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“It didn’t matter what he changed. Didn’t matter what he avoided. Somehow—some way—Dazai still died. Every time.”
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Chuuya is trapped in a time loop, reliving the night Dazai dies over and over. No matter what he changes, Dazai dies in increasingly cruel ways, and Chuuya’s desperation grows with each reset. But maybe this time, he can finally save him—and confess the feelings he’s always hidden
Bookmarked by atewell
31 May 2026
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Between Want and Ruin—That’s Where We Burn by loulits
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
16 May 2026
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Dazai and Chuuya have danced around each other for years—partners, rivals, and something far more dangerous in the spaces between; where tension sharpens into something neither names.
Dazai has always kept strict, disciplined control over himself: his image, his reactions, his body.
Especially his body.But when Chuuya finally pushes for more, the fragile balance between them snaps, leaving behind a fight neither knows how to undo. Forced together on a mission before the dust can settle, something in Dazai shifts—small things at first, subtle slips in composure Chuuya can’t quite ignore.
The closer they’re pushed, the harder it becomes for Dazai to maintain the control he’s relied on for years. And as the edges of his carefully managed restraint begin to fray, so do the secrets he’s fought to keep buried.
Some truths can be suppressed… but not forever.
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16 May 2026
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Chuuya wakes up like he’s been dropped back into his own body without warning.
Everything hurts. Everything is wrong.
There’s blood on his skin he can’t place, bruises he doesn’t remember earning, and a heavy, sinking feeling like he’s already lost something important—something he can’t even name.
His head is full of broken flashes. Red. Noise. Falling. Power tearing through him until there’s nothing left but static.
He doesn’t know where he is.
Doesn’t know who he is.
Just fragments that refuse to become anything solid.
His phone is in his hand like it’s always been there.
Names scroll past his thumb—Ane-san, Hirotsu-san, Boss—none of them meaning anything, none of them feeling real enough to hold onto.
His breathing goes uneven.
Too fast.
Too shallow.
Then he sees it.
Suicidal Manic.
No memory attached to it.
No face.
No explanation.
Just something in him going, this.
Wrong decision, probably.
Definitely.
But his thumb taps it anyway.
Because somehow—despite everything missing—that feels like the only thing that still makes sense.
Bookmarked by atewell
10 May 2026
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Mystery Work
Part of Chibi
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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10 May 2026
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He flexed his mind. > Nothing happened.
His ability was gone. For the Tainted Sorrow was gone. The god had vacated the premises, leaving an empty, fragile shell behind.At twenty-two, Nakahara Chuuya wakes up to find that the god of destruction has quietly vanished from his veins. Left entirely, beautifully mundane, he seizes this unexpected mercy to do the unthinkable: he hands Ougai Mori his executive badge, packs a single bag, and buys a one-way ticket to France.
He just wants a quiet life. He wants to drink good wine, write terrible poetry, and learn how to be a normal, fragile human being.
But the ghosts of Yokohama—and a certain bandaged detective who was the first to notice the missing gravity—aren't going to let him stay hidden forever.
(Or: Chuuya loses his ability, moves to Paris for a quiet life, and inevitably collides with his past just in time for his twenty-third birthday.)
Bookmarked by atewell
01 May 2026