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    And it’s just. It’s too much. Weeks of pain and months of missing Steve and his mouth and the stupid shit that comes out of it; years of molding himself to his back at night and pretending there’s nothing else to it apart from sharing warmth; a decade of his stomach twisting with the foolish desire to make Steve laugh.
     
    It's August and sweltering when Steve asks, out of nowhere, if Bucky wants to try kissing. Just to see what it's like. Bucky then spends far, far too many years pretending it didn't mean anything at all.

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    08 Jul 2023

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    Steve had always attributed it to jealousy. He walked around jealous of Bucky, of his body and his charm and his way with women. His tendency to zone out while watching Bucky’s lips was because envied the allure of Bucky’s words, and the way he got to kiss any dame he wanted and who wanted him with those lips, those fucking perfect lips. Steve burned with something, with resentment, of course, when Bucky stood too close and towered over Steve, just proving that he was more attractive, more beautiful than Steve would ever be.

    Or that’s what he had thought.

    But now, in the dark corners of his mind, Steve has to face the truth. The tug on his sternum is not out of bitterness but desire. Why else would he pretend it’s Bucky’s hand on him when he touches himself? Why else can’t he get Bucky out of his mind?

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    27 May 2023

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    Steve and Bucky are together before the war. Kind of. Bucky sure wants to be—he knows how he feels about Steve. Steve, however, hates that Bucky has to take care of him, so he can’t give himself over to the relationship. Steve desperately wants to enlist, but when he finally gets that 1A stamp, it isn’t the validation he thought it would be. When Bucky sees Steve transformed, he thinks he’s lost him for good, but Steve needs Bucky to look after him more than ever. He drives himself hard to feel worthy of being Captain America and keeps just enough distance between them to drive Bucky crazy. In other words, Steve still has something to prove, and Bucky has the patience of a saint.

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    16 May 2023

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    Merlin cannot lose Arthur. And he won’t. What if he had called Kilgharrah a little sooner? What if he had been able to save Arthur’s life?

    Would we finally get the Albion we dreamed about? An Albion where Merlin is the court sorcerer, sitting proudly at Arthur’s right on the round table? Where Merlin is respected, where magic is finally free? After all, we were promised this from the very start.

    Arthur has begun to see his manservant in a new light. Will their relationship change when Arthur finally notices the depths of Merlin’s devotion?

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    The story that will attempt to fix everything we did not get in canon. Featuring Merthur being gayer than canon, and an absence of Guinevere.

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    17 Apr 2023

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    There is a way these things are done; this is not it.

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    Or the one where Steve belongs to the Winter Soldier.

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    27 Feb 2023