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    Eva feels like the breath is knocked out of her lungs when the man walks in.

    Dirty blond hair. Blue eyes. Sort of like… if Ryland Grace was hit by a car several times. It was undeniably him.

    “So you’re Eva Stratt,” The man says gruffly, slamming both hands on her desk. He looked exactly like Ryland, it was terrifying. It felt like watching a ghost haunt her in real life.

    “You’re the crazy woman that sent my baby brother up into space. Let’s talk, yeah?”

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    Colt Seavers finds out his twin brother was sent on a suicide mission. He does not take it well.

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    31 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 85

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    The new human that arrived on Erid seems to be a little out of sorts, mental-wise. He calls Grace an angel, his savior. At first, Grace tries to push past it, but after a while, he starts falling into it.

    A kinky, angsty, and slightly dubious BloodyMary series

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    22 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    "Sometimes they leave the light in the window because they want someone to come home."

    Seventeen years after the Hail Mary mission launched, Ryland Grace has finally built a home worth staying for.

    Fourteen years after being sent into the Blood Ocean, Simon has forgotten what home is.

    A machine keeps singing into the dark, and two broken men discover that being rescued is sometimes harder than surviving.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    It's their third trip out since they found the taumoeba.

    The Hail Mary has been upgraded, and now runs with a crew of nine Eridians. Plus the human mascot, Grace.

    It might be his last trip out, but Grace is making the best of it. He's just in the way at that point. His eyesight is no longer needed for the ship to run smoothly, and he could be teaching instead. He's enjoyed the trip. He really has.

    But the last of the new beetles are off, headed to distant star systems. Grace was settled in at the viewport when they found an anomaly.

    That's an odd astrophage signature.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    “I don’t一” Simon’s voice is soft and broken and he hates it, he hates the fear permeating his entire body. “I don’t want you to be a hallucination.”

    Grace’s faint mumbles and a strange whistling voice die down. Then Grace says, “This is real. It’s real, and we’re getting you out. I promise.”

    Simon closes his eyes. He breathes out.

    “My name,” he says. His voice is rough with unshed tears. “My name is Simon.”

    “Nice to meet you, Simon. Hang tight. We’ll be there soon.”
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    Simon is rescued from the blood ocean by a stranger who calls himself a scientist, who claims to be on his way to an alien planet called Erid. Aboard the Hail Mary, Simon has to contend with the fact that dimensional travel maybe exists, living on a space ship, and somehow surviving the struggles of deep space—all while maybe falling in love with the strange man with blue eyes.

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    07 Jul 2026