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He stares at the “Submit” button, and it stares back. His breathing is shallow, his eyes dry and scratchy. He licks his lips, closes his eyes, and clicks. The page refreshes, and with it comes a slosh of vertigo, like stepping off a ledge and waiting to hit ground.
There’s nothing to do now. Satoru closes the laptop and lets the darkness reclaim the room. He sits with his head in his hands until he can convince himself that he’s not going to throw up.
He drifts to bed, phone in hand, the muscle memory of checking notifications impossible to ignore even when there’s nothing to see. He sets the phone on his chest, thumb hovering over the screen as if Geto’s response might arrive instantaneously, as if he’s not just one more email in a sea of desperation.
///OR: Satoru starts therapy to untangle identity, performance, and desire. He finds a therapist who ticks all boxes, but at what cost?
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- Part 1 of I know you best
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22 Jul 2026
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Slow burn psychological style, love the ending esp the last several chapters
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“Don’t look at me like that,” Suguru said.
“Like what?”
“Like you forgot what this is.”
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To the rest of the world, Satoru Gojo is untouchable. To Suguru, he is just the high school ex-boyfriend who calls after midnight when he wants to escape the spotlight. Suguru tells himself he is in control of the situation. He tells himself he’s over it, that inventing fake boyfriends is enough to keep his distance, and that what happens every other month between them means nothing.
It’s just casual. It’s just sex. That’s what Suguru repeats to himself every single time he opens the door.
The problem with dealing with the biggest actor of their generation is that, sometimes, his acting is just too good for Suguru’s own good.
[Modern AU. Actor Satoru. Exes to Casual.]
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Bookmarked by Ariair
08 Jul 2026
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Hall of Fame great. Full circle. Great transformational character growth.
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blurring all the lines, you intoxicate me by flyingmonkiesattack
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
17 Jun 2025
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It’s strange, seeing Satoru this vulnerable, but he takes Satoru’s hand, squeezes it tight, and leads him down the hall. He makes sure not to let go even when they get to the exhibit. He squeezes Satoru’s hand again reassuringly. Satoru squeezes back.
What a coincidence, Suguru thinks as he watches the fish swim around, that he doesn’t have a soulmate, either. What a coincidence his soul mark was a betta fish, too.
Or: Geto Suguru is married man who doesn't believe in soulmates. Neither he nor his wife have one, after all.
And then he meets Gojo Satoru and everything changes.
JUNE 16 2025 UPDATE: I rewrote the fic lol. Chapters 1 & 2 are the rewrite and 3 is the original :)
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Falling in love is easy. Admitting it is not. by Waiting_for_a_sunny_day
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
06 Jan 2024
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Gojo had accepted what his relationship with Geto was. They were 'Satoru and Suguru, platonic life partners.'
Sure, sometimes he still wondered how all that thick black hair would feel slipping through his fingers. Sometimes he dreamt about what it would be like to press into the space between them and get a taste of what he really wanted.
But what they had was fine. Definitely, completely fine.
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Geto had to stop this ridiculous pining.Satoru was his best friend. His everything, really. They would die for each other, and Geto knew that.
But Satoru would never be his boyfriend. If Geto’s stupid heart hadn’t realized that by now, then he’d just have to take a more proactive approach to get over his crush.
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(At 20 years old - sharing an apartment and joint Jujutsu missions - Geto and Gojo are inseparable. But it takes Geto going on a first date for them to start to figure out their feelings.) -
guard down by illicitly
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
18 Nov 2023
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“I feel like I’ve told you this before,” Satoru sighs eventually, still refusing to meet Suguru’s eyes. “I don’t— trust other people to touch me.”
Suguru lifts an eyebrow. “You don’t trust me?”
(or: Suguru just wants to touch Satoru without the barrier. Despite not allowing himself to be touched in years, Satoru lets him.)
Series
- Part 1 of blue aurora