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    “I’m sorry I’m not him,” Shane says, looking away.

    “Who?”

    “Future me. Whoever you fell in love with.” What’s unsaid hangs in the air: whoever fell in love with you. Because this Shane – 2010 Shane – doesn’t love him. Is amused by their daily lessons, comforted by his presence, even grateful. But love?

    “That’s the thing, Shane,” Ilya says. His eyes are shining. “You are, right now, exactly who I fell in love with.”

    In 2031, Shane wakes up in the hospital certain that it's 2010. Ilya is there to remind him of the two decades he's missed and the life they've built along the way.

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  3. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Can I ask you something?” Shane says one night.

    Ilya is scrolling on his phone, occasionally turning the volume up slightly to enjoy a video. Shane, nestled into his side on the couch, is reading A Comprehensive Guide to the NHL’s Most Beautiful Goals.

    Ilya puts his phone face down, pressing a noisy kiss to Shane’s hair to signal that he has his full attention.

    “Of course. This is what boyfriends do, yes? Ask questions? Give answers? Blow each other on the couch?”

    Or: A quiet night at the cottage with two very newly minted boyfriends.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane blinks his eyes open to find Ilya hovering above him. “Let me make you a burger for dinner.”

    Ilya,” he smiles. Translation: Diet.

    “I will make you bird burger, the way you like it. Bean patty. Fake bread bun.”

    You think they have my bean burgers and weird bread at this thing?” Shane had been expecting to just survive on veggie platters until they got home.

    Ilya scoffs like he said something stupid. “Yes, Hollander, I told Dykstra to order them last week.”

    Shane and Ilya attend the 2019 Dykstra-Pike collaborative Canada Day cottage party.

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  5. Public Bookmark 88

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    Lily: need a bedtime story?

    Jane: Fuck you.

    Jane: Yes.

    Lily: why don’t you ask your girlfriend this time?

    Shane’s typing bubble pops in and out again, the way he does when he’s overthinking a message. That alone is enough confirmation for Ilya to get half-hard.

    Jane: Maybe I will.

    Lily: say hi for me

    Rose is Hollywood’s favourite doll. Shane likes to organize his toys by shape and colour. And Ilya’s never been good at sharing.

    (Or: Instead of breaking up, Shane and Rose become each other’s beards.)

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    13 Mar 2026