Lavy_kamibella



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    Till realizes his feelings for Ivan and becomes desperate to hold on to any piece of him he can have. He begins indulging in his darker urges in spite of his growing guilt because he can't bring himself to confess.
    Ivan has already been playing the same game for years. Honestly, Till's an amateur in comparison...

    HEAVILY Inspired by the manga Stalker x Stalker by Kadiro
    Main story, COMPLETE
    Side stories, ongoing

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    21 Aug 2026

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    Ivan has never loved anything harder.

    It feels unnatural— he's sure It skitters around Till's heart and pathetically wrenches and wrenches out every drop.

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    Additional tags: Till UNDERSTANDS Feelings, Ivan w/ Long Hair, Ivan has a Dirty Mouth, (Attempt at) Character Analysis, Underlying Mental Health Issues...

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Kinkvantober Week 1: Werewolf

    Ivan's and Till's first time doesn't work out because, as it turns out, the ashen has a terrifyingly big dick. Ivan cannot help but blame himself for their failed first time and decides to practice.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    The man sitting at the counter is handsome in a ragged way— He’s got brilliant teal irises and upturned sharp eyes and the way he grasps his shotglass screams competence, style, self-assuredness. His eyebags highlight the depth of his intense gaze.

    It’s the man of his dreams. Often the wet ones, but still.

    Upcoming rookie actor Ivan Alien Stage enters a gay bar, flirts horribly with a man 9 years older than him, and gets sulky he won't let him hit.

    Then he goes to work and the same man is right there. What fun.

    At least Luka and Mizi think it's funny.

     

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    04 Aug 2026

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    It can't be.
    It isn't possible.
    The hair is different. Longer, wavy. He's more muscular, too, than Till remembers him being, bulging visibly with his arms crossed like that. There's a scratch on his nose that's in the beginning stages of healing, and his clothes are stained with what looks like segyein blood.
    But the look in his eyes is nothing like the cold, despising gaze that haunts Till. It's warm and red and alive.
    Till chokes around the word.
    It couldn't be, but there he is.
    Ivan.
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    Or, in short, Till and Ivan find themselves in a life beyond their original expectancy. Now what?

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    14 Jul 2026