everlasting_angst
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everything is wrong, but it’s alright by everlasting_angst
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
18 Sep 2021
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Neil is distressed because of his father. Todd helps despite of long distance problems.
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lord, what fools these mortals be by everlasting_angst
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
05 Jul 2021
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Mr. Perry going to Neil’s play was nothing but catastrophic.
As they come back, Adeline tries to convince their father that Neil should be an actor.CW: abusive household, suicide references, depression
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i spend my days with my head in my hands by everlasting_angst
Fandoms: Dead Poets Society (1989)
28 Jun 2021
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Todd hasn’t been okay for a while and quarantine has made it worse. Neil is there to help.
CW: depression, anxiety, abuse, abusive household, insomnia
title is from song “it’s okay i wouldn’t remember me either” from crywank
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he's your hero, your savior, your son (then there's me) by rainny_days
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
31 May 2025
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Christopher implies that he doesn't want to be in LA, and Buck reacts accordingly. Also, Bobby's alive, there's a building collapse, and those two things may or may not be connected.
(or: Evan Buckley, on being loved and being needed)
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- Part 1 of when our long night is done
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Bookmarked by everlasting_angst
19 Apr 2026
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Chris hates this stupid party. He hates it and he wants to go home. He pulls up a contact he hasn't messaged in a while.
Can you come get me?
Buck:
Yef
Yes
Where are you?Series
- Part 1 of Pal's 12 Days of Ficsmas
Bookmarked by everlasting_angst
27 Jan 2026
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Buck had thought the black mask that completely covers the top half of the guy's face looked silly, when he'd seen it on the news.
Now, with the man in front of him, he realizes why no one jokes about the vigilante's appearance. Even though he clearly doesn't perceive Buck as a threat, he seems like a mountain rather than a real person. All of his muscles look toned, and there's something dangerous in the set of his shoulders. Still, he offers Buck a small smile, one that kind of reminds him of Eddie's. He reaches his hands down to help Buck stand. It puts the man's biceps next to his face.
Buck swallows. Be normal when you talk to the hot vigilante, he thinks to himself.
"You know they make bigger shirt sizes, right?" he asks instead.
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OR: Eddie Diaz is Daredevil. His life gets a lot worse before it gets better.
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17 Oct 2025
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Little Evan "Buck" Buckley dreamed of where he was now. He has a supportive family around him, his sister is by his side, and he spends every day working with dinosaurs. How much better could it get?
Eddie Diaz (single dad, Silver Star recipient, former army medic) was just trying to find a job that would keep him from getting bored, be relatively safe, and set his son up for life. How dangerous could working at a luxury resort be, even if that resort was full of deadly predators?
There's no better way to bond than fighting for your lives in the island jungle, and Buck and Eddie are about to be put to the ultimate test. It's up to them and the rest of the 118 to put a stop to the prehistoric attack, and who knows what'll happen along the way.
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Bookmarked by everlasting_angst
19 Sep 2025
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Buck is fucking frozen. His mouth is dry, and his brain is blank except for oh no, oh fuck reverberating in his frontal lobe. He can’t answer. He feels the pressure against the metaphorical closet door, the hinges creaking against the weight of the boxes crashing down.
“Are those… hearing aids?” He registers Eddie's voice through the ringing in his ears.
It takes him a moment before he can finally whisper it out. He feels his head nod against his will.
“Yeah.”
The door gives out.
or: how a conversation about tardigrades results in buck grappling with a disability he's suppressed, getting hearing aids, and realizing that the family he craves has been there for him all along. in that order.
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- Part 1 of hard of hearing buck
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Bookmarked by everlasting_angst
28 Aug 2024