Palladiumfish
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It Felt Good. by Palladiumfish
Fandoms: Sherlock & Co. (Podcast), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
21 Feb 2026
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This is it, he thought.
This is what it feels like to be normal.
Sherlock inhaled slowly. The movement stretched the pale, uneven skin along his arm --- the scar pulling tight, blooming angry and red. The sting was sharp enough to focus on it.
He exhaled, shakily.
Warm tears slid down the sharp angles of his face, dripping silently to the floorboards. For a moment (a fragile, flickering moment) he smiled.
⚠️⚠️⚠️TW: SH⚠️⚠️⚠️
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Self Regulation, You See by Palladiumfish
Fandoms: Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms, Sherlock & Co. (Podcast)
09 Jan 2026
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It starts with a simple defeat; then it piles into a bigger problem he wishes to hide from his friends so they won't fuss over.
⚠️⚠️⚠️TW: SH⚠️⚠️⚠️
Oversimplification; Sherlock Holmes hurts himself and justifies it in his mind.
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He'd Hate Me For It by Palladiumfish
Fandoms: Sherlock & Co. (Podcast), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
10 Nov 2025
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“I thought he’d stop eventually,” John continued, quieter now. “He didn’t. I don’t even remember crying. Just... the smell. His aftershave, the belt. The noise my own breath made.” He shook his head. “And I kept apologizing. Kept saying I wouldn’t do it again.”
Sherlock moved closer, careful. He looked at the grave, then at John. His eyes had softened, though his voice stayed even. “He was wrong.”
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John visits his dead father's grave.
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You Almost Didn't Wake Up (And I Keep Thinking About That) by Palladiumfish
Fandoms: Sherlock & Co. (Podcast), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
03 Nov 2025
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John was finally discharged from the hospital after five agonizing days of medical procedures since he got stabbed during a case. Sherlock taking care of John gently as he feels guilty for what happened that day. Still blaming himself for it.
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Love is in Yours Eyes by Palladiumfish
Fandoms: Sherlock & Co. (Podcast), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
30 Oct 2025
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The case had been triggering John's PTSD all day, and late night he has a panic attack because of it. Sherlock comforts John all night by cuddling him