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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    13 May 2026

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    "Oh, it looks like you’re doing better! With those scores, I guess we won’t have to meet as often anymore." Shane was beaming, proudly looking down at the transcript. Ilya’s smile immediately dropped.

    Needless to say, he scored 20 points lower on the next midterm.

    In which popular hockey fuckboy Ilya Rozanov falls madly in love with the university's golden boy Shane Hollander. Somehow, they go from being the talk on campus to becoming that couple.

    Alternatively, my take on the Jock!Ilya x Nerd!Shane trope bc it is desperately underrepresented.

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    03 May 2026

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    This has an MCD—but I promise I would never let them die in vain. I believe that beauty can be born from tragedy, and this story comes with the promise of a happy ending.

    If you can’t put your faith in me, please put your faith in them:

    “This was, hands down, the most heartbreaking, soul destroying, gut wrenching piece of writing, that is also simultaneously breathtakingly beautiful, to possibly ever exist.”

    “Your views on life that you able to impart on your world is also incredible, with some of them making me stop and genuinely consider.”

    “The way I look at life and love and endings...you changed that for me.”

    “This story is so steady and comforting, even through the pain because you face it head-on, without flinching, with love and care and a gentle hand.”

    “It is a beautiful and honest portrayal of how they cherish every moment, and make the most of every day.”

    “I feel this story, with all its iterations, is inherently human. And that touches people who yearn for this kind of connection and family.”

    “So many words in this story have comforted me, and honestly I don't think there are any words that could describe how much this story has helped me.”

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    03 May 2026

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    “That’s how you and Mizi are,” he tacked on because, well, Mizi and Sua were perhaps his prime example of a happy, healthy couple.

    “Thank you,” Sua said gratefully, momentarily distracted by the mention of her relationship.

    Till smiled. “You’re welcome,”

    “It’s also how you and Ivan are,” Till’s smile dropped, immediately.

    A few seconds pass in silence. Sua, blankly staring at Till, and Till, blankly staring at Sua.

    There is a ringing in Till’s ears as, in the next second, his brain cycles through memories of the past year and all the years before that, and affirms Sua’s words.

    “Fuck,” Till said eloquently.

    There’s only so many times Till can be asked if he’s dating Ivan before he—well, asks himself if he’s dating Ivan.

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    03 May 2026

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    Reki is insecure about his lack of kissing experience. Langa just wants to help him feel like he's good enough, even if teaching Reki to kiss means breaking his own heart.

    (yet another practice kissing au)

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    03 May 2026