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Once upon a really bad day, Ilya Rozanov decides to follow a set of steps to make himself feel better:
1. Hold something cold
2. Put on shoes and walk to the end of the street
3. Put on one song that makes you feel something
4. Write the three worst thoughts in your head and read them out loud
5. Call someone and say “I need you to talk to me for five minutes”Bookmarked by crushhui
11 Sep 2026
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you were always hard to hold by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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Hayden is on a one-man mission to decode Shane's mysterious and elusive romantic life. And by god, he's going to do it. And by god, he's going to make it Jackie's problem.
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- Part 2 of restgently's hollanov
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10 Sep 2026
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everything subdural by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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Shane gets laid out cold on the ice for the first time in his career. A month later, things go sideways again, and Ilya realizes he doesn't have forever to figure it out anymore.
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- Part 1 of restgently's hollanov
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10 Sep 2026
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“Fucking teach me, Shane”, Ilya breathed into his neck. He felt Shane shiver underneath him.
“What?”
“All these bad dates you go on when I'm right here. Teach me how to make you feel good. Please.”Inspired by the tweet by @honallov:
"virgin ilya who is (not so) secretly so obsessed with his roommate shane and he gets jealous so so easily when shane goes on dates and one time shane comes home from a shitty date and ilya is like please please please I could do better just teach me I'll be good"Bookmarked by crushhui
10 Sep 2026
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"And is like I said, very easy to do. You just lay back and let someone else do work. Could do it in my sleep, would not be problem at all for me to come hands-free.”
Hollander scowled, full competitive personality shining through. “Prove it.”
“Fine, I will,” Ilya snapped back.
Hollander's eyes went wide, and so did Ilya's when he realized what he had promised. His words hung in the air between them, suddenly heavy with implication.
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Ilya doesn't think switching with Hollander one time for the sake of settling a bet will change anything about their arrangement, and it certainly wouldn't make him discover anything about himself. Afterall, it would only be one time, right?- Language:
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10 Sep 2026