Jananae
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Ava heard the Fulmination’s shrieks ahead as well as behind her now. They were encircling her, cutting her off. Any second, they would pour through the archways flanking the head of the chamber, their charred bodies rocky with divinium spines. Dozens of Fulminations self-destructing at once in a closed space would make the hail of divinium unavoidable. It would kill her, no matter how much the Halo tried to save her.
Ava reunites with Beatrice on the cusp of an apocalyptic war, injured and in need of help. But while her physical wounds are treated, it doesn't take long for both of them to realize that the other has been struggling to heal. Ava feels permanently altered by her experiences, and Beatrice is still bound to her past, unable to move forward from her pain. Maybe together, they can find the joy and passion that brings the other back to life.
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There’s Always Time for a Quickie (Even On the Way to Meet the King) by Jananae
Fandoms: The Hexologists
09 Sep 2025
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“Really? Here? Now?” War’s eyes were teary and bloodshot, but the smirk he wore was all the encouragement Iz needed. Not for the first time, she was infinitely grateful for the ravenous nature of their matching sex drives.
“I know: It’s not the time. Would be outrageous. Absolutely scandalous. But then again,” Iz switched off the lamp beside them, “I doubt there’ll be another occasion when we have a moment alone in the back of the king’s car.”
On their way to the royal chateau, Iz and War find some time to unwind after a difficult case.
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My Life Refracts in You by Jananae
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
19 Dec 2023
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“I’m Rey."
"Ben," he said to the view instead of her.
"Ben…" she repeated as if testing it out. His lips curled into a slight smile. He liked the somewhat lower register of her voice as she said his name. He nodded, and they slipped into companionable silence as the city breathed below them. They were high enough that the crowds faded to a murmur and the ever-present traffic sounded like gentle surf on a shore. Much closer, the muddled din of soft music and several conversations rose from the celebration a few balconies down. A light breeze tugged at Ben’s suit jacket and Rey’s dress as they absorbed the night and sipped their drinks.
At a personal and professional crossroads, Ben has a conversation with a young woman that could potentially alter his path.
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You Need Not Compel Me by Jananae
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
14 Apr 2023
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"Look at me, Ben." He opened his eyes to the mirror and found an anchor in the gentleness of her reflected gaze. "Focus," she murmured as her hands fell on his skin again. Ben reflexively flinched, but he relaxed under her watchful eyes. He was with Rey and only Rey. The hands were hers. The energy was theirs. It was just the two of them.
Very few things have the power to compel Ben and Rey, and fear isn’t one of them. They may still be haunted by the monsters of their pasts. But with each other’s support, they will not bow before them.
A story about sex, communication, and overcoming fear.
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- Part 2 of A Home to Stay and Keep
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Starvation as a Way of Life by Jananae
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
25 Nov 2022
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Ben’s agony washed through Rey unfettered. She didn’t fight as it worked its way into every hidden corner. The remorse he felt for his actions was undeniable, and she didn’t want further retribution for him. But Ben had sentenced himself to destruction.
After Ben defects from the First Order, Rey flies to meet him in the Millennium Falcon. Feeling trapped on his father’s ship, Ben is forced to confront the guilt of his past, the conflict of his present, and the uncertainty of his future. In walking a thin tightrope to help him, Rey struggles to reconcile the harsh lessons of her upbringing with the life she yearns to have. Sharing a Force bond doesn't always make communication any easier as Ben and Rey discover that past traumas and harmful self beliefs are difficult to share and even harder to heal. Sometimes the most harrowing battles aren’t fought with lightsabers.
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- Part 1 of A Home to Stay and Keep
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A Home to Stay and Keep by Jananae
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Sequel Trilogy
14 Apr 2023
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Canon-divergent from the end of The Last Jedi, this series focuses on intimate and emotionally-charged moments between Ben and Rey as they open up to each other about the pasts that haunt them.
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A series of oneshots tracking the journey of two objects important to Tony and Ziva.
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Recently, Ava had been watching Youtube videos on mindfulness in an effort to try to increase the percentage of her thoughts she was able to keep just in her head. That training was about to fail her spectacularly. “One of the nuns is kind of cute.”
Mary’s fingers paused mid stitch. Ava’s fork paused halfway to her mouth as her brain caught up with what she’d just said.
“Ava, what the fu—”
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Ava has to spend several weeks in a church archive. The person running the archive is a nun, and also hot. She is totally normal and respectful about this.
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03 Jun 2026
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Beatrice became a nun to escape herself. An act of violence broke what was left of her faith, leaving her empty. When chaotic, life-affirming Ava Silva decides she's worth fighting for, Beatrice is forced to choose: remain in the ruins of her old life, or build a new one from the fragments with Ava.
Warning: This fic contains a very graphic depiction of rape and physical violence in the first chapter. Subsequent chapters focus on the long-term psychological and emotional aftermath of sexual assault, including trauma, dissociation, shame, and religious guilt.
There is no sexual assault between Ava and Beatrice, and the story centers on recovery, care, and survival. Please read with caution and prioritize your own well-being.Bookmarked by Jananae
30 May 2026
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This is by far the best fic about rape recovery that I've ever read. It treats the subject matter with all the gravitas and care it deserves.
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"Bless me, Sister, for I have sinned..."
Bookmarked by Jananae
11 Apr 2026
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or: five times beatrice spent christmas alone, and one time she didn't.
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11 Apr 2026
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Beatrice is standing stiffly across the room. She rolls her shoulders, rolls her head on her neck, stares down at her hands. An unfamiliar smile slides across her face-- and Ava knows all of Beatrice’s smiles now, knows the polite nun smile and the customer service smile from the bar and the friendly smile for Hans and the small genuine one for Camila and the careful genuine one for when Ava makes her laugh and the less careful open one when Ava surprises her with coffee on the rare days she wakes up first-- and Ava’s stomach twists.
or: the wraith takes beatrice
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Bookmarked by Jananae
27 Mar 2026