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  1. Rec *

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    Kevin wanted Neil to stay, he wanted to finish the match. He wanted his hand on Neil’s thigh again. He wanted to kiss him on the couch and ask Andrew if he wanted to join.

    Instead, he managed a reluctant, “fine.”

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    Andrew and Neil attempt to woo Kevin. Kevin is the last person to figure it out.

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    10 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    author if you ever see this let me know so i can gift you an engagement ring

  2. Rec 59

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    It takes Jean longer than it should to realise what the ovular purple mark on Jeremy’s jaw, and the squarish shadow over his Adam’s apple is. It’s only when Jeremy ties back his hair to start warming up, and Jean is given the additional context of four ovular bruises in a line down the curve of Jeremy’s neck, on the opposite side to the jaw bruise, that he realises what that is — a handprint.

    Or; Jeremy has bruises again, Ivan Faser is a smug prick, and Jean can’t bear to watch Jeremy hurt himself with lousy men anymore.

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    05 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿😿

  3. Rec *

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    It wasn’t a math kid with glasses and ties and a general aura of experiencing the world for the first time.

    It was… something.

    It was a guy, for sure. The thing was, the guy gave the impression of a squirrel on crack. But, like, hot.

     

    Or: Aaron needs to be in two places at the same time. Andrew offers to help (read: accepts a not insignificant amount of ice cream bribes) and attends a math class in his brother's stead.

    The pretty redhead who looks like he bites people for coming too close is not impressed with the switch-up.

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    05 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    actual tears are coming out of my eyes every single bit of this is art

  4. Rec 18

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    Andrew wets the bed once. Maybe it's a one-off?

    He's not so lucky. He’s always known optimism is a scam.

    For a while it seems like it really could have been a one-off. Long enough that Andrew starts letting Neil in his bed some of the time, and the times he doesn’t it’s for different reasons. It starts to seem like he can put it behind him, in his less than ideal but not fully traumatic memories bank.

    It happens again. And again.

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    04 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    such a heartwarming h/c i love seeing neil and kevin care so much about andrew and be there for him

  5. Rec *

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    He learned about the roommate in increments. Bits and pieces.

    Josten. Neil.

    Maths.

    He ran. At five in the morning, like a crazy person.

    He didn’t bring people over. No friends, no partners, no nothing.

    No wonder, Aaron said once in a passing sentence, He’s a bit of an asshole.

     

    Or: Neil is Aaron's roommate. Andrew is fascinated even from afar.

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    01 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    actually had me laughing out loud wtf