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    Lily
    Today - 9:16 pm
    > I’m so fucking tired
    > My father will die and my brother and polina only care about money
    > I can't deal with it anymore
    > Or with anything
    > Goodbye shane thank you for letting me have you a little

    Jane
    Today - 9:27 pm
    > Wtf Rozanov???
    > Are you drunk?
    > Are you messing with me?
    Missed call
    Missed call
    > Why are you doing this to me? It’s so cruel
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    OR: Ilya attempts suicide, but Shane gets to stop him. Even if that could cost him everything.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    After a decade of careful hiding, that’s that.

    Everyone is saying his biggest secret out loud. Ilya Rozanov sucks cock. Ilya Rozanov fucks men. Ilya Rozanov isn’t straight.

    It doesn’t feel quite as life crushing as he imagined it would. A calmness settles into his body. It reminds him of those minutes right after you break a bone, when the damage is already done and you know there’s nothing you can do but sit with it.

    It hasn’t even been four years since Russia passed the excessively named Law for the Purpose of Protecting Children from Information Advocating a Denial of Traditional Family Values.

    He can’t think about that now.

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    Two months after the tuna melt incident, Ilya gets outed when a picture of him texting Jane leaks.

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    10 Aug 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is many things—a pain in Shane Hollander’s ass, hockey’s biggest playboy, a better chirper in his second language than most people are in their first, the only player who can challenge Shane for the title of “best of his generation.” But when Shane and Ilya get stuck next to each other on a long-delayed flight to the MLH Awards, Shane realizes something else about him: Ilya Rozanov is hot.

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    Shane and Ilya never hooked up at the CCM shoot. Seven years later, they end up on the same flight from New York City to Las Vegas.

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    08 Aug 2026

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    “You won’t say anything?” Ilya asked again.
    Andrei unbuckled his seatbelt. “No, Ilya, I will not say anything.”

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    Ilya’s estranged brother, Andrei, arrives unannounced.

    Something breaks.

    As Ilya unravels, Shane does everything he can to keep him from falling apart.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.

    Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”

    Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”

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    Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever

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    30 Jul 2026