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    Dani stared at the woman beside her, baring her soul. It was here that she realized that her feelings were more than just a lustful romp spurred on by cultural comforts and an easy rapport. For Gigi being so astute with her, she kept things close to the vest for the most part, and now Dani was getting a front-row seat to how she was feeling. Here, Dani realized she was falling for this woman, her brain so numb that the thought did little to stir her. Her heart so ravaged by today that the impact didn’t hit yet. She leaned in to kiss Gigi’s forehead, letting her lips linger for a few extra seconds. “I’m sorry I scared you.” She mumbled against her forehead.

     

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    Follows Gigi and Dani through 2x10 and after...

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    12 Jun 2026

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    It’s January, a few months into her intern year, and Trinity Santos is surviving the Pitt, her shared apartment with Dennis Whitaker, and whatever she refuses to call her situation with Yolanda Garcia.

    The heater is set to sixty-eight. The apartment is too warm. Trinity is exhausted enough to send a text she would normally delete.

    Or: the one where Trinity almost dies, Dennis saves her life, and Garcia realizes she was never as detached as she thought.

    [This is a re-uploaded re-write]

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    04 Jun 2026

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    She looks at Baran’s mouth. She could kiss her, she thinks.

    ‘Trinity,’ Baran says, voice low and edged with warning.

    ‘What?’ She looks straight at Baran, smirks a little.

    ‘What are you doing?’ She tilts her head, bores straight into Trinity’s eyes.

    Trinity’s heart drops deliciously. Baran’s eyes glint and her voice is so honeyed and she’s looking at her like fucking that and of course Trinity is gonna fucking say something. Trinity isn’t even really flirting with her, not yet.

    ‘’M not doing anything,’ she mumbles. She leans a little closer.

    Baran smirks. ‘Trinity.’

    ‘What?’ she repeats. She’s smiling. She could kiss her.

    or

    Baran starts fucking the nanny, and things get complicated.

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    30 May 2026

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    Three years after losing her wife, Baran starts over:
    New city, new job, and even a few new friends.

    There's also... somone else new. If she can let her in.

    or: Widow Baran falls head over heels for her son's kindergarten teacher. If only they both didn't have baggage.

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    23 May 2026

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    Trinity Santos wasn’t going to kill herself.
    Did she think about it? Yes. Did she joke about it? Yes. Did she actually want to throw herself off the roof and become sidewalk jelly? No.
    She just wouldn’t mind if something else did it for her; A car that didn’t slow down in time. An angry patient with a gun. Some bad oysters.

    If she stays busy enough, useful enough, needed enough, she can keep going for another day. Until one day, the levee breaks and sucks Trinity into a hole she’s not sure she wants to get out of.

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    07 May 2026

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    When Trinity gets the opportunity to toss her drink on an entitled man badgering a woman who clearly isn’t interested, she takes it. She doesn't think it'll be anything more than stress relief—an opportunity to let out the aggression she feels at getting stood up in a bar she can’t afford. 

    Trinity doesn’t think anything of it. Until she meets the woman he was bothering. Baran Al-Hashimi, beautiful, intelligent, and—inexplicably—interested. The only stipulation to their friendship is this: they can't talk about work. They agree, not knowing that they're both doctors, unaware that Baran will be Trinity's boss in just a few short months.

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    What if Trinity meets Baran before she starts working at PTMC?

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    28 Apr 2026

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    Trinity doesn’t think the permanent addition of Dr. Al-Hashimi will change much about the ED. That changes after an impromptu offer to watch her kid for the evening. One night leads to another, which bleeds into a familiarity Trinity hadn’t known she was missing.

    Or,

    Trinity falls hard. She doesn’t know how to navigate it.

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    17 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 61

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    Baran gives her girl exactly what she needs.

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    14 Apr 2026

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Trinity was supposed to be off the clock in an hour when she got dragged into an incoming trauma. She never expected to end up holding a live rocket lodged in the patient’s chest.

    With every second that passes, Trinity realizes that if the bomb goes off, the one thing she’ll regret most is leaving behind the woman she loves without ever telling her.

    Inspired by @lilpaigeyyy on twitter and Grey's Anatomy season 2 episodes 16 & 17.

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    09 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 97

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    “Are you decent?”
    This is where the misunderstanding happens.
    Trinity, in all of her panic and anguish, took the question to mean ‘are you okay’, so she very quickly blurted out “yeah.”
    Al-Hashimi had not meant to ask if she was fine.

    ; Trinity Santos has had an utterly exhausting, grueling day. Langdon's return, combined with all other factors, is just entirely overwhelming for a woman who feels very miserably and viscerally unseen and unwanted. She now sits in the bathroom with her pants around her ankles and her underwear still on, a sharp thing in her hand, and once she's done the woman who finds her is her worst-case scenario. Baran is not as horrible as she thinks she might be.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    Trinity Santos is three hours into a double shift, alone in the break room, when her phone buzzes with an unknown number. A stranger has sent a photo by accident, a red dress, an ornate mirror, a bare back, and is immediately, catastrophically mortified about it.
    Trinity is polite. She says she deleted it. She saves the contact as 'very hot stranger 🔥'.
    That's where it starts.

    Wrong number. Slow burn. Enemies to lovers. SMAU-adjacent.

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    01 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 45

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    “Victoria,” Cassie interrupted. “You were scared you’d bite his dick off?”

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    01 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 68

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    Trinity is given an ultimatium by Garcia and picks Baran to be used as revenge. Baran doesn't seem to mind all that much.

    Or, Trinity decides to cuck Garcia on the phone with her sworn enemy and it goes better? worse? than expected!

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    26 Mar 2026

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    My VERY emotional reaction to ep 10.

    After being increasingly disregarded throughout the shift that was the anniversary of her best friends suicide, Trinity feels the last straw snap inside of her attempts suicide after arriving to an empty home with an empty heart: Her last coherent thought, before the dark became total, was something that felt like relief—a forbidden pleasure she found in following Helen's footsteps into darkness.

    Garcia is the one to find her.

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    this is my attempt to reconcile the hurt/comfort Garcia–has–a–heart–of–gold–but–is–really–reactionary dynamic I've been envisioning with what we saw tonight. with a bunch of angst bc im really pissed off at garcia lol

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    17 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 99

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    “I also found out about what happened between you and Dr. Langdon,”

    Trinity freezes and suddenly she has no air in her lungs. Her hands leave her backpack to dig her nails in the flesh of her palms, and the pain seems to ground her, just like it used to.

    “I didn't want anyone to get into trouble,” It comes bubbling out, far more meekly than she would've guessed it would.

    Or,

    Baran, Trinity and the gist of it all.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    "That's a very pretty speech," Garcia says, and then she goes quiet, and Victoria watches her face do something she has seen before. The face of someone who has just decided they have a card and is deciding whether to play it. "Is that what this is about? Teaching?"

    "What else would—"

    "Or is it something else." Garcia's eyes move, briefly, to Victoria—just a flick of attention, barely two seconds yet entirely intentional—and back to McKay.

    Victoria's stomach drops.

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    or: mckay finds out about what garcia said to javadi

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    15 Mar 2026

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    07 Mar 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 41

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    “Look, kid-”

    “Cassie calls me that,” Victoria blurts out.

    Yolanda reels back. She looks almost…sympathetic, pitying. Victoria hates it. “What else does she call you? Sweetheart? Honey? Doll?”

    Victoria squeezes her thighs together, tugs at the lapels of her jacket. Her throat is dry as she nods.

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    26 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 25

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    McKay and Javadi hook up for the first time. What follows is their half-assed attempt at acting like it didn't happen.

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    25 Feb 2026

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