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  1. Public Bookmark 12

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    "I'm just useless. I'm not good at anything, so why bother anymore?"

    Or

    5 times Zanka nijiku gets in a bad mental state and 1 time the cleaners finally say something about it.

     

    Title from: High everyday - spm

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    09 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Zanka's starting year two of college and get's paired as roommates with his high school rival Jabber. But Jabber seems completely unphased by their past feuding.

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    09 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Zanka had always been weak. He’d always known it. But lately, it felt like the world was determined to make sure he never forgot.

     

    Or: Zanka's past, present and future as a member of the Cleaners.

    Read for extended Zanka angst, mind the tags for warnings. I’m a sucker for a happy ending but there will be suffering on the path that leads to it. It gets better before it gets worse before it gets better.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    09 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Why won’t you just leave me alone..” Zanka says before spitting up blood onto the hard rock floor.

    Jabber pauses and grins more manic than before..

    He takes slow steps as he gets closer walking unsteadily due to the intense injuries from the previous fight.

    “Oh Zanka..” He huffs out “Why won’t you run away?”

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    Zanka is an amazing talent, completely undefeated..
    or he would be if it weren’t for a certain masochistic manic who for some reason can’t and won’t leave his mind..

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    09 Oct 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Goka!” Zanka hisses, eyes wide as he tugs on his brother’s sleeve and subtly points at the group, “Goka, who are those people?” The awe in his voice is clear.
    They pass each other, Zanka leaning his head behind Goka to continue staring.  

    Quickly, Goka grabs Zanka’s arm that holds his sleeve and pulls him forward.  

    “Ouch!” He cries. The sudden movement had hurt his shoulder. “Goka-” 

    “Those people,” Goka interrupts, voice suddenly clipped, “are Cleaners. The Hell Guard works with them sometimes. But you should avoid ‘em as much as possible.”  

    “Okay.” Zanka accepts easily. If Goka says someone is no good, he’s usually right.

    “They’re sick in the head.” Goka grits out.  

    Or, Zanka grows up wondering.

    Or, or, my completely self indugent fic where I make Zanka into a trans girl because I think she has something going on. Something something, repression, something something, Givers as a metaphor for queer awakening. 

    Language:
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    Chapters:
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    09 Oct 2026