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Rumi breaks a vase when she is five years old.
(She is taught about the things she should be and isn't.)
She never makes it in time to save it from shattering.
(There is a short little story inside a well worn book by her bedside. She knows it by heart.)
It wouldn't have mattered anyway.
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used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that by alkaloidog
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025), Spider-Man - All Media Types
30 Sep 2025
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Rumi sits on one of the higher buildings of the city, overlooking the shimmering webs carefully laid out across it, only visible to her. She comes here often, when everything else is too loud and she thinks she's drowning. Not that she actually was drowning. That happened two weeks ago, and had been entirely her fault for missing her shot mid-swing.
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Spider!Rumi AU
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Rumi is a creature made to love. This is a fact she knows. She knows it in the way her hands reach out to touch guided by instinct. She knows it in the way her mind clears when she thinks about her girls. She knows it.
And therein comes her fear. Who was to say her love wasn't poison? Was there such a thing as loving too much? (Yes.) Something wretched in her wanting? (A wolf in sheep's clothing. She would be their undoing.)
God, she worries she might drown them in it.
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Die Your Daughter by alkaloidog for a_bird_who_is_like_no_other, ILovedHerAndSometimesSheLovedMeToo
Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)
01 Jul 2025
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She is reminded of a kennel. Of dogs making themselves impossibly small in dimly lit corners. The way a scared mutt was no better than a violent one, because once their back hit the wall, both would snarl and bite.
Rumi made sure she never misunderstood her place. Made sure that it was ingrained into her being, that her violence was not loyalty. That she couldn’t be kind, she wasn’t.
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brief little character study in which i project all my crashouts into rumi's and celine's relationship huzzahhhh
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star tripping by alkaloidog for Kinokkun
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
09 Apr 2025
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Vila was about to respond with another witty remark when she noticed the inky black lines and splotches under Windsong’s nearly translucent shirt now.
“Comrade! Are those tattoos?” The artist asked with what could almost be called childlike wonder.
“Uhhhh… no?” Yeah, those were most definitely tattoos.or
I'm nonbinary and pushing my agenda on every single kinnie I can (Marcus, you're next on my hitlist)
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On Monsters and Lesbians and the Inevitable Overlap Between the Two: by mor (mornin) for iceandfire13
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
01 Apr 2024
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Ochako's dedicated her life to researching ancient Greece and it's creatures, but she didn't expect to have a case study living in her home!
“I didn’t want to lie to you,” she said softly, coming closer. She either ignored or didn’t notice the way Ochako tensed on instinct. “I didn’t think you’d believe me, and I knew it’d probably be… a bit of a shock if your girlfriend suddenly-” she gestured loosely at herself with a hand that—were those claws?—but Ochako was suddenly not that focused on the fact that Himiko was in fact an ancient Greek monster/deity/death spirit. She was more caught up on the Himiko was her girlfriend?
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03 May 2026
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If I Were the One to Stake You Through by youcanrotbutyoucantrust
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
22 Apr 2026
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Night terrors were not uncommon. The war, the field hospitals, and the lives taken and lost were all burdens Marsha could never imagine her life without. However, a new one had taken root—one that made her hate herself for even considering.
Sentinel would hurt her, in these dreams.
This fear and power—take it back, Sentinel requests. Use me like a weapon, so that you know this nightmare is yours.
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23 Apr 2026
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Take This Cup From Me by youcanrotbutyoucantrust
Fandoms: 重返未来：1999 | Reverse: 1999 (Video Game)
04 Mar 2026
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Sentinel has carved out every cavern of herself in becoming the perfect weapon. A rifle grown legs. A cracked lightning of smite. A force left with only enough sense to pull the trigger on the wicked. Because if she had anymore, her heart would bleed her dry.
To chase the sight of your own blood means digging deeper into your old wounds. It means deliberately prying open all the nicks that are meant to wash over her like fallen sand.
It doesn’t matter if it’s right. Or even, if it’s kind.
Sentinel needs a doctor.
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25 Mar 2026
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Secrets mean that she's still safe. That she hasn't ruined her only chance at fixing herself yet.
So when Rumi begins having less-than-appropriate thoughts about her bandmates, it's just another thing she adds to the shelf.
They were nothing more than intrusive thoughts at first.
Everyone gets those. Who hasn't accidentally imagined their friends in a sexual context at least once? It happens, and she knows it doesn't mean anything. Mira and Zoey are objectively incredibly attractive, it can easily be explained as a completely normal compulsion.
So life goes on. Things are normal, and every now and again Rumi thinks about fucking her friends.
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09 Mar 2026
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It's just social media numbers, Bobby. Not the end of the world.
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29 Jan 2026