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Kiyoomi had slowly become used to two things over the past five years. The first was the occasional, dull pain that would rise in his chest, prompted by small things like someone passing him a folded napkin or someone's hair glinting golden in the sun. The second was how hazy his memory had become around certain parts of his past.
Five years later, Kiyoomi stared at the small white pill in his hand, head and chest aching, before tipping his head back and swallowing it down.
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(don't know what i'm crying for) don't think i could love you more by binghepilled for halfasbeautiful
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
09 Feb 2025
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“I can’t. I’m going to my boyfriend’s.” Megumi says, unthinkingly before both he and his best friend freeze.
Fuck.
Nobara slowly lifts her chin to stare directly at Megumi, who bites the inside of his cheek, willing the heat to disappear from his cheeks before Nobara suddenly starts giggling, which grows louder and somewhat hysterical. Megumi stiffened his seat as the rest of the people gathered in the cafe turned to stare at the two of them, their attention making him even more on edge. He glares at Nobara as she finally quietens, who waves her hand in Megumi’s face to stop him speaking as she takes a deep breath, still grinning.
“That,” she says, dabbing at the corner of her eye with her sleeve, “Was the funniest thing you’ve ever said to me.”________________________________________________
aka keeping your super hot sports scholarship boyfriend a secret ends up being harder than megumi planned, mostly because he's a super hot sports scholarship kid that becomes the heart throb on campus, and also megumi isn't so good at dealing with things like feelings.
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why don't you come over? (red wine supernova) by binghepilled for VivaLaBratLife
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
25 Jul 2024
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What can I get you to start?" Atsumu finishes, letting his gaze flicker between the two guests. Kiyoomi looks faintly amused, the corner of his mouth curled up, but Wakatoshi is the one who speaks.
"Your name?" Wakatoshi is looking at him, expression indecipherable. It takes Atsumu a second to process the question and another to reply.
“Ah, Atsumu. Miya, I mean. Ya should call me Miya.”
waiter! atsumu accidentally ruins ushisaku's fancy dinner (they are endeared)
or, alternatively, atsumu boyfailure aura +100000000
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(crying at the gym) everything comes out teenage petulance by binghepilled for akitasan (sparkleseungs)
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
30 May 2024
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“You’re incredibly transparent, Miya.” Kiyoomi’s voice was low and flat. His face was illuminated by the fluorescent streetlights, casting long shadows over his face, still hidden under his mask. His eyes met Atsumu’s, before flickering down to Atsumu’s hands almost imperceptibly.
Something clawed in the depths of Atsumu’s chest at that, and his hands seemed to burn. He curled them into fists and resisted the urge to shove them in his pocket out of sight.
“I’m not sure I’m catchin’ ya drift Omi-Omi. Y’know, it’s unbearable when ya act like ya know better than everyone else.” Atsumu’s words are clipped, edged with a kind of cruelty that feels oddly familiar on his tongue.
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or: atsumu’s old feelings of inferiority lead to him overworking himself and then, later, sitting in sakusa kiyoomi’s apartment
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avatar: the meeting of earth and fire by binghepilled for ratmom819
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
04 Aug 2023
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remus, as this cycle's avatar, has been on the run since the fire nation attacked ba sing se and war began. fate brings remus face-to-face face with the black siblings, who are on a secret mission from the fire nation. while is seems they are on opposite sides of the war, remus finds himself drawn to sirius.
aka a mini atla au with wolfstar, an earth kingdom avatar remus and a fire bender sirius just trying to figure things out while a war rages on (with moments of jegulus & hints of marylilylene)
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the heartlines on our hands by occultings (microcomets)
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
10 Oct 2020
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Among the cultivation sects and beyond, the soulmate threads are a shared and common knowledge: blue for a familial soulmate. Silver for a friend. Red for a lover.
Lan Zhan is eight years old when the red thread first appears on his wrist.
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06 Aug 2026
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the best of you by sysrae
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
17 May 2020
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When Jin Zixuan calls in a favour, Lan Wangji ends up renting his spare room to Wei Wuxian.
It doesn't go how any of them expected.
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05 Aug 2026
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in wild plums and river willows by SnowshadowAO3
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
29 Nov 2021
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“I should have gone to you,” he sobs to Wei Ying’s ghost, finally speaking the words that have haunted him for half a decade. “I should have been there.”
The words ring in the emptiness of the Demon Subdue Palace. Any possessions once held here have long since been looted or defaced, leaving only black stone covered with smears of red.
Wei Ying’s ghost flickers. He is nothing more than a pale shadow, a human shape that is so incorporeal simply looking from the wrong angle will dissipate him like early morning fog.
You couldn’t. You had your rules. If you had come, they would have killed all of us, he says, and Lan Wangji shakes his head.
“No,” he manages, broken. “No. It does not matter. Wei Ying. I miss you.”
He has never, in any moment, missed anything more.
(Or: a look at thirteen years of love, grief, and hope. And also the ghosts that haunt you.)
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28 Jul 2026
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paint smears on sunny days by SnowshadowAO3
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
10 Oct 2020
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To say that he runs to his car would be incorrect, as he is a Lan, and running is both undignified and unnecessary unless in immediate danger. Nor does he slam his key into the ignition, or aggressively swerve around the cars on the freeway, or have a mild panic attack at the fact he is picking A-Yuan up late from school for the first time ever.
He comes close, though.
By the time he arrives, it’s 4:35PM, and he has imagined about fifty different worse-case scenarios. The door is partly open when he gets to it, a messy label of 104B—Art Room scrawled with chalk on a placard next to the faded wood. As he opens it fully, he expects to see a wailing, terrified child, or perhaps a scene of utter misery and betrayal.
What he finds is his son, hands covered in paint, being sung to by a beautiful, dark-haired stranger.
“Ducks live in the pond, yellow ducks, happy ducks!”
Lan Wangji stops in his tracks.
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27 Jul 2026
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when you're doing all the leaving (then it's never your love lost) by tardigradeschool
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
27 Aug 2020
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Wei Wuxian barely makes a sound when Jin Zixun’s sword goes through his chest. A tiny noise is punched out of him — half gasp, half sigh. Jin Zixun, wearing that smirk that Lan Wangji has always hated, moves to pull the sword out.
This won’t do; Lan Wangji knows enough about battlefield medicine to understand the principle of keeping the weapon in the wound until a medic arrives. So he does the only thing that occurs to him in the moment, letting the momentum of flight be the force behind the swing; he cuts off Jin Zixun’s hand.
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Lan Wangji goes with Wei Wuxian to his nephew's one-month celebration instead of Wen Ning. They still don't make it to the party.
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