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  1. Public Bookmark 1

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    When the world turns away, when he is tired of keeping up the mask, what kind of world does Dazai see?

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    24 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 13

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    Fyodor Dostoevsky was not always a cold man. He did not always hold disdain for the world. There was a time where he felt happiness. A time where he had reason to smile. A time where he actually loved.
    And then the world took it all away from him.
    As a result he spent lifetimes stewing in resent for it and everyone around him. Desperate for revenge against a world that betrayed him.
    He thought nothing could ever bring him true happiness again. Until circumstances bring to Yokohama and it appears something from his past is returned to him…And now he must ensure that it can never be taken from him again.
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    Atsushi finally feels he's settled into the ADA. The past months have been rocky but that aside all has been well. Until the nightmares…Strange dreams that plague him every night. However, there's something too intense…too real…too familiar about them and Atsushi eventually wonders if these are even dreams at all.
    Especially since these dreams all involve him sharing intimate moments with a man he calls his enemy.

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    20 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 53

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    Atsushi never thought he deserved much in life- but he had found the most unlikely family in the ADA. But his feelings towards his mentor were more than just friendly, and the fluttering of his heart was more than he had bargained for.

    He thought that he could ignore the beautiful man until the second of the duo rolled around.
    The whirlwind of Nakahara Chuuya and Osamu Dazai was something he was completely unprepared for.

    Could he allow himself to get swept up in the current, or would he be drowned in the raging abyss?

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dazai ended up at the orphanage where Atsushi grew up, after they run away they end up meeting Mori and both of them ended up in the Port Mafia

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    19 Jul 2026

  5. Rec 55

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    Takes place after the DOA arc.

    It is a regular day at the ADA office. Dazai is slacking off again. Kunikida is yelling at everyone to follow the schedule and finish the papers on time. Ranpo is snacking on his favourite candies and showing off to Kyouka. Atsushi is watching all of this happen from his desk. A nervous smile on his face, as Dazai begs him for help from Kunikidas voilent book attack.

    " Dazai-san, Kunikida-san, a visitor is here", announced Junichirou, throwing a worried glance toward Atsushi. Ranpo stopped eating his candy and opened his eyes. " Thank you for letting us know, who is it?" asked Kunikida fixing his glasses.

    " It is the new headmaster of Atsushi's orphanage"

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    19 Jul 2026