Jujusant



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  1. Rec 50

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    Dazai seems to be enjoying his time with Ango and Oda more than he enjoys any time with Chuuya at all. Chuuya takes matters into his own hands, but he's drunken and driven by anger and jealousy so he impulsively makes the wrong decision.

    Or; Chuuya bpd fic with lots of overthinking with some hurt/comfort in the end

    Day 26 - Abandoned

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    21 Jul 2026

  2. Rec 24

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    “Chuuya.”

    “Dazai.” He met the opposing boy’s challenging look with his own, willing his eyes to not look bloodshot for five seconds. He knew he was going to give in to Dazai, but he could hold out a fight for a bit longer.

    “You’re tired.”

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    12 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 42

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    "Okay, next question!" Dazai exclaimed, eyes lighting up. "Why do you want to visit the arctic circle?"

    Chuuya shrugged. He didn't really have a specific answer to that one, either. "I don't know. But I think I'd like to see the Aurora lights."

    Dazai raised his eyebrows. "Aurora? Aurora Borealis? As in, the lights that occur when electrons and protons that come from solar storms collide with the gasses in Earth's upper atmosphere—"

    "Yes, yes, fuck! Do you ever shut up?"

    He didn't know how to, or was too afraid of dreaming, maybe; so Dazai just had to make sure he saw there wasn't anything preventing him from imagining.

    or; chuuya is too afraid to dream and dazai, quite literally, shows him dreams can come true.

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    Chuuya was tired.

    It wasn't the total collapse that came after using Corruption. This was different. This was a dull, aching fatigue that settled into his shoulders and refused to leave.

    Or: After escaping from Poe's book, Chuuya questions his humanity not for the first time. He gives in and calls Dazai.

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    23 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 65

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    He opts to kneel halfway- take in the sight quickly but thoroughly. Why’s Chuuya still on the ground? What happened-? Did he pass out-?

    No, Chuuya is wide awake.

    Through the moon’s light, overpowering in blue, Dazai registers the trembles coursing through Chuuya’s body in waves- tsunamis. The heaving of his chest that is too quick and shallow. And the natural follow-up of that should be a deep grimace etched on his face, a wince pulling his always emotive, human expressions-

    A gasp escapes Dazai’s lips before he can help it.

    No-

    Chuuya’s face. Chuuya’s eyes. They’re entirely blank. Dull. Dead.

    Or: In one of the rare moments where Chuuya can't get himself back up, Dazai is unfortunately there to help...


    For BSD Disability Week Day 6: PTSD (+Dissociation)

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