17 Works by joomaluv
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it's like some kind of switch flipped and now yudai is moving forward, so much so he can see jo’s eyes flicker under his eyelids and can see taki’s lashes fanning across his cheeks like angel wings. he sees their mouths meet and pull apart and watches their lips stick to each others slightly as they move.
something ugly and hot curls in his belly and he wants to stop it, wants to pull away. he told himself he would, but they had never set any boundaries, no expectations. that was how things always were with them.
they always found ways to crawl under yudai’s skin and make him do things he wouldn't normally do. they made him forget he was supposed to the eldest, the trusted adult. he was supposed to be helping them. that's what they wanted, right?
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jo and taki ask their yudai for help.
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i'd give up forever to touch you by joomaluv for stilljiseok
Fandoms: Xdinary Heroes (Band)
14 Feb 2026
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“i still miss you every time we’re not together,” seungmin says, pulling him closer, dragging him from the spiral of his thoughts. jungsu laughs quietly, and gives in. he relaxes into the younger’s touch, letting himself be held for a moment. it’s quiet in the dorm, jungsu’s roommate is out visiting family for the weekend, and he wonders if seungmin’s roommate is waiting for him. something about that makes his stomach turn unpleasantly so he stops thinking about it. he enjoys the silence enveloping them.
“i miss you too.”
the words are softly spoken, so much so that jungsu almost doesn’t realize he’s said them, and seungmin is tightening his arms around him like a needy octopus, and jungsu is buried in his chest, breathing him in. he smells like cinnamon and warmth, like he’d taste good if jungsu bites him. he steadies himself against the voice chanting for him to give into the urge.
they never talk about it, but maybe they should.
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jungsu knows he shouldn't. but he will. aka: 5 times it meant nothing and one time it did (except they all do).
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“fuma-kun, are you teasing poor jo?”
fuma smirks, rubs his thumb along jo’s bottom lip, then lets go. jo blinks at him, heartbeat thundering in his ears.
“nah, he just had something on his mouth. use your napkin jo-chan,” he says, mockingly pitiful as he wrinkles his nose at the younger. jo just nods, and swipes at his mouth with his hand.
this placates yudai, who laughs and then goes on to bother euijoo to try the next dish they ordered.
“sorry,” jo mutters, and fuma ruffles his hair like he’s a little kid. his gaze has softened now, but his grip on jo is as tight as ever.
“fuma...”
the elder hums, and takes a sip from his water. “what is it?”
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dinnertime takes an interesting turn for jo.
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“we should cool down, hm?”
sanghyuk groans, rolling his head to the side and laying still for a second before he sits up, his (donghyun’s) hoodie barely clinging to his shoulders now. donghyun thinks that no one should look this good in just a tank top, hoodie and shorts. sanghyuk had the perfectly slender frame for it, his collarbones stark against the soft ribbed fabric of his top, his waist small enough to be lost under donghyun’s clothes. the younger’s hands twitch, and he fights the urge to grab him by that tiny tiny waist and drag him into his lap, yoga be damned.
“okay yoga master, let’s cool down.”
donghyun grins and pushes him back down. sanghyuk flops back like a felled tree, his surprise amusing as the younger spreads his limbs out.
“we’ll start with legs, okay?”
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donghyun wants to try yoga with sanghyuk. shenanigans ensue.
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seungmin watches with a tilt of her head, like she was watching a cute dog do a trick. jooyeon’s face is hot with shame but she moves insistently against gunil’s cock, the friction making the elder groan. their eyes never leave each other, seungmin looking down at jooyeon, and jooyeon refusing to look away.
and then seungmin breaks it, reaching over to stroke gunil’s hair languidly, letting the elder lean into it and hum softly with affection. jooyeon aches for that same kind of touch, but she knows that the first time seungmin does touch her, it won’t be remotely as gentle as that. the thought makes her cunt clench, and her hips buck up again, and seungmin grabs at gunil’s hair firmly, making her moan at the sensations.
“break her in for me, would you honey? i’ll be back when she’s loose enough for it.”
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jooyeon, seungmin, and gunil try something new together.
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isn't it messed up (how i'm just dying to be him)? by joomaluv
Fandoms: Xdinary Heroes (Band)
24 Jul 2025
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at first it wasn’t that bad. jooyeon tried to tell himself that, tried to enjoy the bed he got to himself more often, tried to enjoy the silence of when gunil would come see him at night, his body crying out for more. he tried to be good.
and of course jungsu never said a single fucking word, he just smiled and looked beautiful and perfect, in ways that jooyeon would never understand or be able to replicate. he was going to be second for the rest of his life, so forgive jooyeon if he was a little bitter about it.
sure, it wasn't jungsu’s fault that jooyeon was clingy and needy and everything jungsu wasn't. it was jooyeon's for not noticing before gunil decided to go chasing greener grass.
but there was only so much he could take.
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gunil is slipping away, so jooyeon takes matters into his own hands.
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- Part 2 of wishing to be the friction in your jeans
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his fingertips feel like fire where they touch jooyeon’s skin, and he stirs, just slightly. gunil holds his breath, murmurs something so quietly that jooyeon can’t hear it over the pulse of blood in his ears and the throb of need between his legs. he needs to give gunil that slight risk, act like he might wake up and find out, act like he’d fight him off and tell him to get out with tears streaming down his face, instead of collapse to the ground and beg him not to leave if he was somehow convinced to go.
gunil draws closer, enticed by the threat of jooyeon’s eyes opening, presses more of his hand into jooyeon’s cheek, and then his second hand is there too, cupping the younger’s face like it’s delicate and fragile, like a botanist holding an orchid in his palm.
except that jooyeon is crying out to be deflowered.
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jooyeon loves his gunil hyung so much, even when gunil doesn't realize it.
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- Part 1 of wishing to be the friction in your jeans
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“what about you, hyung?”
seungmin shrugs, but feels his face flush slightly when they both look at him.
they both look so pretty. seungmin’s lungs ache.
“i feel okay.” no he doesn’t, he feels like he’s dying, but he doesn’t want it to stop ever. he wants to keep dying like this, because it feels the closest he’s been to living.
they give him life, and he kind of hates it. he feels dirty but he’s relishing it.
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the fox, the rabbit, and the dog. they shouldn't be together and yet, they are. a story in three parts about three boys who love more than they could've imagined.
*no longer updated!!!*
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“you’re my muse, hyung.”
“don’t be silly, jooyeon-ah-”
“i’m not!”
“...”
“i’ll paint you like one of those french girls, but with music.”
and jungsu can’t hold back the burst of heat that makes him look away.
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jungsu thinks about love, and of course, jooyeon.
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it was too hot now, summer was in full swing and everything was sticky with sweat. hyeongjun fans himself with the edge of his cut off muscle tank, wipes the dewy drops collecting over his upper lip. he puts out the butt of his cigarette and lights another one. he goes into the hallway closet and drags out the box fan they bought when they first moved in.
“they.”
really hyeongjun moved in and he just slept here most of the time, ate his food, drank his beer, smoked his menthols.
there wasn’t any them to speak of.
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hyeongjun doesn't know what he and seungmin are, but he knows what they're not.
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work was hard. sanghyuk had no qualms about how difficult being an idol would be, but he wasn’t one to shy from a challenge. he enjoyed being busy, the faint pressure of a deadline on his shoulder blades like a brace.
things just seemed a little more hectic, what with his mind constantly being bombarded with mental images of dongmin and donghyun kissing.
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sanghyuk keeps walking in on donghyun and dongmin, and can't stop thinking about them.
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did he know what he was thinking about?
“hyung.” sungho hums faintly in response, heart racing. “i wanna kiss you.”
white noise rushes in his ears, making his head spin. “what?”
donghyun giggles unhelpfully, his eyes little crescent shapes as he watches sungho squirm under him. they feel too close all of the sudden, like the room is closing in on them and sungho feels his skin go tight again.
the younger sits up and sungho lets him, even when his lap suddenly feels empty without his head in it. he turns so he’s facing sungho and their knees are touching as they sit with their legs folded up. he leans in close, like he’s going to tell sungho a secret, and the elder lets him.
“i really wanna kiss you again, hyung.”
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sungho can't stop thinking about donghyun, and donghyun wants to learn more.
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“are you happy hyung?” seungmin’s face is flushed, from the cold or the soju jungsu isn’t sure, but he looks pretty. it’s painted across his cheekbones and nose like someone rubbed blush on his soft skin. jungsu almost wants to reach out and touch him. “is this your dream?”
jungsu bites his lip.
“yeah. think so.” the world seems to spin under him as he leans closer to the younger as the wind blows over them. his arm is pressed against seungmin’s on the tiny bench they share, and jungsu almost wishes he could just fold himself up into the other’s arms. “i’m glad you’re here seungminnie.” he hums happily in response.
“jungsu hyung?”
seungmin’s fox eyes seem to glow under the lights, and jungsu can’t look away.
“yeah?”
“you’re my dream.”
jungsu’s mouth parts slightly in surprise, just as seungmin leans in to kiss him.
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jungsu has feelings about seungmin, but he knows he can't let them win...or does he?
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“Hyung, do you like Jungsu?”
Fuck.
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gunil is having a hard time coping with his feelings regarding a certain member of XH.
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“what is it puppy?” jungsu twists a lock of the youngers hair between his fingers and noting with pleasure how his chest catches slightly.
“hyung,” jooyeon breathes, high pitched and trembling. “let me eat you out.”
fuck, jungsu’s wet.
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“Lesson one: the basics.” Jooyeon’s back straightens, expression becoming serious and Jungsu bites back a smile.
“Most of the time, you’re not gonna be kissing anyone with your mouth open, especially if it’s your first time. Keep your lips together but don’t pucker them, that’s just kinda weird.” Jooyeon makes an exaggerated kissy face and Jungsu laughs.
“Yeah, no. Just relax and press forward a little.” Jooyeon seems to make a mental note of what Jungsu says and he nods.
“Can we try?” Jungsu feels his palms sweat a little.
“Y-yeah sure,” he says, smiling lightly. “Close your eyes.”
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Jooyeon asks Jungsu to be his kissing teacher. Feelings ensue.
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“More,” he breathes, mouth a wet, red gash and his eyes like dark pools reflecting back how much Jungsu wanted him. He wants to eat Gunil.
“You want more?” Jungsu repeats, more or less because of his own disbelief at how much Gunil wanted this. Wanted him. It was like everything he had dreamt of and more.
“Yes, please,” Gunil’s eyes look misty and Jungsu just can't say no can he?
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Jungsu has trouble sleeping, and so does Gunil. They keep each other company.