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'You know what it wants?'
Joe had always been under the impression that to be the wolf during the full moon was to be a wolf. Nothing of the human side present at all.
'Like remembering a dream. Shapes, sensations. Desires.'
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an astonishment of form by raedear for bluetigerlilies
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
18 Jul 2023
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‘Daydreaming like a maiden on the eve of her wedding.’
‘That’s hardly daydreaming if it’s the eve of her wedding.’
‘But you don’t deny you were dreaming. Or being a maiden.’
‘I deny all. Especially the latter. Or do you forget so quickly collapsing that tent on Yusuf and I so we’d cease—’
A glimpse of how Nicky and Quynh's friendship might have formed.
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Yusuf’s handsome new husband spends his wedding night on the chaise in Yusuf’s receiving room, and Yusuf stares at the moon for half the night, wondering exactly what he did, in that nebulous time between existing and not, to deserve a curse such as this.
Some curses can only be broken in death.
But what if death doesn't stick?
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‘Don’t leave me here alone, please, I- I love you, Yusuf-’
'I know, I love you too.’
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‘I am so sorry,’ Nicolò choked out, and the next thing Yusuf felt was a dagger piercing his chest.
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Call it what you will—fate, destiny, a convenient delivery route—the fact of the matter is Nicky and Joe find love through a meal subscription service.
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various times Joe and Nicky had "bad" sex (but still had a great time, because sex is very rarely perfect)
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“Listen, I’m not going to sit here and spell all this out for you; frankly I have better things to do. You need to sort yourself out. Do some meditation. Read some philosophy. Travel. Ask yourself some questions and actually listen to your answers.”
Yin Yu clenched his fists. On one level he knew Hua ChengZhu was right, he was very screwed up in the head. On the other hand, it felt like Hua ChengZhu was pushing him away, telling him it was time to sink or swim.
“One last question.”
“Yes.”
“When was the last time you were happy? Why were you happy then?”
Yin Yu couldn’t remember, so he stared at the floor for a very long time.
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11 Oct 2026
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why wait by novembersmith for thisisnotalex
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
25 Dec 2019
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“Why should we wait until after the wedding?” Xie Lian asked curiously. His face was bright red and his eyes were focused somewhere off over Hua Cheng’s shoulder, yet he had the audacity to still sound genuinely puzzled.
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06 Oct 2026
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perfected by trial by orphan_account
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
11 Sep 2019
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Hua Cheng has wanted Dianxia for so long he doesn’t know how to survive knowing that Dianxia is his at long last. Worse still, Dianxia doesn’t seem to have any interest in consummating their relationship, leaving Hua Cheng in the midst of his greatest trial yet: keeping his lust from consuming them whole.
But a gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man perfected without trials - and after everything, Hua Cheng will not let this trial be the one that defeats him.
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06 Oct 2026
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My Hope (My Wish) Is You by hinatella
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
23 Apr 2019
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Hua Cheng asks Xie Lian to accompany him to Ghost City for the Ghost Festival, and, wow, does he very badly wish this were a date.
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03 Oct 2026
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Safely in Your Hands by ratly
Fandoms: 天官赐福 - 墨香铜臭 | Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic)
15 Mar 2024
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“Then it’s nighttime, so we won’t be getting up.” He can feel Hua Cheng’s lips pressing gentle, soft kisses to his head. Drowsiness, comfort, desire, and above all love fight for supremacy in Xie Lian’s chest.
“But, gege,” Hua Cheng rumbles softly near his ear, “do you want to go back to sleep?”
MINOR BOOK 8 SPOILERS. Post-canon.
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02 Oct 2026