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    It is an unremarkable, dreary March morning in Ottawa when Ilya Rozanov’s life swiftly burns to ashes around him. Ilya had intended to spend the rare morning off of training sleeping off the lingering exhaustion from the seemingly endless stretch of away games as long as Anya would allow.

    Instead, it is barely past six in the morning when armed agents pound on his front door.

    (Or, a remix of the FanMail incident.)

    completed fic, updates every thursday

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    04 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    “You are still bad liar. Never did tell me color.”
    “Are you still that hung up on it?”
    “Yes, is all I think about Hollander. Is pink, da? Glittery? Does it have the-- ” Shane hears him make a buzzing *zzztt* sound through his teeth.
    “What?”
    Rozanov makes the sound again. “I don’t know word, like… Engine? Motor?”
    “Vibrator!?” Shane asks shocked laughter bleeding into his voice.
    “Yes, the vibrator.” He says like he’s testing the word out.
    He barks out a choked laugh “NO! It doesn’t have a vibrator.”
    “Is pink though? And glittery tell me please glittery?” his accent rolling the r's in that way that drives Shane crazy.
    Shane groans through his next words, his clean hand scrubbing down his face muffling his voice a bit “I thought black was more, discreet."
    “Ugghh, Hollander you are so boring, mine is at least green.”

     
    Or: Shane finds out Ilya has a green vibrator, loses his mind over it, and considers the merits of being verse for the first time.

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 97

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    Hunter laughs and moves it out of Ilya’s reach, knocking it back in a single go. Ilya stares at that perfect jawline as Hunter’s throat bobs in a swallow.

    Not to be outdone, Ilya takes Hunter’s still-glistening fingertips and brings them up to his mouth.

    Ilya’s tongue has just touched Hunter’s middle finger when Hunter rips his hand away. “Jesus Christ, Rozanov,” he snaps, looking around the bar like a ref is going to pop up with a whistle. But that was straight guys for you. Ilya just laughs.

    Ilya and Scott both learn a few things about the other.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    If Scott were a better person, he would turn this down.

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  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    summary:

    "not gay enough not to have sex with rose landry"

    "it was a disaster."

    "How? how could sex with shane hollander possibly be disaster?"

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    ilya dresses up for shane to try and see just how bad his partner was when he tried to be with a woman, and finally understands that sex with shane hollander, can, in fact, be a disaster.

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    02 Jun 2026