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Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see was those damn freckles.
Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.
Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.
Jane: Yeah? And?
Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.
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- Part 1 of melt (moments between the ice)
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Eddie gazed up in awe. Like he couldn’t believe Buck came, or that he was real at all. Which is ludicrous, because Buck would crawl through broken glass to get to Eddie, dig through the muddy earth even, to get to Eddie; never mind just simply get off the couch on his day off to pick up his boyfriend from the hospital.
“How are you feeling?” Buck asked, glancing down.
“Better now,” Eddie whispered, without taking his eyes off Buck. He squeezed his arms even tighter around Buck’s middle. Buck couldn’t say it was necessarily comfortable, but he also couldn’t say he minded. Not even close.
From the corner of his eye, Buck caught Hen whipping her head around to her to give Chim an incredulous smirk. Their cool and composed, tough-as-nails Eddie Diaz, reduced into a soft puddle of molten goo as soon as his boyfriend entered the room.
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or; eddie, unburdened by the tethers of a clear mind on some post-kidney stone narcotics, simply loves his boyfriend so, so much. buck can't help but be endeared. chim and hen are less than endeared.
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melt (moments between the ice) by diazette
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Nov 2025
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Ilya shrugs, avoiding David’s eyes. Instead, he gazes down at the jigsaw puzzle laid out on the table. “You do this to relax?”
“Yes, sometimes. It makes me tired,” David says. “Want to help?”
David Hollander gets to know his son's boyfriend.
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19 Mar 2026
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Never Have I Ever by find_me_in_the_ivy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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One night at the Kingfisher, Shane gets roped into a game of Never Have I Ever with the hockey HABs, and learns a few things about community, opening up to people, and just how kinky he and Ilya get.
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19 Mar 2026
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Hayden knows Rozanov and Shane are friends now, but one thing is being friends and another is being as close as Shane feeling comfortable enough to come out. He knows it's not that much of a secret anymore, but Shane is still very cautious about who he tells since they were still in a very homophobic industry. Who is to tell what Rozanov actually thinks about gay people? Is he homophobic, too?
Besides, he's kind of the only one in the world that knows about Shane's previous boyfriend. Boston Lily, Boston Person, Boston Guy, whatever. And he truly doubts Rozanov knows much about it. Hayden only knows they were a thing for years, until he came out, and suddenly they were broken up, and he never got to meet the man that had been driving his best friend insane since forever.
What does Rozanov know about gay men living in Boston and willing to endure a closeted relationship with star hockey player Shane Hollander?
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Hayden knows his best friend is dating someone and since he's not brave enough to actually ask him, he guesses it can only be one person... The truth is perhaps just a little bit different.
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19 Mar 2026
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“I’m… I’m glad he found you, though, Ilya. Really. I know he’s had girlfriends before, but… he really seems at home, with you.”
Ilya nods gently. “Is nice to hear you say that. Shane was very scared of telling you, for a long time.” Ilya takes another sip of vodka. “He still is. He wasn’t ready.”
While Ilya and David are left alone inside the Hollander house, they chat. David realizes there's a lot he hadn't thought about.
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17 Mar 2026
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can’t keep my hands to myself
I mean I could, but why would I want to?Ilya indulges himself by paying proper attention to one of his favorite parts of Shane’s body.
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17 Mar 2026