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    25 Jun 2026

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    So cute immediately need to reread this

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    Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”

    “I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”

    ***

    Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.

    Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.

    Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.

    As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.

    Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rosanov stood before him, a rippling statue, an embodiment of eroticism, a monument to muscles. His torso formed an S shape, a deep groove between muscles running from below his clavicle, between his dinner plate sized pecs, down the middle of his stacked abs, forming a trail of soft golden hairs running down down down between the unholy V and into… into…

    Ilya scooted back slightly into the sand, picked up the sunscreen and started lathering up his own legs. He squirted a cupful all over his chest and smeared it languidly around his torso.

    “Am I… how do you say… all rubbed?” Ilya asked, gesturing with the tips of his fingers up and down his torso. An enormous glob of sunscreen sat in between Ilya’s pecs.
    “Um” Shane’s voice shook. He cleared his throat. “Not… quite”.

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    Or: Shortly after their first meeting, Shane Hollander is reading Call Me By Your Name at the beach. Ilya Rosanov shows up, expecting mutual application of sunscreen.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    🌹"No questions. No feelings. Just because we want to."🌹

    Shane Hollander is a PhD student who knows how to stay invisible.
    Ilya Rozanov is Montreal’s most arrogant hockey star—brilliant, reckless, and incapable of following rules he didn't make himself.

    It should be easy to walk away.

    Instead, it becomes something quiet and hidden—late nights, closed doors, and a version of Ilya no one else gets to see. Shane carries his secrets inked beneath the roses winding across his skin, a constant reminder that some things survive only as long as they remain sub rosa.

    Ilya doesn’t do feelings.
    Shane was never meant for something like this.

    But he stays. And he falls anyway, caught between stolen moments and borrowed time.

    And when it finally falls apart, Ilya might realize too late what it means when there’s nothing left to hold onto—and that this time, love might not be enough to bring Shane back.

    (fake dating • secrecy • loving someone who was never going to choose you • happy ending, I promise 💔➡️❤️ • 🔥🔥🔥)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “I want to dance with you.”

    “No.” Ilya said.

    “Yes.” Shane replied.

    “No.” Ilya said again.

    Shane groaned and said “My mom, your boss, told you to look after me while I’m in town and I want to dance. You think I’m safer with some random guy’s hands on me?”

    Ilya knew he pulled a face at that based on Shane’s satisfied expression but Ilya just said again “I am not dancing.”

    “Oh my god you’re so boring. Fine then watch me.” Shane said, and turned around, moving to the dance floor where someone immediately gripped his hips, wrapping their hands around his exposed skin as Shane pushed back against them, his eyes never leaving Ilya’s.

    It wasn’t going to work. Ilya told himself. He was a grown adult, he wasn’t going to be lured into jealousy and possessiveness so easily by a bratty twenty-one year old.

    Or Ilya is Yuna's head of security and tasked with watching her son Shane, for two weeks while he's in Ottawa.

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    21 Jun 2026