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I was dead when I woke up this morning by SaxyFangurl for SadbutRadWriter
Fandoms: Six of Crows Series - Leigh Bardugo, Shadow and Bone (TV)
23 Aug 2025
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Matthias Helvar had never been anything more than one of his chess pieces to move whenever it suited his schemes. He was a cog in the machinery, a means to an end, a tool to wield and discard once his purpose had been fulfilled.
Kaz Brekker was not accustomed to needing anyone, so why did he feel so empty? Why did it matter to him, apart from the obvious lost investment, that the Fjerdan was dead?
Matthias had become more than just a pawn; he had belonged to them, to him. And someone had stolen him from right under his nose.
Did they not understand the consequences of crossing Dirtyhands? Did they not understand the lengths he would go?
Matthias Helvar would be brought back, no matter the cost.
(Being rewritten! Chapters 2/6 complete, rest are still available)
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- Part 1 of And we will find new saints
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01 Feb 2026
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from the day you were born until the day I kill you by Haerang (Tatrin), Tatrin
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
04 Jan 2026
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On screen, Kim Dokja looks at the floating countdown. I didn't get to die today and suddenly I'm in TWSA. In a cabin which story was never told in the novel. The novel that ended today, but never truly reached the end. I want to read, Kim Dokja thinks feverishly. I want to read the end. And to do that, I'm going to have to survive.
In the present, Kim Dokja was yanked up by the collar and faced the Protagonist. It didn't even occur to Kim Dokja to get away himself, resigned to his fate. His head feels like it was stuffed with cotton, as if he breathed some sort of thought-annihilating mental miasma. The incoming violence was bound to happen.
"Tell me the truth."
Kim Dokja's eyes flew open. He had closed them with the expectation of getting his face caved in, not a question.
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An ORV reaction fic where Dokja's suicidal ideation is a bit more obvious from Day 0. Kim Dokja's Company, who had been whisked away into an open space under the starry night after the destruction of the Absolute Throne, watches Kim Dokja's memories and realizes that he had intended to die during that fateful subway ride. Not knowing yet that the truth is even more devastating.
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- Part 1 of Saying I love you as I die
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- English
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- 70,967
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01 Feb 2026
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The Line Is Still On by Iyearnorthephone (Samiam16)
Fandoms: The Black Phone (Movies - Derrickson), Stranger Things (TV 2016)
02 Feb 2026
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Steve Harrington learned how to survive long before Hawkins ever needed him to.
When Will Byers disappears, the town treats it like a misunderstanding. Kids run away. Parents panic. Everything will sort itself out.
Steve tells himself the same thing. He is good at pretending things are normal. He learned that skill the hard way.
But Will’s disappearance brings something with it, static where there should be silence, a pressure that does not fade, the sense that Steve is not as alone as he should be. And it is only the beginning.
Hawkins is full of ghosts.
Some of them have been with Steve for years.
A Stranger Things rewrite where Steve Harrington has a past, the dead do not stay quiet, and survival leaves marks long after you escape.Aka
Steve Harrington is Finney Blake and the ghosts did not get the memo to stay in the past.
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29 Jan 2026
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Stiles & The BAU by Kiba (Yumeori)
Fandom Criminal Minds (US TV), Supernatural (TV 2005), Teen Wolf (TV)
08 Nov 2025
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Unrelated stories in which Stiles interacts with the BAU for the first time.
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- 86,590
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- 4
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- 37
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29 Jan 2026
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“Stiles?”
It was that word again. That name. It had constantly echoed in the back of his mind, a resounding dissonance of a forgotten dream. It was so familiar to Thomas, yet so distant he couldn’t hope to hold what it meant.
“What’s a Stiles?”
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In which Thomas finds himself a new name and a new life that apparently isn't supposed to be new at all.
After escaping the Maze, Thomas doesn't think anything could surprise him anymore. But navigating the woes of teenage angst and preparing for senior year, whilst also uncovering what happened to him and who is W.C.K.D, Thomas might as well strap in for another fight of his life.
And of course, he has Newt with him along the way.
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- Part 1 of Into the Void
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28 Jan 2026