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    He must have knocked. Some time after, the door hauls open.

    "That's just great," the short redhead in the doorway sighs with disgust, all silken lavender robes and flat eyes, "Just what I needed after a long flight back home. Shitty Dazai, the last thing I want right now is to see your ugly-ass face, so fuck off out of here."

    Dazai is staring at Chuuya blankly, and can't remember what made him think he could come here.

    "Right." His whisper is thin, raspy. Right. Of course.

    Like a ghost that doesn't know it's dead, he turns around, and he begins to leave just the way he came.

    "Dazai?"

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    After Odasaku's death, Dazai ends up at Chuuya's door, rain-soaked, dissociated and grieving.

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    18 Sep 2026

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    “What the fuck, Dazai?”

    “Chibi?” Dazai is barely able to lift his head as he seems to have finally realized Chuuya is there, which is worrying because usually nothing gets past him.

    Chuuya immediately puts his hand on Dazai’s forehead.

    “Fuck…” Chuuya grimaces, Mackerel’s absolutely burning up. The soft whimper that the younger lets out while leaning in to the touch is pitiful.
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    Super self indulgent Dazai sickfic. Updates slowly, You’ve been warned.

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    18 Aug 2026

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    Years after defecting from the Port Mafia, Dazai still finds himself haunted by Mori’s presence. Though he’s found a new home in the Armed Detective Agency, the shadow of his past looms large, especially when it comes to facing Mori once more. With a meeting scheduled between the ADA and the PM, Dazai is forced to confront the suffocating fear and anxiety that the mere mention of Mori stirs within him. As he struggles with the weight of his past, Chuuya is there to remind him that he doesn’t have to face it alone.

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    03 Aug 2026

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    After avoiding it for ages one night Atsushi can’t and is forced to sleep over at Akutagawa’s house, in the same bed. And It shouldn’t be a big deal but the fact that he frequently wet the bed made it one, if he could stay awake through the entire night surely it wouldn’t happen.

    He ends up falling asleep either way and Akutagawa is quick to comfort and ressure him when he finds out what happened, even if Atsushi doesn’t believe it at first.

    TL;DR : Atsushi wets the bed and Akutagawa comforts him

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    31 Jul 2026

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    “Breathe,” Chuuya says. “This is gonna hurt like a bitch.”

    Dazai’s lips twitch. “Doesn’t Chuuya have anything for me to bite on?”

    Chuuya pauses despite himself. “…I thought that,” he starts, then stops. He clears his throat, eyes flicking briefly to the floor before coming back to Dazai’s face. “Because of Dostoyevsky. I thought maybe—”

    Dazai waves one hand dismissively, the motion weak but sharp with irritation. “Yeah, yeah, yeah. Because that holier-than-thou demon’s been leaving me gagged for days, you think I wouldn’t want anything in my mouth.”

    He grins when he says it. It’s a perfect imitation—angle of the mouth, familiar lilt—but his eyes are flat, glassy in a way that has nothing to do with humor. “I don’t,” he adds. Then, after a beat: “I also don’t want Chuuya to hear me scream.”

    or: dazai gets kidnapped and tortured. chuuya gets him back, and realizes that care is just another kind of exposure. the kiss might be a mistake. or it might not. it’s also inevitable.

    Whumpuary 2026 - Day seven - Gagged (Alt)

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    30 Jul 2026