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there it is again, sitting on my chest (makes it hard to catch my breath) by Elgney
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Mar 2025
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“I just—I don’t want you to be alone,” said Eddie, softly, like an admission.
Join the fucking club, Buck thought. It was funny, but none of his laughs were coming out right tonight. “I am alone, Eddie.”
“Buck, I—”
“She wants my kidney.” There it went; Buck never could keep anything inside. Could never keep the feelings contained, could never stop them from spilling out over the people nearest him. “That’s what fucking happened, okay? My dad needs a kidney donor and they remembered why they bothered having me in the first place. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my parents finally found a use for me after all these years?”
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A request from his mom tears open old wounds for Buck. From 800 miles away, Eddie tries to stitch him back together.
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Bookmarked by RedHale_24
01 Apr 2026
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Nova slowly reaches out a tiny hand, brushing her fingertips across the birthmark on his face. The touch is light, barely there, but it hits him like a wave, a connection so pure and immediate that it fills his chest with a warmth he can hardly contain.
“Hi,” she murmurs softly, and when he smiles back at her, she lets out the smallest giggle, her eyes lighting up. It’s the most beautiful sound he’s ever heard, and in that moment, the weight of everything—his fears, his doubts, his past mistakes—falls away.
It’s like he’s discovering a part of himself he didn’t know existed, a love so powerful it feels like it’s been there all along, waiting for her. The way she looks at him, the way she seems to see him without needing to know who he is or where he’s been, fills him with a sense of purpose that feels both exhilarating and humbling.
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The one where Buck's world gets turned upside down when he gains custody of a daughter he never knew existed.
Bookmarked by RedHale_24
29 Mar 2026
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He realizes it right before everything goes to shit. He’s just standing there in the loft and Eddie’s handing him Christopher’s backpack and talking about “he’s not that fast” and “order pizza” and Buck sort of stares at him—partly in shock, partly in reverence—and he thinks "I love you." He shoves it down immediately, of course, as far down as it’ll go, but the fact of the matter is, it’s there somewhere, floating around inside of him. He can’t get rid of it now.
Not that it matters all that much, though, because there’s the whole quitting thing and the lawsuit thing and the argument in the grocery store and by the time he’s given his (re)start date he knows; he well and truly fucked up.
or: another classic post-lawsuit fic. Angst, hurt, some comfort, more angst, more comfort.- Language:
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Bookmarked by RedHale_24
29 Mar 2026
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The fight between them in Eddie's kitchen doesn't end when they both storm off to bed with hurt feelings.
No, it ends with a fresh mating bond and a baby in Buck's belly, the way it was always intended to.
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Bookmarked by RedHale_24
23 Mar 2026
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1. Abuela's Birthday Party - The Littles are 2 years and 3 months old
2. Garden Party - Happens a few days after Abuela's Birthday Party, The Littles are still 2 years and 3 months old
3. Upcoming Changes - 8 or so months before the Littles are born
4. Terrible Things - Buck is 19 weeks pregnant with the Littles
5. Parental Guidance - Buck is 16 weeks pregnant with the Littles
6. Two Under-Two - The Littles are almost two years-old (23 months if you want to be specific)
7. Angelina's Quinceañera - Buck is 30 weeks pregnant with the Littles- Words:
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Bookmarked by RedHale_24
21 Mar 2026
