I did too."
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"What will you give up?"
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Spoke, the not-Maze, and decay. Mapicc and death and death and death. Both in a place where nothing is as it seems.
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- Part 12 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 21 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable
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If you can only have the capacity for 50% love and you give all 50% is that not still 100% love? (So why does it still chase people away?) by Kob4lt
Fandoms: Unstable Universe (Web Series)
24 Aug 2026
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Do you ever want to kill yourself?" Spoke asks.
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A conversation about the reasons for living, love, and a life that may not look like healing quite yet but it's getting there.
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- Part 13 of Life Worth Missing
- Part 22 of my Universe is kinda... Unstable