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    “Hyung. I like someone. And I thought I could just not think about it during Boys Planet but that’s not happening and it’s just constantly on my mind because,” Gyuvin heaves in a breath. “I’m gay. I’m gay and the person I like is here on Boys Planet but they’ll never like me back and no one knows I’m queer, they can’t know, so there isn’t anyone I can talk to and I’m just so tired and scared.”

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    Gyuvin, barely able to accept himself as Queer, grapples with feelings he doesn't think are safe to have while Jiwoong pulls him into his orbit and gives Gyuvin a big brother and a home.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Read it à total of three times!! You guys will never know how much this story helped me. I read this while I was homeless right up until I got our apartment so it gives me kind of a nostalgic and homey vibe to it. I remember reading it late at night at the motel as it was coming out and finish it in my new room that I stop to this day share with my two older brothers. I keep coming back when I want to remember my start in the fandom.

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jiseok's relationship with his boyfriend is perfect until Jooyeon wants to take it further.

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    21 May 2025

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    The comfort I find in pain

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    “Have you ever heard about the origami hearts tradition in the hospital?”

    Taking the heart, the child excitedly inspected it, nodding in glee. “Yes! My mama told me that when someone leaves the hospital to go to heaven, we all fold a paper heart for them! Like this, like this!”

    “That’s right,” chuckled Soobin. “But do you know how it started? It started here, in this room. From a boy who used to fold a paper heart every day for his lost love, hoping each one he makes will take him closer to the day those eyes would open again.”

    "Unfortunately for him, the day never came."

    In other words, a hopeless love story of two childhood best friends who didn't realise what it meant to have each other until it was too late; compiled of yearning, loss, forlorn hope, unrequited love, and every tragedy in between.

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    20 May 2024

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    This shit never fails to make me cry, sometimes i come back when i feel emotionally numb js so i can feel again.

  4. Public Bookmark 37

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    Gunwook's crying. Matthew's a pervert.

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    13 May 2024

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    Cutie crying geon

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    Their hands on the gun were a tangled mess, and the chilled fingers sitting in the crook of his own felt more intimate than any sex he'd ever had. Hanbin’s heart was pounding, pulsing against the cold metal of the gun, and even with the icy skin melting into his own, Hanbin had never burned brighter.

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    “They’re fucking hot, bro.”

    “They’re murderers, Gyuvin.”

    tldr: hao and ricky are assassins, baker hanbin gets pulled back into the detective life against his will after his life was sexily threatened, and gyuvin gets obsessed with someone that wants to cut him open

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    11 May 2024

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    Best story ever, I'm recommending this to my bsf cuz she loves killing eve