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    Shane is aware that he is an absolute mess, with hands trembling and shoulders shaking. His breaths are coming in short bursts, quicker than he is able to control them.

    The confession sits like an elephant between them, and yet, Ilya hasn’t moved, tracing soothing circles between Shane’s shoulder blades.

    “Sweetheart.” His husband’s voice is steady, soothing. “You need to breathe for me, okay? This isn’t good for you.”

    OR, after a night out with J.J. and Hayden, Shane wakes up, certain that he has cheated on Ilya. (Spoiler alert: he hasn’t)

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    11 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FUCK!

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    If only she had paid closer attention to the tale of Tantalus.

    There had been no middle ground for Tantalus. He wanted it all, he got nothing. He wanted it all, he got worse than nothing. He got eternal tension — to yearn and never release. Torture in its biblical form.

    There would be no middle ground for Michaela, either. She could not have part of Francesca while she still coveted the whole.

    michaela versus her divine torment

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    03 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    BOOM SHAKALAKA

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    Shane tries to remember, peering into the darkness surrounding the car with a furrowed brow. It hurts to move, and he feels something warm and slick sliding down his cheek.

    More blood, his mind supplies rather unhelpfully.

    He was driving after dark, but he shouldn’t have been. He wasn’t supposed to be. They had all night together, so why is he here?

    I already chose you, Hollander.

    Shane inhales sharply as his mind slowly fills in the gaps in his memory. They fought. Ilya told him to leave. Shane did.

    And then he crashed.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    “We’ve made a trade,” Coach announces. “For Shane Hollander.”

    It’s like the ground drops out from beneath Ilya, and his heart falls from his chest. It tumbles past rock bottom, down to the cavern that shattered open inside of him on that night five years ago. The night when Ilya walked away from Hollander for the last time.

    He can’t breathe.

    (Or: Shane doesn’t get hurt, they break up, and they don’t talk for five long years. Until Shane is traded to Ottawa.)

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    09 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WORLD STOP

  5. Public Bookmark 29

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    Pete considered the question for a long moment, then said, “tell me somethin’ you never told anybody else.”

    Ray blew out a quiet laugh. One foot in front of the other. “You wanna know my secrets, Pete?”

    Pete’s voice was slow like molasses in the dark of the night. “I wanna know everything.”

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    28 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i just fell to my fucking KNEES.

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