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the map that leads to you (all the roads you took came back to me) by yeokalopsia
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
06 May 2026
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“I’m okay, Jungwon-ah. Go to sleep.” Jay murmurs, gently nudging the younger one’s body back onto the bed so he wouldn’t completely tip over.
But Jungwon grabs his wrist mid-motion.
“What are you–”
“Let me hold your hand, hyung.”
Jay pauses, like he’s trying to decipher if Jungwon’s actually being serious. But there’s a flush on his face that makes Jay realize he’s being dead serious.
“We can pretend I’m still drunk or something.”
(or: 20k words of two idiots who don't know how to be exes)
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26 May 2026
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There’s a moment, a brief, terrifying moment, where Sunghoon is just hovering over Jake, looking down at him with a small smile on his face, and he’s actually a little concerned that he really is going to kiss him. And then the moment passes, and Jake feels – weird. That familiar, aimless fear settles over him again, but despite it, a small part of him kind of wishes Sunghoon had accepted his offer. Now, he’ll always be curious about what would have happened if he did.
But in the end, he just does what he always does, and shoves it down to the depths of his subconscious, where there was too much pressure for anything to breathe, to survive.
He doesn’t actually want to kiss Sunghoon, he knows that. Jake has no problems with Sunghoon being gay, but he isn’t gay. He’s probably just feeling a little weird, a little scared, and it’s probably just because of the slight distance he’s been feeling between them lately. Jake has acted much stranger over much less, after all.
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26 May 2026
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“I just didn’t think it would attract attention.”
Jungwon freezes, turning slowly to look at him, eyes narrowed and burning with rage. “You didn’t think,” he starts, voice dangerously low and full of ire, “That with everything going on right now, you wouldn’t attract attention by fucking Jay Park in an airport bathroom?”
“You don’t know for sure that we had sex,” Sunghoon says coolly, eyes flitting over the magazine and quoting one of the subheadings, “Like you said, we’re ‘madly in love’. It could be a very abstinent love affair.”
or, Sunghoon doesn't break routine for anyone or anything. Enter: two Olympic gold medals, newfound levels of fame, a potentially career-ending injury, and, in the most unexpected twist of all, Jay.
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- Part 1 of fast times, fast nights
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20 May 2026
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Jake's aunt gets sick—the summer after his freshman year at college, he moves in to take care of her. She still lives in the same small town his mother left when she was 18.
Jake is prepared for an uneventful summer, but then he meets Heeseung.
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19 May 2026
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Jungwon’s been thinking, and reminiscing, and dreaming, and despising every word he said that day, while simultaneously aware that what he did was not enough.
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12 May 2026