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    Ilya Rozanov, the alpha heir to one of Russia's most ruthless syndicates is preparing to take his future place at the head of the Bratva. Despite tradition, and since the passing of his beloved mother, he has no intention in taking an omega mate. But when a chance encounter brings the captivating omega Shane Hollander into his life, Ilya finds himself questioning his long held beliefs. As duty clashes with desire, he'll have to decide if the future he had planned is worth sacrificing for the one fate has in mind.

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Jason is just your humble, neighborhood succubus trying to look for his next meal when he spots some skinny little twink practically radiating pent up sexual energy. When what was supposed to be a routine feed slowly spirals into a lot more, will Jason be able to make it through the night without his body giving in to the pleasure?

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    04 Jul 2026

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    The first time they hooked up, Rozanov had kissed him before Shane got on his knees. They kissed when Scott Hunter was in the room next-door. And they kissed slowly and sweetly, on his apartment stairway, after Rozanov had taken his world apart and put him back together again. Hell, even in that bathroom, where he felt as if the Russian was trampling on his bared soul, Rozanov had kissed him.

    So why was it different this time? What did he do wrong?

    Shane aches with how much he wants—needs the other man. There is a hollow numbness in his chest every time he thinks about those golden curls and ocean eyes, and he hates himself for wishing he could have more.

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    Wanting Hollander is dangerous, because Ilya is wanting more than he’s allowed to have. But Ilya keeps wanting more and more, because he is vain, selfish, undisciplined. He wants to have Hollander in his arms, sweet, warm, and gorgeous.

    And he will always regret it later, in the quiet moments that come in the aftermath, in the small and lingering ache that follows him once they are apart.

    Or: Shane spirals and avoids Ilya post-Vegas. Ilya chases after him, and they talk.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    mar·ces·cence /mɑːrˈsɛs.əns/ noun
    The phenomenon where a plant retains its dead, withered leaves through the winter instead of dropping them in autumn. The state of un-shed foliage losing its colour, drying out, and breaking apart under harsh elements while remaining rigidly attached to the branch.

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    No one can know Shane's an omega, and no one can know he's slowly falling apart. So Shane puts his gear on, locks his trembling knees, and steps back onto the ice.

    His mate doesn’t want him. His mate doesn’t want him. Ilya doesn’t want him.

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    04 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    After Shane reluctantly comes out to his team, it feels like everything is falling apart. He did what his boyfriend asked, and he doesn't understand why it wasn't enough. As a last-stitch effort to fix what is broken, he accompanies his boyfriend to a remote commune in Russia. Their host, Ilya Rozanov, seems eager to teach them everything about his home and their annual pre-summer festivities.

    Shane quickly realizes that this trip is not for him, but his boyfriend is set on staying-- for the research.

    Uncomfortable and determined to leave, Shane wants to convince Ilya that he needs to go home.

    Ilya wants him to recognize that perhaps he is home.

    AKA yes this is my shameless midsommar au

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    03 Jul 2026