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When Shane first notices in the locker room showers, he’s having about six different crises at the same time that he’s trying not to get caught looking anywhere near Rozanov’s dick, so it doesn’t really register all the way.
It’s not until he’s watching Rozanov move up the bed that Shane’s eyes snag again on the scars littering his upper thighs and he realises what they are: self-inflicted.
Or: they’re both a little less terrible at having feelings for their rival-with-benefits, Shane grows more comfortable with letting some rules change, and Ilya grows more comfortable with opening up to Shane.
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“Hey, where is Chris?” Buck mumbles, steadfastly ignoring the dig despite Eddie’s disarming smile.
Eddie raises a brow at him. “It’s noon, babe. He’s at school.”
“Babe?”
Josh snorts.
Eddie groans and throws his head in his hands. “I’m tired.” He flaps a hand at Josh and says weakly, “I’ve never hung out with both of you at the same time without the buffer of a group. Can’t code-switch like this.”
Buck frowns at him. Then he frowns at Josh, who ignores him and smiles into his coffee. “I don’t think I’ve ever actually seen you guys talk and you call each other babe?”
“What? You thought you were special?” Josh says, “I call everyone babe. I once accidentally called Captain Nash babe while trying to direct him to an injured caller.”
Buck would be eating that up if he weren’t distracted looking over at Eddie, who can’t seem to look him in the face. “You’ve never called me babe.”
“Just did,” Eddie mutters.
“By accident,” Buck huffs. “Bite me.”Or: Christopher was excellent practice for dealing with a sleepy Buck and drunk Josh, even the morning after, and Eddie needs a nap. And lots of kisses. (He gets both.)
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They’d made it to the bed this time.
And TK lingers for approximately four seconds longer than he did the last time before he starts pulling away and sitting up, throwing his legs over the side of the bed with a little sigh.[…]
“Mm,” TK groans, “God, you’re hot.” He kisses him again and then winces into it when he braces himself with a hand on Carlos’s hip. “And sticky,” he complains, “I was supposed to be getting a cloth to clean us up a little.”
“Oh, yeah? What’s keeping you?” Carlos asks innocently, all the while continuing to keep TK put with his mouth.
Carlos lets himself indulge for a little longer, still a little afraid that every kiss might be the last, until TK finally pulls away with a gentle stroke of his knuckles along Carlos’s jaw.
“I’ll be right back, okay?”
Carlos just nods, and he collapses into the pillows as soon as TK ducks out of the room. He hears him in the bathroom and then on the stairs, and Carlos leans over the side of the bed to check that TK’s clothes are still scattered over his floor. They are. And Carlos is… pretty sure that TK wouldn’t leave without them.
Either way, he lets himself trust.Series
- Part 2 of Is it always going to be like this?
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Eddie turns to Buck and says cheerily, “We’re here to kidnap you.”
Buck snorts. “Excuse me?”
“Maddie’s keeping your parents busy for me,” Eddie says, ignoring Buck’s frown and edging around him toward the stairs. “She mentioned your mom wants to buy you a couch?”
“Um. Yeah, I guess.”
“So I told her that you sleep like a big, giant baby on my couch.”
“I… do,” Buck says slowly. “So…”
“So you’re coming home with us,” Eddie says, “and we’re gonna share the bed because that couch is mediocre at best, no matter how many times you insist it’s fine.”
“But I do sleep like a baby there.”
Eddie abandons his unsubtle slow-motion beeline to the stairs. He strides back over and thwaps a hand down on Buck’s shoulder before sliding it gently over the back of his neck, his grin melting into something warm and soft. “It’s not about the couch.”
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Buck flails and tries to sit up. “Eddie,” he gasps. “No, no, no, no. I need to go. I need to find him. I need—” He struggles, tries to squirm out of Eddie’s grip, and he growls, “Let me go. I need to find Christopher.”
“You back with us?” Hen asks, joining them on Buck’s other side and helping Eddie hold him down.
“What? No, let me go!” he says, struggling against Hen’s efforts to keep him still. His eyes grow hot with tears and he tries to dive over the side of the rescue boat, calling weakly for Christopher.
Eddie tackles him, his own eyes wet, and it’s looking into those sad brown eyes that finally brings Buck fully back to himself.“Stop. Where’s Christopher?”
“I don’t know,” Buck wails. “I’m so sorry. I—” He twists, tries to fight Eddie so he might jump back into the water, but the body atop him is heavy and he’s so, so tired.
“Buck,” Eddie says, tears sliding down his face and dripping onto Buck’s soaked shirt. “Buck, stop. I’m not losing you too.”
Buck slumps, letting his eyes flutter closed and giving in to the warm weight of Eddie’s body holding him down. “I’m already lost,” he mumbles into the darkness as he finally, finally goes to sleep.
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You love me. by anarchyat4am
Fandom Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
30 Jun 2024
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They haven’t seen one another since they exchanged a whispered argument about profiteroles at some fancy dinner over a year ago, when—to the rest of the world, at least—Henry was a straight man living in Kensington Palace and Alex was a straight woman living in the White House. And now… a gay man and a bisexual trans man meet in Texas.
They fall in love. And then they fuck about it.
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Take me to bed, Prince Charming. by anarchyat4am
Fandom Red White & Royal Blue (2023), Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
27 Nov 2023
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Alex is flown back to London for another Bros Weekend™ now that he and Henry are actually friends, and once again, they meet in the KP guest kitchen in their pyjamas. This time, it... goes a little differently.
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Cruiserweights by Ravenesta
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jan 2026
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12 Jan 2026
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A few weeks after the All-Star Game, Scott watches a clip of Shane Hollander down on the ice and sees things a bit differently than the commentary.
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12 Jan 2026
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Overheard by epexegetical
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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The soundproofing in room 1221 is exactly as bad as Shane fears. He and Rozanov can hear every word as Scott Hunter engages in a deeply depressing annual ritual, and decide offering comfort is more important than keeping things a secret.
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the best person to be stuck in an elevator with by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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There's no good way to be stuck in an elevator. Not when you're stuck in an elevator with someone who treats being annoying as an art form he wants to perfect, and definitely not when that person is your son's rival who you've hated for years.
But, when Yuna finds herself stuck in an elevator with Ilya Rozanov, she realises there's more to the story than she'd seen.
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09 Jan 2026
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"What the fuck do you want?" Ilya snaps on the phone.
"Father's dead," Alexei says and Ilya feels it in his chest like a physical blow.--
Ilya hears his father is dead, right there in the locker room, surrounded by his team.Bookmarked by anarchyat4am
06 Jan 2026