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1. letters from my grave (i am already dead) by catiejellybear

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Character Death
   • Angst
   • Angst with No Happy Ending
   • Suicide
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Notes
   • Homophobia
   • Homophobic Language
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Deprecation
   • Self-Hatred
   • Afterlife
   • Hate Crimes
   • Homicide
   • Stabbing
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • i'm telling you the dove is dead

   Summary

   Shortly after being outed, Ilya Rozanov is stabbed to death in an alleyway.
   Shane got left behind, and he could only linger for so long.
   -
   Or: the literary-typical queer tragedy that no one asked for.

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