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    11 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    somewhere in the imperfect idyll of their shared healing process, another petal slowly unfurls.

    or: scar and grian pick up new hobbies.

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    10 May 2026

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    Fluffy as hell <3

  3. Rec *

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    The day after Scar breaks up with Grian, the dead come back to life. Knowing that venturing out alone is a death sentence, the sudden onset of the apocalypse forces them to stick together despite the tensions between them. In the wreckage of the world, they're forced to survive side-by-side, coming to terms with the fact that—try as they might—there's no one they trust more than each other.

    Go!” Grian shouts as the monster charges, putting his whole force into the blow.

    Scar watches, frozen stiff as Grian fights until blood and gore and viscera mark the creature up like a Pollock painting.

    “What are you waiting for?!” Grian snaps when he finally notices that Scar is still standing there. He grips his weapon tight and attacks a final time, slamming the zombie down—good and dead—and standing panting over top of it, strained but victorious. He starts rushing from the scene, calling back for Scar over his shoulder. “Run!”

    And in a way that’s as familiar to him as breathing, Scar chases after him.

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    25 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I’m sorry but I’m not even finished fic but i just wanna say that chapter 21??? Genuinely devastating but if i could go back and read that for the first time again? I would. The description of their love and the confession feels so heart breakingly real (?) I’m halfway but I just wanna give a special shoutout to that chapter in particular, kudos to the authors <33

    Edit: WE GOT JELLIE IN THE END YIPPEE WE LOVE JELLIE <33

  4. Rec 20

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    The voices are a pain in the neck. Or should Joel say head instead, considering their nature being, well, voices?

    It’s been a few days since they’ve been trying to taunt him, but he’s already used to their antics, so it’s getting more of a minor convenience in the background than anything. He hates to admit it, but there are times that it’s working. Whenever he looks at someone, his hand can’t help but grip on the sword on his waist. There was even a time when he woke up in the middle of town, barefoot and holding his soaked blade, subconsciously attempting to offer blood for the blood god.

    However, he wills himself not to give in as much as it pains him. It’d be so easy to let go, but he can’t afford to trouble his friends. If it means risking his well-being, he’ll do anything to keep everyone safe. Even from himself.

    OR a 3+1 fic where three times Joel's friends try but failed to get him to take care of himself, and the one time it's successful.

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    05 May 2026

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    oh this was a ROLLERCOASTER of a ride wow

  5. Rec 26

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    It was a joke the first time he said it. At least, that was what it was played off as.
    The exact context is lost to him now, but Bdubs made some dumb joke, and Etho must have told him it was dumb, and he replied something about knowing he was hiding a smile under his mask. Which, to be fair, he was. He always was when Bdubs made a dumb joke, or a good joke, or did anything really. It was something unbearably fond that he was glad the other couldn’t see. Otherwise, he would know how Etho felt, and how he still feels all these years later.
    “You can’t prove I’m smiling with my mask on,” he’s sure he said, with that very smile evident in his voice. “I could take it off. To show you that I’m totally stonefaced.”

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    3 times Bdubs misinterpreted Etho's invitation to see him without his mask and 1 time Etho offered outright.

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    04 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    OH MY GOD ETHO WDYM U’VE BEEN IN LOVE W BDUBS FOR *TWELVE. YEARS* AND NEVER BROUGHT IT UP 😭😭😭😭😭really good fic tho!!!!!