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1. To Be Remembered, Is To Be Loved by BrokenColors

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Ruby Pike
   • Amber Pike
   • Jade Pike
   • Arthur Pike
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Canon Compliant
   • Post-Canon
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Amnesia
   • Temporary Amnesia
   • Anxiety
   • Panic Attacks
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • References to Depression
   • Blow Jobs
   • Anal Sex
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • the cottage
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Hospitals
   • Canon - Game Changers Series & Heated Rivalry (TV) Combination
   • Episode: s01e01 Rookies (Heated Rivalry)
   • One Shot
   • Gay Longing and Yearning
   • Established Relationship
   • Marriage
   • Emotional Baggage
   • Mutual Pining
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Injury Recovery
   • Memory Loss

   Summary

   Shane Hollander forgets his marriage.

   Ilya Rozanov doesn’t forget how to love him.

   As Shane recovers from a concussion that fractures his memories, the life they built together resurfaces in quieter ways. Through routine, touch, shared space, and an intimacy that refuses to disappear.

   Love, it turns out, doesn’t always need memory.

   Sometimes, it just needs time.

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   tl;dr - Hollanov's Amnesia AU in which Shane's last memory is July 2010, a.k.a the first time they hooked up in Toronto after shooting the commercial. Problem is, it is 2022, and they have been married for almost a year, but Shane cannot remember the past 12 years of his life with Ilya.

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