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In which a woman takes a mysterious cab ride that takes her to a second chance at life.
Or in which, Kathani Dorset dies tragically young, overworked, overlooked by her family, and on the brink of a divorce. But instead of waking up in the afterlife, she wakes up ten years in the past, wondering if it was possible for her to escape the tragic fate she met the first time.
And perhaps along the way she meets the person who just might be the key to her figuring out how to do exactly that.
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22 Jan 2026
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“Can you read latin? What does this mean?” he asked, taking the stone with his other hand and bringing it close to her face, she seemed distrustful of him, but she also obliged him, probably because she too wanted to run away from the consequences of their present reality.
“It means… Take one regret back.” She whispered, saddened again, “I would have been honest with my family.” She mumbled, her voice dripping with guilt.
“I would have never courted Miss Edwina.” He confessed, voice choked with honesty and desperation, her big eyes went to his and she seemed taken aback. As she opened her mouth to question him, the ground started to move and things around them startled falling from the shelves. Anthony moved closer to Kate and gathered her in his arms, trying to protect her and before he could ask her if she felt like something changed, he blinked and the earth stopped moving, but most importantly, he wasn’t in a closet on his wedding day anymore.
He was at the Queen’s ball, at the start of the season.- Language:
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22 Oct 2025
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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14 Sep 2024
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The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.
He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.
How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?
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Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
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- English
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15 Jul 2024
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“Edwina, why is that man staring at me?” Kate asks.
Edwina looks over to the gaggle of strangers and the handsome man, her eyes growing sad. “That is Viscount Bridgerton. You knew him… once.”
Or… Kate wakes with amnesia after her accident and completely forgets the events of the season.
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- English
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- 34,212
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- 10/10
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18 May 2024
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the pain will leave you once it's done teaching you by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2024
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“Hi, I’m Buck, a firefighter with the 136,” for now, the thought crashes through Buck, leaving a sour taste in his mouth. “Uh, you’re both welcome to take a tour with us, if you’d like.” Buck awkwardly scratches at his neck, running a hand through his hair, unsure what else to do, and it spurs the man in front of him to take a large step forward up to Buck’s bed.
“Eddie,” he says, thrusting a hand to him, and Buck reaches over without a second thought. His whole palm feels electric, it smarts and carries the touch of Eddie, Eddie, that Buck feels it completely. He has no idea what’s happening to him. “Edmundo Diaz, but just Eddie though, uh, no one calls me Edmundo. Right. I’m a new nurse here, at Cedars-Senai. Oh –”
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When Daniel Buckley lives a little longer, Evan Buckley dies a little more. And this is how Eddie Diaz saves him, a little later on.
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02 May 2024
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“Kate, I know how difficult this must be, how difficult it must have been since you split up but-”
“This isn’t difficult, Violet. It’s not. The man I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with, turned to me one day, after we’d made dinner together, and told me we were over, that he didn’t love me anymore. No warning, nothing. He was just done. And now, they want me to pretend it never happened, and I still can’t fucking leave him, because I still love him. Difficult is vector calculus, or conjugating verbs. This isn’t difficult. This is impossible.”OR
A year ago their relationship was perfect, at least Kate had thought it was until Anthony turned to her the day after her birthday and told her he couldn’t do this anymore. After two years together. And the worst part is now, after his accident: he doesn’t even remember. He just keeps telling her he’s going to marry her one day. All she’d wanted for a year was for Anthony to want her again, and now he does, she just wishes she wasn’t borrowing time.
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The Anthony nearly dies and somehow Kate suffers more, amnesia AU no one asked for
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- 8/8
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16 Apr 2024
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He stares at her for a moment, the ghost of his laughter clinging to his lips. His full, rose-pink lips. And then he opens them, and out comes the sweetest honey. “May I have the next dance, Miss Sharma?” Kate’s mouth drops, and she feels a flush zip up her spine. Never mind that she really, truly does want to dance with this stranger, wants to feel those arms brush against her, his hands around her own, have him smile at her.
“What makes you think I would accept the offer from a rake as such as yourself?”
He tucks his chin to his chest, and the way his grin makes her heart thump is really, terribly, unfortunate.
“I assure you, Miss Sharma, any liberties shared with my sister are not as cunning or as evil as you are imagining, and what with my mother out hunting her this very moment, I believe there are bigger issues to worry ourselves over for Eloise's sake.” He finishes, leaning slightly in, “wouldn’t you agree?”
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Anthony arrives to the season a little later than expected, and Kate finds herself charmed by a pleasing smile, what chance did they have? Anthony isn't looking for a wife, but may have accidentally found one, anyway.
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24 Mar 2024
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we are a fresh page on the desk (filling in the blanks as we go) by melkings for MonsterRae1
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Jul 2023
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"Interesting read?" Buck asks and when Eddie shoots him a confused look, he nods towards the book in his lap. "Leave The Light On?"
"Oh! Yeah, it's one of my favorite books." Eddie smiles, shy and charming. "I've read the series like, a thousand times."
"Really? Huh?" Buck feels his heart thump erratically inside of him.
Holy shit, holy shit. Eddie Diaz read his books.
Honestly, how is Buck supposed to act normal after such revelation?
"I'm actually flying to an audition right now. Hopefully to be part of the movie for the book." Eddie says and then frowns. "Oh shit, I don't know if I should've told you that."
"It's okay." He leans forward and grins, squinting one of his eyes and shrugging. "Your secret's safe with me.'or; Buck's a best seller author under a pen name, Eddie is an actor auditioning for the movie adaptation of his books, and somewhere along the way, they fall in love.
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- Part 12 of a universe of first meetings
- Language:
- English
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- 29,056
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- 3/3
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23 Jul 2023
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Buck’s voice was soft and hesitant, but full of patience when he finally spoke again. “Did I do something to upset you, Chris? I can leave—”
“No!” Chris whirled on him, a complete shift from the standoffish vibe he had been giving a second ago. The tears he bravely held back finally broke free from his eyes, sliding down his rosy cheeks from behind his glasses. He shook his head vehemently, the yellow crayon falling to the table. “No, I’m not mad. Please…” His words turned to whimpers, his lip trembling. “Please don’t leave me too.”
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- 10/10
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19 Jul 2023
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“So,” Hen starts as she sits down next to Eddie on the couch once they’re back at the fire station.
“So?” Eddie asks expectantly, putting his phone down from where he had been sending Chris a reminder text to get started on his English essay this weekend.
“I saw you flirting with the florist. Scratch that, everyone saw you flirting with the florist.”
Eddie raises an eyebrow at her. “Flirting? I was not flirting.”
“You were basically drooling over the guy. Not that I blame you, even I could tell he’s gorgeous.”
Eddie rolls his eyes and goes back to typing his message to Chris. “Was he? I didn’t even notice.”
“Mhm,” Hen says as she watches Eddie tapping at his phone. “He had that nice blonde hair, and those beautiful big brown eyes and–”
“Blue,” Eddie corrects before snapping his head up to see Hen smirking at him. His face burns bright red. “Okay, yes, he was attractive. Happy now?”
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Or,
Eddie's all but given up on dating when he meets Buck at the scene of a call.
Chimney and Hen think of it as a sign from the universe.
Buck and Eddie think of it as a chance to finally get the love story they've always wanted.
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06 Jul 2023
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On the screen, the camera pans down as they introduce the contestants. Mary, on her 3rd day winning streak, is a dowdy teacher type. Center stage is occupied by a graying man with loopy handwriting named Auggie. And all the way to the right is…
Evan.
Damn.
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One night when Eddie can't sleep, he discovers the hottest Jeopardy contestant of all time (objectively). With the "help" of his team and his fairly good working knowledge of Twitter, they devise a plan to get Evan (from Jeopardy) to slide into Eddie's DMs. It works surprisingly well.
- Language:
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- 17,250
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- 1/1
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10 May 2023
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#thosetwofirefighters starts to gather a following on social media, as everyone tries to figure out if those two cute firefighters from the 118 in LA are a thing or not.
- Language:
- English
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- 75,850
- Chapters:
- 8/8
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07 May 2023
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“It’s just…” Connor shrugged. “No offense, man, but… you’re twenty-five. Do you really want to be spending so much time falling for a guy with a kid?”
“I’m not falling for him.”
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A month away from graduating the LAFD Academy, Evan Buckley gets introduced to new recruit Eddie Diaz and things certainly change for both of them after that.
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Another season one rewrite.
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- Part 1 of Rewrite
- Language:
- English
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- 85,533
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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24 Apr 2023
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Evan Buckley is travelling across the country, on his way to start at the LAFD Academy, when he experiences something so impossible, he doubts his own mind.
It can't be real.
Except there's a voice in his head talking to him, responding to him.
It's a man who says he's a medic in Afghanistan.
He's very real.
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- 1/1
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20 Mar 2023
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Clarke goes with her best friend Wells to a wedding of one of his fellow firefighters, Raven. Come to find out when they get there, that the groom is none other than Clarke's boyfriend of a year, Finn. Stuck with having to blow up Raven's wedding day, Clarke has to deal with the guilt of being the other woman, even if she didn't know, and figuring out how to move on.
Surprisingly, the worst day of her life, just might lead to more happiness, family, belonging, and love than she's ever known as she makes friends with some unexpected people. But she has a hard time with one person in particular in her new circle. Bellamy happens to be more stubborn, hardheaded, and protective than anyone she's ever come up against, but she might also see a different, kinder side of him that she never thought he would have.
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29 Oct 2022
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After Eddie's bombshell announcement on Christmas, Buck runs away and finds himself back on his first day on the job.
A time-travel fix-it fic of sorts, ft. a stranger that totally just wants to help, honest.
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- Part 1 of Hold Steady
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 172,701
- Chapters:
- 74/74
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- 11
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- 2,173
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23 Jun 2022
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clarke isn't totally dead. too bad john murphy's the only one who can (quite literally) see her ghost. and too bad it's up to them to find out who killed her.
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- Part 1 of here in spirit
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22 Feb 2021
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Ridiculous tooth-rotting fluff. S4. Clarke stops Bellamy opening her office door with the words "Stop, the air could be toxic" and a silly in-joke is born.
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10 Feb 2021
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The first thing she notices about Bellamy Blake is not the sardonic smile or the provocative tone with which he speaks to her, let alone the derisive light while he eyes her from head to toe. No, the very first thing her gaze lingers on is the ghost of the woman behind him. She looks the age of her mother. She is tall, slim and as beautiful as an exhibition weapon can be. No matter how finely decorated the hilt and scabbard are, the blade is a lethal poison for the soul.
When Bellamy insists on opening the door and Clarke tries to stop him, the woman's eyes narrow dangerously. She sees her place a hand on her son's shoulder and repeat her own suggestion. After a moment of consideration Bellamy shakes his head and does the exact opposite of what she and his mother said. He opens the damned door.
From that moment, together with his son, Aurora Blake becomes the thorn in her side.
(AU where Clarke see ghosts and is the Commander of Death in more than one way)
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27 Nov 2020