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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    A rewrite of Burn from John's POV in an AU in which Alex died pretty much the same way that John died irl. It's nothing but angst. Written script style, or at least my best attempt at it.

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    When, in disgrace with fortune and men’s eyes,
    I all alone beweep my outcast state,
    And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
    And look upon myself and curse my fate,
    Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
    Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
    Desiring this man’s art and that man’s scope,
    With what I most enjoy contented least;
    Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
    Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
    (Like to the lark at break of day arising
    From sullen earth) sings hymns at heaven’s gate;
    For thy sweet love remembered such wealth brings
    That then I scorn to change my state with kings.

    ~ * ~ * ~

    John is not okay. In fact, he's the opposite of okay.

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    24 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    "Mr. Laurens, would you mind taking a seat?"

    "Jack," his father hissed, "Jack, sit down, what are you doing?"

    John didn't look at him. Didn't want to look at him, couldn't look at him.

    "I'd like to say a few words on the matter, if that's alright." John could barely hear his voice over the roaring in his ears, could barely speak over the lump in his throat. But he knew how he sounded (how he always sounded)- words slick and oiled, carefully schooled by years of forced practice.

    Pastor Jim's lips twitched, in what might have been a smile (John didn't know, he hadn't seen anyone smile in so long). "Go on, son."

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    John chooses the worst time possible to 'come out'.

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    23 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    "Why did we even get married in the first place?!"
    "I know, right!"
    AKA: The one where Eliza secretly loves Maria and Alexander secretly loves John but Alexander and Eliza are married so they gotta keep it a secret till things get revealed.

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    “I put a roof over his head, I put food on the table, I have always provided for that boy since the day he was born, I have always given him the best of everything, and still he claims that I’m a terrible father,” Henry snarled at Alex and all Alex could think about was John, who was so good and so pure, facing off against this man when he came out. “If he thinks I’m so awful, why does he want me at his ‘wedding’?”

    “Because he’s a decent person and even though you’ve been horrible to him he understands that you’re still his family!” Alex shouted. “He wants his father there, he wants his brothers and sisters there when he gets married! He wants to feel loved!”

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    22 Jun 2026