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Dean Winchester doesn't have a problem. It's not even really a problem if you think about it. It's not like he's looking for girls with his brother's name on purpose. Sam is just a common name, that's all.
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Fucking Sam has always been a minute to minute game of roulette, his dick as likely to get harder as his heart is to break. Dean’s learned to accept it, the devastation of fucking his own brother. It’s deserved, probably.
(The brothers have good old fashioned life-affirming sex after the events of 2.10 Hunted.)
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Sam's drunk, and Dean's struggling to keep it together.
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Dad would push Sam to Dean’s arms every time and Dean would change his diaper without a word of complaint. It felt familiar back then. It reminded him of Mum.
At that age, Dean wanted to do everything Mum did for Sammy. It hurt him whenever he couldn’t do something. He had forgotten about it. The helplessness he felt when he couldn’t provide for Sam.
Looking back now, it was such a stupid feeling. Obviously, Dean couldn’t make milk for Sam. He wasn’t a girl. He was also too young to be able to do it anyway. God, Dean couldn’t be more thankful that nobody else knew about it. Sam didn’t remember and Dad never knew. Dean never let Dad see. He could feel Dad’s eyes following Dean around. He knew Dad saw someone else there. It made Dean just the tiniest bit happy to be able to make Dad smile but he couldn’t let Dad see how he failed at the one thing Mum could always do; make milk.
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Dean never gets over wanting to breastfeed Sam and being unable to do it. It escalates when Sam finds out.
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Dean blurts, "So, you're saying I'm like, Mommy, or something?"
He's never had a joke land so completely flat. It sounds strangled and weird coming out of his own mouth, like it was never supposed to be a joke in the first place.
"Um," Sam starts, and his voice fucking cracks. "Dean."
Immediately, Dean says, "I didn't say that. Sam, I never said that."
(Sam and Dean get reckless about how they're handling the pain of season 2, and whoops! slowly develop a Mommy kink along the way.)