Certainly_Not



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  1. Public Bookmark 18

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    My life has been full of bad lucks and misfortune. People around me always get what they wanted, their selfish wishes were always fully granted. But they never pay any attention to a low-living person like me, a mercenary working under the control of those self-centered people, prepared to kill anyone who interferes their goals. It was like I was invisible to their eyes, never existed until needed, ready to throw me away like a toy. I am just a slave, doing their commands like a fully-trained dog just to fulfill their selfish desires. I am sick of that life. I am sick of living in this dull, egotistical world.

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    But why is he, a high-ranking scientist, show a lot of care towards a lowly peon? Was he just doing this for his selfish goals? Was he just looking a new person to toy with? I couldn't shake the feeling of doubt, but it was the first time that someone appreciated everything I did, everything that seemed invisible to others. It felt so genuine that I don't want this feeling to end.

    Do I deserve all the love and care? Do I deserve all these things?

    Do I really deserve to be happy?

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    03 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    You couldn't have spared him?

    Maybe it was a good thing, I don't think he'd want to stay alive after all you've done. And he'd never feel safe as long as you were around. But he was just a boy. A child. And what about her? Someone who did nothing to you. I hope you do not consider that a mercy kill. First the mother then the child. You are a monster.

     

    Made into it's own book

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    13 Jun 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    It's January 1979 and for the first time in over a year, Sirius' parents pay him a visit. They give him news beyond his worst nightmares: his little brother was a Death Eater and now he's dead.

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    Sirius searches for answers about his brother's disappearance and finds himself involved in a resistence movement in the process (and so do his friends)

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    18 Dec 2024

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    The marauders had completely illuminated all that was once black. So Sirius had forgotten how loneliness ached and tugged and left him so so hollow.

    He had forgotten how it completely overpowered everything. How it consumed everything in it's wake.

    He had forgotten just how bad it hurt.

    But fuck does he remember now.

    (Pretty much my version of the prank. I've had some angsty head canons for the prank for a while and I haven't found any fics that quite fit my hc's so I decided 'what the hell, let's just write my own.' Hope you enjoy lmao)

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    11 Sep 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 17

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    I hit 4K on tumblr!! I cross post my fics, so more tags and more chapters will be added to this. COD only, x reader only.

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    20 Mar 2024